Pig= FUck you Michael.
Fuck you michael. Remember for what you had done to me. I always believe in Karma. What Goes around, comes around. You will be curse. CHee bye Kia. Dont you ever think for me to forget about this. YOu make me feel like hell in Maths class. Remember that. Like to di siao people right? Ha. FUck you la. Think very funny right? NO point saying sorry, Seriously. Fuck off la. NB...
Sign off.
Monday, August 28, 2006
Friday, August 25, 2006
Pig= Shit..
Great. I fainted in school todae again after my 1.2km run. I am weak. Sigh. Problems are getting worse. My body is failing. Sigh. