Pig= Photos.

Ok la.. I spend hours uploading all this photos. HAVE TO ENJOY AIRIGHT? HAHAA.

Taken at Kbox.23-10-06. 12am SHARP.


My birthday cake.


Happy birthday to me!

23 October 2006. My birthday!

At bedok.


Me. =) HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME.


"Don't take la!"


We looks like brother man! Look at our leg. HAhaa.


"DONT FORCE ME!"


Thanks brother for meeting me even though you Have tuitioN! =P


Smile, Couple!


"DOnt kiss me La!" HAhaa. Aren't they lovely?! =)


Stella's Phone chain.


What's so funny?


Jian and Me.


Studyig even on the train. Am very glad that they sill came along even having their Os soon.


Stella and Hui li.


Esther and Stella.


Stella and Yvon.


Me.


With the Ladys.


With the Guys.


Me. With cake on the face.


Yan Fu and ME. Sorry for the middle finger. Haha.


Stella and Me.


Yvon and Me.


Ah mei and Me.


Esther and Me.


Hui li and Me.


Ah mei and Yvon.


Hui li, Yvon, Stella.


Jian and Me.


Yvon and Me.


Ah mei and Me. Em Von? STARE WHAT? Lol.


Hui li and Me.


Ok. WE FORCED FU TO TAKE WITH US. AHaha. GAY RIGHT. Lol.


Me and Jian.


"OIE! DONT TAKE ME LA!"


"HE HE! I AM JIA JIAN!"


HMMM.. I Looks like a pervert. =_='


On the way to the train station.



Walk towards the Station.


Walking to the Platform.


"I am Shuai ge!"


"Stella! Your Mummy call you!!"


Jian, Me, Ah mei, Esther.


Jian told me that there is hand print inside the track! THERE IS! I SWEAR!


Esther, Hui li, Stella.


The group of People. Where is jian?

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Pig= Seriously.

Seriously, I am thankful to this people. Jeryl, Stella, Esther, Yvon, Hui li, Ah Mei, Yan Fu, Jia Jian. They celebrated my birthday with me. And first time in my life, I got two surprise during my Birthday. Thank you guys very much. Will continue to blog some other day. I am tired yet Happy for whatever they had done. =) Thanks people.


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Pig= Sigh.

I know, I know. I didn't blog for quite sometimes. I was in chalet. Esther's chalet. Lack of sleep. Damn tired everyday. Hahaa. Chalet was not bad. Not much people. But it was fun. HAd wasted lots of time on tarot card reading for people in the chalet. Hahaa. Am I good or what? And my reading are very truth alright? And the best part was, I didn't charge them! Nah. I feel good helping people using my tarot. =) I hope my Cards will help you people to solve your problems ya?

Happy Birthday Michael! 16TH Birthday! AHaha. Hope you pass well for exams and Go up to Secondary 4 with me ok?! =) All the best in whatever you do!

Nothing happened much. After school today, Jeryl, Stella and Fu came over to my house. Majong and Gaming. Went to 85 to meet Esther for dinner. Everyone were eating but not me. I felt asleep while watching 4 of them having their dinner. Lol..

Wanted to slack somewhere near Fu's house but he didn't allowed me to go. I was very tired and everyone wanted me to go home and rest. =) Good friends are always like that? Thanks man people.

Ok. I might be sleeping soon. Take care people!!

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Pig=201.


Yesterday I meet Jeryl and Stella instead of Wei jie. Hahaa. But afterall, I did went over to wei jie's house to slack till todae morning. People there. Wei jie, Pui kia and Me. HAhaa. Went straight to cell group from Wei jie's House. Tired day. After cell, as usual, 201. Hahaa. SLack and Slack and Slack..

And there are Photos! Taken today or last time. Just feel that my blog had not been having any photos posted. Ok. I am tired.



Kiki and Yoyo. Haha.


Photos taken on Jermaine's Birthday.


HEr small little cake. HAhaa.



Stella and Me.



Jermaine and Stella.



How unlucky that Miss Jermaine got to help us in our revision even on her very own Birthday!! HAhaa.



The Birthday Girl!!!



The Father,Jeryl, The Daughter, Jin wen, The Mother, Stella. HAhaa. The child in the middle is Stella's little cousin. But they do looks like a happy family. Lol.



The lovely Couple~



I force him to take Photo with me. Haha. You rocks man!


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Pig= Home.

I am at home. Hahaa. Is good to let Jeryl and Stella have some private time together. I am kinda extra sometimes. Oh. I forgot to mention about what had happened yesterday. Yan fu and me went over to the foodcourt at Suntec for dinner. I ordered a logan ice. I remembered the stall name. "Hot & Cold Desserts". Lol.. I told the auntie Less syrup. She answered me and She put 4 fucking Spoons of SYRUP. =_=' Damn fucking sweet. Yan fu was laughing like hell. Haha. He tolded me maybe the auntie heard wrongly, from Less to MOre. =_='' Forget it.

I don't know. Might be finding Wei jie? Might be finding Stella they all? Or staying at home?? SIGH. Boring. fuck man. I am tired. I am boring. SIgh.

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Pig= Tired.

Third time blogging. I must be crazy. HAhaa. Went to Suntec with Fu. Didn't bought anything but spend lots of time in the arcade. HAhaa. Suppose to accompany him to look for his Necklace, but we couldn't find. Sigh. I am tired. Damn tired. I got to go. Sign off.

Pig= Yan Fu's house.

HaHa.. I just finish majong at Ting ting's house. Esther send me over to Fu's house although it is not very far. But walk will take you sometimes. HAhaa. I won money!! PLaying Blackjack. Might be Going Bugis with him. Not sure yet.

So take care people, Sign off.

Pig= Chemistry. What the.

I am dead. Haha. Almost all my entries Got dead right? Lol.. Chemistry paper was like hell. Shit. Blame myself for not studying last night. Sigh. I left lots of question blank. I know I should at least write something, but I just couldn't think of anything to write. Only three words. "I don't know". Hahaa. Of cause, I didn't write that. I believe I can't write that durng my N level right. Na. I doesn't even know whether can I take my N level or retain another year in Secondary 3. Sigh.. Miss teo was telling us that the paper was based on the Ten Year Series. WHAT THE HELL RIGHT. Whatever I study for didn't even came out in the paper. FUCK.

Slack in school after the paper. GREAT. I made a fool out of myself in school todae. Damn PAI SEH la.. HAha. I fell down. Everyone was laughing. I don't know how to react man.. Lol..

Currently at Ting ting's house playing majong. But I am not playing. People here. Esther, Stella, Joel, Ting and me. Hahaa. Typing blog. Too bore to do anything. SIGh.

But Examination are finally over. SHIOK. Damn shiok. SIgh. But I do wish not to stAY in Secondary 3 for one more fucking year man.

Seriously, I do not have any confidence in loving someone. I don't wanna get hurt neither do I want that perso to get hurt. ALTHOUGH I AM QUITE SURE THAT I WILL BE THE ONE THAT HURT THE MOST... SIGH. Forget it. Might be meeting Mr Yong Yan Fu later. Take care people!


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Pig= MAths. Oh great.

GREAT, It was kinda wasting my time. I will be happy enough if I score 10/100. HAhaa. I must be crazy. Todae is Jermaine QUEK's Birthday!! Happy birthday man! Yo, check it out! Hahaa.


BUt we studied. She taught me and Stella just now. Physic. HaHA. Yup. Tommorrow will be my Physic Paper. JUST TWO MORE DAYS MAN..


TWO MORE DAYS AND I CAN SLACK FOR 2 MONTHS!! =X HAhaaa. It had been so long since I went out with Jermaine. HAhaa. Still as crazy as before. Lol..

Sigh. I hope everything will be alright. Because I don't feel too good. My head hurts. It might be due to the haze. Sigh. I have been so hot tempered at home this few days. I think was because of the fucking hot weather. My home, Damn stuffy. FUCK. Hot, hot, hot. Sigh.

Please let me pass my Physic and Chemistry. Please help me man GOD!!! Hahaa.



Ok. I got to go. TAke care everyone!


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Pig= GeoGraphy.

I am going to fail. Sigh. NEver mind. Tommorrow will be maths paper. FUCK. I hate it. Don't even intents to go to school tommorrow. But cannot la.. Have to go. At least get some score. HAhaa. Hope everyone will study hard ya? YONG YAN FU. I will tell the story that you told me todae. FUCKER.

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Pig= Dead..

I am dead. I just woke up. I slept from around 4pm plus to now. 2.20am was the time I woke up. I must be mad. I cannot believe how on earth can a person sleep for such a long period of time? HAhaa. Nevermind. I am going to flunk my Geography paper tommorrow. Seriously. I am dead this time. BUt I just have to study abit. Just abit will do. Just pass the paper. JUST PASS. Maybe 25/50? I will be glad. I am only left with 3 hours to study. Sigh.

I am sneezing and coughing. And I got a blocking nose. Sigh. I feel like sleeping man, But Hell NO. I need to study. Ok ok. I don't wish to waste anymore time on the pc. Got to go people. =_=' I guess no one is listening to me during this time. The time is too late, no one will visit my blog at this hour. HAhaa. ok. Take care peoplE!

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Pig= Social final test.

Great. My social. I flunk it. Sigh. I couldn't finish the paper on time. Damn fucking shit. But I still hope I can pass it. I slept at 3 yesterday. And Ya, I slept in the living room. It was expected. I was too panic in the morning. I couldn't sleep yesterday. Hahaa. But the paper is over, I can't do anything about it now. I hope everyone will do well~

Hey Hongling. You take care ok? Even my private doctor warn me not to go out if the PSI reaches 100. So you better take care of your health ya? And don't be too stressed up MAN! Don't worry. ouO can definitely make it to Secondary 4 ya? No worry! =) Good luck,. Friend~! Don't be discourage!

And to people out there. Everyone around me are feeling so stressed up nowadays due to examination. So take care people! Everyone is studying. I need to study too! ARGh. Geography paper tommorrow. Sigh. Take care people.



They are very loving Now. HAhaa. Only when sleeping. KiKi and Yoyo.

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Pig= Social!

Great. Social Studies exam will be later on. In around 6 1/2 hours time. I am dead. Damn scare. I couldn't get those stuff into my mind. SIgh. I just hope I will do well.


Woke up around 10 and went for cell group. After cell, Jeryl and me went over 201 to have our lunch. We went home around 3 plus? Yup. I met up with Fu and Aaron to studied together. From 5 plus all the way to 10. But it was hell. I find it very hard to concentrae. Na. Never mind. I did get some into my mind. Went home and met up with Kar yan. She is my neighbour. I know her since I was 3? Hahaa.

Sigh. Seriously, I am afraid to fall in love. Firstly, I hate to be rejected. The feeling sucks. OK. I know. Who wish to be rejectd right? NO ONE. SO what if you love that person with all your heart? Will that person really bother even he/she knows that you love him/her very much? SIgh... It is scary. Love can be good and bad. You guys should know. I don't think I even have the courage to ask the person I love to be mine. Because mostly, after you ask her and she give you a "no", Game over. Bothy of you might not even be friends. Seriously. I dont know what to do. SHIT. Curse.

Ok.. I got to study. Take care people.

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Pig= Zhong ting's birthday.

Sigh. TIred. I am suppose to meet up Trina at Wei jie's house to cooked for Zhong ting's bbq food. But I end up waking up late. What the hell? But anyway, Went over to his house and cooked. Didn't help much. Then went over to east coast at around 4 plus on Wei Jie's parent's car. With Jing yuan, Wei jie, Pui kia. No one was there yet. The haze was damn heavy when we reached east coast. VEry misty. I couldn't really see clearly. And I find it very hard to breath it. Ha. Luckily I bought along my inhaler. So. Yup.

Waited till 6.50? Then I called Trina telling her we didn't get the cake. She told us she was going to reached soon. JIng yuan and me ran to the Gelare. Damn. I must be crazy. HAze yet I still ran. But no choice.

Not alot of people were present. Everyone went after around 9.30. Leaving Wei jie, Pui kia and me. We played poker all the way till Wei jie's mum came to fetched us home. It was a tiring day. But hope everyone enjoyed during the stay at east coast.

Hong ling. Everything might seems hard and hurting, but I believe what you need is time. Time will heal your feeling. =) So dont be afraid ok? Do not stop yourself from crying out loud. You will feel better afterall if you manage to cry it out loud. =) All the best for your exams! =) Cheer up ya?

Ok people. Got to go. Take care. Will get those photos from Trina soon.

Sign off.

Pig= *Yawn..

I am very tired now. Thanks to Mr Yong Yan Fu.. I had helped him to changed his blogskin. And it took me 2 Damn Hours. Hell.. And I was at Wei Jie's house just now. He was too tired, and he felt asleep. Haha.. Fu, You own me a meal.


Dont be Discourage ok? Hong ling. Everything will be fine soon. When exams are over, you can relax yourself instead of being so Stressed uP! Take care of yourself ok?! You can do it! =)

Ok. I need to sleep. Good night people.

Pig= SLack.

Hey people. I think among everyone. I mean Stella, Yean fu, Jeryl, Xu ren and me. I am the only one not studying yet. WHAT THE HELL??!! Die. I damn scare la. I do not wish to stay in the same level for 3 YEARS! HAhaa. I got to study soon. Of cause, Not at home. I can't study at home. (Dogs, AH Ma, TV!!) So it will be better for me to study outside. Maybe Mac or Study corner? Yup. We slacked in the canteen after school. we talked about lots of stuff. =)

I am too naive. That's why I always get cheat very easily, regardless of friends or seller. I am just dumb. =_=' SIgh. Is time to change. I cannot be so Emotional. I AM A MAN!! HAhaa. I need to be strong. Yup. In order to protect my love ones from any harm. I am the only guy in my family, except my dad. But he is always not home. So. I have to be strong. Is time to grow up!

Take care people.

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Pig= Chinese Final year examination. I.. Kind of miss the feeling..

I had my chinese exam todae. Kinda hard. Sigh. Hopefully I can pass. I don't expect too much. Just pass? Hahaa. I went home after that with Fu and Xu. Stella stays in school with Jeryl. I think Jeryl was studying. I don't wanna bother them. Fu said that even if I go home, they also dont bother. Wa lau. SO hurting La. Hahaa. Never mind. It is good to not keep bothering them. I know I am bothering them sometimes. =(

I went home early, So I reach home early. What the hell am I talking about? Sigh. I had a dream yesterday night. I dreamt of her. And I don't know why did her boyfriend appeared too in my dream. What the hell... But I was with her anyway.. I miss those time when she was with me. I really do. She was, to me, my everything.. I do not bother what others says about her, saying how bad she is and everything, but I still love her. She was with me yesterday. In my dream, of cause. We had a romantic night yesterday in my dream. We walk around.. I think it was a park. Everything was very beautiful. She was beautiful, I mean even now. People thinks that I am a dumbass, waiting for her, thinking that she can be mine again. I know that..


But it seems like the feeling is always there you see.. Although not very long, but she was my first love. Real first love. She was great. I remembered the first time we holded hands.. It was somewhere near my house and her house, a playground. Her best friend was with her so was mine. They were the one who were encouraging us to hold hand. There they go like" Hold hand, hold hand!!!".. Hahaa. Both of us went red. Very red. She was shy, Of cause! And me too.. Seriously, I believe my heart beats at 150 during that time.. Hahaa.

And our first kiss. Was in Tampines. My first time carrying her. Was also in tampines. This is what happened..

She:"My legs are so tired.. I don't feel like walking anymore.. Can you get me a wheelchair please?"
Me:"Don't me stupid. I would never in my life let you sit on the wheelchair!!"
She:" You scold me stupid.. I hate you. Hmps." And she turned away.
Me:" Ok ok. Dont be angry alright? I carry you?
She:" Don't want! You hate me! I rather let a pig carry me!"
Me:"FinE!!
After-that I forced her to let me carry her. And of cause, She was very unhappy. But after that, She smile. =) It was good to see her smiling.


Sigh. but everything is over. But maybe miracle will happen? I dreamt of the day both of us becoming together again.

I remembering messaging her on last sunday while I was in 201. Hm.. She sounds like she change alot.

Me:" Hey. Em. How have you been? Everything right in your life?"
(And she replied in around 1 minute.)
She"Yeah. FIne. It just the O level making me so stress up."
Me:"Haha. Dont worry La. I believe you will do well de la. YOu are a smart girl anyway."
She:"Hahax. Thanks. But my results keep dropping."
Me:" Huh? Aiya. Dont be discourage la. Prelim is always harder de ma. So No worry! Supporting you all the way!!
She" Haha. Thanks. How about you?"
(OK. SERIOUSLY. I AM DUMB TO TELL HER THAT I FAINTED IN SCHOOL. =_=')
Me:" Me ah.. So so lor. I just fainted in school this week. On the monday. Will be going for a whole body check up after my final year exam".
She:" OH MY GOD. You ok or not?"
Me:" Haha. Not sure leh. But hope nothing is wrong ba.. Dont worry!"
She:" My god. Haiss. Better go check up."
Me: "I will.."


After that, she said that she is very busy doing her art work. So That is the end of our conversation. Sigh. Maybe I should just forget her and go for someone that I like more? Haha. I hope I can find that special one! =)

Ok. I got to bath and sleep. I am damn tired.


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Pig= Dr Phill's Test.

I got this from a friend. Try it.


Write down your answer on a paper. Result will be know after the whole ten question.


1. When do you feel your best?
a) in the morning
b) during the afternoon &and early evening
c) late at night



2. You usually walk...
a) fairly fast, with long steps
b) fairly fast, with little steps
c) less fast head up, looking the world in the face
d) less fast, head down
e) very slowly



3. When talking to people you. ..
a) stand with your arms folded
b) have your hands clasped
c) have one or both your hands on your hips
d) touch or push the person to whom you are talking
e) play with your ear, touch your chin, or smooth your hair



4. When relaxing, you sit with. ..
a) your knees bent with your legs neatly side by side
b) your legs crossed
c) your legs stretched out or straight
d) one leg curled under you


5. When something really amuses you, you react with...
a) big appreciated laugh
b) a laugh, but not a loud one
c) a quiet chuckle
d) a sheepish smile


6. When you go to a party or social gathering you ...
a) make a loud entrance so everyone notices you
b) make a quiet entrance, looking around for someone you know
c) make the quietest entrance, trying to stay unnoticed


7. You're working very hard, concentrating hard, and you're interrupted...
a) welcome the break
b) feel extremely irritated
c) vary between these two extremes



8. Which of the following colors do you like most?
a) Red or orange
b) black
c) yellow or light blue
d)green
e) dark blue or purple
f) white
g) brown or gray


9. When you are in bed at night, in those last few moments before going to sleep you are...
a) stretched out on your back
b) stretched out face down on your stomach
c) on your side, slightly curled
d) with your head on one arm
e) with your head under the covers


10. You often dream that you are...
a) falling
b) fighting or struggling
c) searching for something or somebody
d) flying or floating
e) you usually have dreamless sleep
f) your dreams are always pleasant


POINTS:
1. (a) 2 (b) 4 (c) 6
2. (a) 6 (b) 4 (c) 7 (d) 2 (e) 1
3. (a) 4 (b) 2 (c) 5 (d) 7 (e) 6
4. (a) 4 (b) 6 (c) 2 (d) 1
5. (a) 6 (b) 4 (c) 3 (d) 5 (e) 2
6. (a) 6 (b) 4 (c) 2
7. (a) 6 (b) 2 (c) 4
8. (a) 6 (b) 7 (c) 5 (d) 4 (e) 3 (f) 2 (g) 1
9. (a) 7 (b) 6 (c) 4 (d) 2 (e) 1
10. (a) 4 (b) 2 (c) 3 (d) 5 (e) 6 (f) 1





Now add up the total number of points.

OVER 60 POINTS: Others see you as someone they should "handle with care." You're seen as vain, self-centered, and who is extremely dominant. Others may admire you, wishing they could be more like you, but don't always trust you, hesitating to become too deeply involved with you.

51 TO 60 POINTS: Others see you as an exciting, highly volatile, rather impulsive personality; a natural leader, who's quick to make decisions, though not always the right ones. They see you as bold and adventuresome, someone who will try anything once; someone who takes chances and enjoys an adventure. They enjoy being in your company because of the excitement you radiate.

41 TO 50 POINTS: Others see you as fresh, lively, charming, amusing, practical, and always interesting; someone who's constantly in the center of attention, but sufficiently well-balanced not to let it go to their head. They also see you as kind, considerate, and understanding; someone who'll always cheer them up and help them out.

31 TO 40 POINTS : Others see you as sensible, cautious, careful & practical. They see you as clever, gifted, or talented, but modest. Not a person who makes friends too quickly or easily, but someone who's extremely loyal to friends you do make and who expect the same loyalty in return. Those who really get to know you realize it takes a lot to shake your trust in your friends, but equally that it takes you a long time to get over if that trust is ever broken.

21 TO 30 POINTS: Your friends see you as painstaking and fussy. They see you as very cautious, extremely careful, a slow and steady plodder. It would really surprise them if you ever did something impulsively or on the spur of the moment, expecting you to examine everything carefully from every angle and then, usually decide against it. They think this reaction is caused partly by your careful nature.

UNDER 21 POINTS : People think you are shy, nervous, and indecisive, someone who needs looking after, who always wants someone else to make the decisions & who doesn't want to get involved with anyone or anything! They see you as a worrier who always sees problems that don't exist. Some people think you're boring. Only those who know you well know that you aren't.


And I score 40. I find it very truth. Sigh. Hope everything will be alright. IN my life. Friends. Studies~! ExamS~

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Pig= English examination.

I had my english paper. I am not confident to pass or fail. Neutral. I don't wish to bother so much anyway. The paper had already been done. So no choice.

I started having my negative mind back again. I doesn't mind when people make fun of me. Calling me names like " Asthma boy". Seriously, to those people out there, I believe everyone has his or her limit. Unless you are not a living being? Don't tell me all those shit that"I am so kind, I won't be angry de la". FUCK Yourself.. Sometimes it is not good to cross the limit of that person. I wish to faint in school? I wish to have asthma? Sometimes people are way too much. Too much. You guys can trying putting yourself into my shoe. You like people laughing at you, calling you names related to your illness? You like that? If you like that, then you can just walk directly towards the wall, and bang your head real hard till you die of Bleeding. I know I am been saracasm, but don't blame me. I had had enough.


Does not having a girlfriend or boyfriend means you are a gay or a lesbian? So just shut up. I have this girl that I like. But it just happen that we can't be together. I had waited for damn long. Maybe I should just give up. I mean so what if I doesn't have a girlfriend? I still got a bunch of good friend.

Sigh. I have no idea what to do or what to say? I mean not only to my buddy, but anyone who I call "friend"(s).

friend (frnd)
A person whom one knows, likes, and trusts.
A person whom one knows; an acquaintance.
A person with whom one is allied in a struggle or cause; a comrade.
One who supports, sympathizes with, or patronizes a group, cause, or movement: friends of the clean air movement.
Friend A member of the Society of Friends; a Quaker

Yup. I am sure I trust this 7 people. Jeryl, Stella, Yan fu, Xu ren, Von, Ah mei and Hui li. I trust them lots. Seriously. Maybe Jeryl the most? I tell him everything that had happened. Sorry Stella!! What can I do to improve myself? I mean seriously. No joking. I mean I feel like whatever I do isn't enough. I hope I could be prefect. I don't mean I am a fairy. But I will seriously help this 7 people in whatever I can. But sometimes you find that you whatever you do just doesn't sounds right.

I have tons of bad points. But they accept me. I know. I don't wish to talk without using my brain sometimes. I wanna eat without my teeth scatching the spoon. I wanna eat not chewing loudly.I wanna drink not too loudly. I wanna talk softer HAha.. I don't wanna shake my legs. Still more. But never mind.

I hope I can be better friend towards them. I feel much better after this entry. =)

Sign off.

Pig= Hm.


I went for cell group in the morning. After that went to 201 with Jeryl after cell. Slack around. Jeryl got to go home early. Some family problem. So I took bus alone home. After that Joel called me not long after I reach home. SHocked of cause.

He wanted to take some english notes from me. 0_0 Is that Joel? Hahaa. He wanted the format for report, formal and informal letter writing. SO I copied one set for him. And I went over to meet him.

We had a 2 hours conversation. He was saying how much he regret not studying last time. Now he is taking N level tommorrow. Private N level. Great. I am happy for him. He had change. For a better person. =)

He told me to study hard. I will, of cause. I will try my very best. I wanna go to Secondary 4. Not one more year of Secondary 3. Sigh. Take care lots people. English paper tommorrow. STRESS.. I did studied for the letter format. But yet very worry that I will forget everything tommorrow. Sigh.



Joel and me.

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Pig= Study, Exams.

Went over to Von's house to study. Sigh. English final year examination starts on Monday. Shit. I am damn scare alright? I didn't study at all. Even over at von's house, I did my social work instead of doing english revision. Maybe abit of english. But afterall, I love hanging out with this group of people. =)

The usual. Jeryl, Stella, VOn, Ah mei and Hui li. But Hui li wasn't there though. We set over target! Everyone of us. HAhaa. We will have to treat one another if we didn't reach our target. HA. I am dead. I am quite confident that I will treat everyone of them. HAhaha.

Anyway, we had our dinner over at her house. We had fried rice. Jeryl was the cook. Haha. He cook well. He is always good in cooking. Left her house during 11 plus.




Ah mei, Stella, Jeryl and Von. In the kitchen. Haha.


Jeryl the cook!


Von feeling sad when she couldn't cook. Hahaa.

Ah mei, frying fries.

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Pig= Doctor..

I went to my regular private doctor. He said the faint was due to the heavy haste.. Maybe it really was. The doctor gave me three days mc. I can have one more day on friday if I doesn't feel very well. My head is spinning.. I feel like sleeping. I feel so uncomfortable.. I got to rest..


Sign off.

Pig= Fuck..

Ha.. I fainted in class again.. And it was just before recess, I think. I hurt my head. I think I knock my head. against the table.. Sigh.. I shouldn't even go to school. I already had a very bad headache the day before. But I doesn't wish to miss to much lesson, which I already did. I rest in the General office for 3 hours? I felt asleep while I was in a half awake condition.. Xu ren was with me.. I think he was doing his work while taking care of me. Not really take care, but just to be with me in case anything happen to me again.. Thanks Xu..

I was carried down by my friends and Discipline Masters using a stretcher.. I really felt so confused even now. From classroom to outside the class, from outside of the class to the outside of the toilet and from outside the toilet to the general office.. I hope not much people from my school knew that I fainted. I do not wish to be the center of attraction.

When I woke up from my sleep, I saw my Discipline master and my mum, having a conversation about my condition.. He wanted my mum to bring me to the hospital for a whole body check up. Sigh.. I don't wish to go you see. I hate hospital. Staying in it is even worse. Argh. Forget it.

I took a cab home with my mum. I reach home, shower and off to my bed.

While I was in my bed, was thinking to myself," What is really the cause of my fucking fainting problem?.." Sigh.. Seriousy, I feel like hell whenever I had an asthmatic attack or just faint like this. I mean no one should feel great about it. But even after I am much awake from my faint, I will still feel serious pain on the left side of my head, the inner side of my brain. Sigh. I don't know why. I hope I doesn't suffer from cancer or anything. Na. God will bless me.. I think. Take care people.

Thanks for the help, guys..

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Pig= GREAT~

Yesterday majong was "great".. I lost all my money!!! =( Jeryl was the Big winner. Can you imagine? For the whole 1 and 1/2 game, I only won on 6 tai.. Wa lau.. Damn freaking pathetic!!! I was only left with 5cents.. Sigh.. Damn lousy. The little bad luck devil has come back to me again.. I thought he was gone.. Always. HA. NEver mind. What gone is gone. Sign off.

Pig= Does anyone...

I dont bother whether others believe that I am real sick or fake sick. if I am faking, it doens't concern them too. I went to the doctor yesterday. He say if I had fever, I would have dengue. 0_0 I was shock by what he say. He told me not to go to school on friday. He will give me another mc for free. He wants me to rest at home. Seriously, I have been resting all this time. But sometimes, it is really hard for me to really rest with such irritating people like my grandma is at home.

I doesn't wanna quarrel with her, only because I am sick. I really hope she can just shut up and let me live and rest peacefully at home. Enough of all this.. I really had enough. I really wish to go to school. I don't wish to fail myself again. I don't wish to stay in sec 3 for 3 Fucking YEars.. Thanks to What my English Teacher, Mrs Audrey Lim had told my class. This is what Fu, Xu and Stella told me. She called me to stay at home and retain again next year. But for what fucking reason does she have to comments about me? Everyone in the class know that I have a very low immute systems.. But just that the damn teacher doesn't know that. Sigh. I don't know whether Mrs Audrey is a Freako or what.

I had talk to her privately after school or even after her class. SHE herself know that I have been in and out of the hospital almost every year. But what she told the class was too much. I really couldn't believe that those words was spoken from her very own mouth.. I thought she was a considerate teacher. I was wrong anyway.. I trust her too much. I told her about problems I was facing. I always find that she Was a good teacher, Yes, she was. She said that I couldn't take oral after tommorrow, which means that tommorrow will be the last day. But I am still very sick. I got new problem added to my illness. NOW, Asthmatic Cough.. Fuck.. I hate asthmatic cough..

I really wish to go to school tommorrow just to prove to her that I can Attend school. I know I shouldn't be affected by her words though. But I am always sensitive. Forget it. Maybe I should call the school.


I called the school just now.. She had already left the school. Too bad. I can't confront her. I mean talk to her. Maybe she just doesn't understand my condition, So I wish to explain to her.. MAybe.. I don't have much time left.. One more week to exams.. Sigh.. I am dead.. I cannot only rush for the last minute.. Sigh.. Never mind..


Now Yean fu, Jeryl, Stella and Xu ren are with me.. They came after school to visit me. I think so. OR was it just for the games?? HAhaa. Never mind. I thank God for blessing me with them as my very Good friends. =) Ok.. I Gotta rest. Take care people and Good luck for up coming exams!!

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Pig= Fucking Shit..

Shit.. The Pain in the throat is causing me unable to sleep.. The time now is 2.51am.. I just woke up. Feeling very uncomfortable. From nose and throat.. I suddenly cannot breathe. my nose is block. I just use the inhaler. Feeling abit better. But still very uncomfortable.. My throat.. I dont wanna drink water.. Whenever I drink water or eat anything now, I feel like vomiting.. MY throat is very swollen.. I can see.. Throat problem have been very common for me.. But this is the first time I couldn't sleep due to sorethroat.. ARGH.. It is hurting me..


I dont know how long I would have to wait for my mum to be awake.. But I can't sleep. Is not I don't wanna sleep, but is I couldn't sleep.. I AM VERY TIRED... Sigh.. I got to go.. Watching Bleach.. John told me to watch bleach since I cannot sleep.. Sigh..

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Pig= Sigh.

What the hell.. Can you believe it? I am having my TEsts tommorrow. SO MANY.. Maths Tests, English Oral, Social Studies Tests and Chemistry tests. =( And I am sick. MY head is spinning... And my throat hurts. Cannot don't Go school. Got scolding from Fu and Jeryl. Sigh.. I guess I will just Rest on Thursday alright.

They are going to scold me again if they know that I am Not Going school on thursday. Lol..

Xu ren and Me. =)

Me and Michael. Yaya. I know. We are back to normal. I know I curse him before. I know, I know. =P

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Pig= Exams are coming.

I just couldn't study. Sigh. I doesn't have the mood to study. But I know myself of cause, I am just lazy. Sigh. Anyway, I went down to 201 to slack yesterday. For the whole day. From around 6pm to 1am? 0_0 HAhaa. I didnt really knew I spend like 7HOURS slacking at 201??!! Kind of a shocking. HAhaa. Photos taken in the past will be post. Take care people. =)



Me and Jian. TAken at Bubble Tea Shop.



I like this Pic. Taken at BEdok NTUC. Lol..



Me and HUi li. Taken During Luvy 's Charlet.




I find this very funny. Only I find it funny. THE word "AIMING". Don't you think it is funny? =_=' Only I think so.



My Current WALLPAPEr. Thanks to VON LOOI MING MING. She is the one who made this. =) Cheese Hotdog PRATA!! =P


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PIg= Sick.

Alright. I Got flu, Headache, Cough, Bodyache and Slight fever.. What the hell.. It is like within 1 day, everything just came. Sigh. Doctor told me that to attend school due to the flu. It will spread to others. Ok. I got to listen. I can't go to school. I cannot pass up my social which is due on friday, which is tommorrow. I got Oral tommorrow. Singing compeition( I doesn't feel like going anyway).

Sigh. People might think that I am trying to skip school again, but hell no.. I even asked Boon to give me tuition just now. Right after I finished visiting the doctor.. I drove Boon out of my house. I mean.. I did not really drove him out, but I told him that we should stop the tuition. I wasn't in a good condition. EVerything just couldn't get into my mind. And you know, when Boon is tired, He will give a very black face. And I knew that he was angry, of cause. Then we started having a short arguement. Yup..

I was telling him At least I make the effort to asked him to have tuition with me, even though I am sick. I doesn't wanna waste anymore time. My final year exams are coming, less than a month. Then he said "what is the point of having tuition when I cannot even concentrate Asking me whether do I wish to continue the tuition or end here in a irritated manner.. So I said of cause, lets just end it. And I walk out of the room.

Partly, I admit, I was wrong. But does that means that he is not in the wrong at all. I know teaching people is not easy. I never ever say that teaching WAS an easy job. And the worse part is that when the student doesn't even understand what is the tutor is talking about..It will bring the Tutor frustration.. Especially Maths.. ANd Boon is teaching me maths. But I believe he can be more paitence.. Sigh..

I am dumb. I know that myself. Sometimes, I really doesn't have any common sense. That's why My maths sucks.. I wanted to give up.. Tons of times.. But after thinking how much Ah boon, Stella, Yean fu, Jeryl, everyone had tried their very best to teach my maths. I doesn't wish to fail them, or even, myself. I really wish to try my best to at least, get a pass for my maths. A pass will do.. Sigh..


Of cause, after cooling down, I sms Boon and tell him that I am very very sorry.. Hm.. I don't know what to say for myself. I am stubborn. I always will get myself some stupid reasons to make myself feel that I am correct. This is my way of thinking and my attitude.. Sigh.. I got to change it..


Shit.. I spread the virus to my er jie.. She got almost the same sickness with me. She feel cold, Body ache, sorethroat and flu. Oh no.. Sigh.. And she is having her exam tommorrow. What the.. Will pray for her..


Pray for me people.. I am feeling so moodless and uncomfortable..

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What will happen on the first day of school?

• Jeryl will eat their lunch and yours while tearfully recounting their summer

• Stella will challenge you to a hard boiled egg eating contest and make you throw up

• Yean fu will lose their voice and have to communicate through lite-brite

• JIa jian will jam you in the eye with a pen when you ask to borrow one

• Xiao ping will bite you in the butt

'What will happen on the first day of school?' at QuizGalaxy.com

Pig= FUCk..

I had a rehersal for the singing Compeition just now in school..

Fuck..


They say I Pick the wrong song. I sing badly. Couldn't hear my singing.. Nb.. SOme more, some one choose the same song as me.. Fuck..


I was too Confident.. I always thought I sing very well.. Ha.. Forget it.. Don't intend to go during the real compeition.. Forget it.



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Pig= Yo yo..

Hm.. Ok.. Great.. I am Blogging at an weird time.. 5.37am in the morning.. =_=' I am too lazy to do my Work.. VEry lazy.. SIgh.

I just adopt yo yo from Oriana. Oriana is sad and I know that she cried about Yo yo left with me. I know. But all I can do is to help her take care of Yo yo.

DOnt worry Na na, Yo yo is doing good alright. Come and visit him often. I will take good care of him alright. Don't thank me. I am just doing what I can to help you. Even if I wish to adopt yo yo, my family members doesn't agree, I still can't adopt him. You should thanks my family members for their understanding. =)

He will be going for full groom later on at 11am. Yo yo loves the kitchen. I don't know why. Maybe is because he loves to eat. Hahaa. Yo yo VEry hao lian. Sometimes won't even bother my family members.

But ki ki still doesn't get along with yo yo very well. I guess it takes time for ki ki to be good friend with Yo yo. I hope they can get along well. Hm.. I got to go.. I need to pack bag annd stuff.

Take cARE PEOPle.

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Pig= A long day.

Blogging for the second time. Just reach home not long. Finish BAthing and time for blogging. HAhaa. I HAD A 13 YAO JUST NOW AT VON's HOUSE!!! 0_0 But After the 13 Yao, My luck was damn bad. VEry bad. Whatever tiles I throw, it came back agaiN! =_=' What the hell... But never mind. Am happy enough for the 13 YAO!! HAHAHA!!! =P Going to watch a few episode of Bleach and off to my bed. Good night people.


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Pig= Glad. Real Glad.

Currently at Von's House. The usual. Stella, Jeryl, Mei Mei(Ah mei), Von and Me. Jeryl, Stella, Mei Mei and Von was studying just now. But now, Only Jeryl and Von. Lol.. I was watching Bleach all along. A very nice show. I mean, Animation. Our dinner was fries, NUggets. Hahaa. We cook it ourselves. Hahaa.


Remember what I told you guys about my Primary School TEacher, Mrs Chee? My Er jie called me today around 12pm. I was surprised when she called me because normally she wouldn't call me. She wanted me to treat her because she had done something good to me. Helped me in Something. And wanted me to guess what had she done. She gave me clues saying something related to your school. I was very puzzled and tired because I just woke up and she called me. Hm.. So i thought she saw my friend or something, But it was MRS CHEE! She saw her at Guardian!! Bedok Guardian!!

I was DAMN Freaking Shock. My sister Don't even know her but she recognise her. She told me was because she remember me browsing through the Fengshan Webby and was telling her that the person in the pic is Mrs Chee.

Anyway, She went over and talk to Mrs chee. Asking her whether was she a teacher or not. HAhaa. What a funny question to ask. Hahaa. They continued the conversation for like 5 minutes. AND MRS CHEE GAVE HER NUMBER TO MY SISTER. o_o And my sister force me to treat her a meal one of this days. =_='
But I don't mind, seriously. She did something very Good to me, And helps me a lot. Hahaa. Iwas telling my sister maybe God knows that I miss her so much, and gave a miracle to me. Hahaa. I am Glad. Thank God for everything. =)

Oh. Stella Has a Blog now. Will be linking her. My sister was browsing through friendster and Saw Stella Profile. She couldn't believe that the pic was Stella in the beginning, but Was shock about how Stella look in the pic. She said that She didnt Know that Stella could be SO PRETTY. Lol.. Isn't it Amazing. Simply, My sister was dumb La. Haha. JUST KIDDING. ER JIE, NO OFFENSE. I think is because er jie has only see stella wearing her school Uniform. Hahaa.

=_=' Jeryl Said that I type 20 words, 10 words are wrong. =(


Got to go.

Thank God.


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Pig= Memories..

I went back to Fengshan Primary on Thursday with C.Yean.. We waited from 12.30 all the way to 1 in order to go into the school. Something to do with the school system. Sigh. I went back to find Mr Reuten, Mrs chee and Miss Shui. But I only manage to find Mr Reuten and not lasting more than 2 mins. He was busy. He need to attend a meeting even on Teacher's Day.

So I stayed in the music room for 1 hour plus?? Hahaa. Miss Shui is my Primary School music teacher and also my choir teacher. We had so much to talk about. She told me that I have grown up so much. HAhaa. Much more mature. I used to give her lots of trouble during my primary school days.. HAhaa. She dotes on me so much. And my Er jie too. Although I was so naughty and always giving trouble, but she doesn't scold me or anything.


She is a very good music teacher. I admit. Hahaa. Well respected even by th bad student in the school. Like me. HAhaa. When I saw her that day, I notice that she had grow much older. Not as in looks or age or anything, but I just feel that she had grow old. You will know from the way she talks, the way she respond to stuff. Sigh. But I am happy for her. She enjoy teaching so much. Her passion for teaching. =) She is a great teacher. I will visit her next year again.

Mrs chee Had retired. Did I spell wrongly? I miss her so. =( Hopefully she will contact me soon enough. =) Miss Shui helps me to give her the letter written by me to her. I am sorry for whatever I did to her in the past. I was really a bad student. I scolded her and Make fun of her. And remember that one time, I was too much, she break down and started crying. I really feel so guilty for what I had done to her in the past. But she forgive me and treats me even better. I really love her lots. Hahaa. Sigh. But really wish she can contact me SOON enough!


Yesterday Jeryl came over to my house to play the P.s2. And my baby cousin stay at my house yesterday. SHe loves JEryl so much. Hahaa. Jeryl is happy, my cousin is happy. =) Had dinner with The usual. VOn, Ah Mei, Stella and JEryl. Send them home after that.

I am alone. No one is free to go out with me. =( HAhaa. Maybe in the night, Fu will be meeting me for dinner. MAYBE. I am bored. ANyway, I pass all my subjects for my common test!!! And Ah boon is treating me this holiday. Haha. Thanks Ah booN! =)



My Baby cousin and Mr JEryl Ng. He doesn't smile so happily when taking photos with me. =_='


Miss Shui and me. A well respected teacher and a very Good teacher. =)


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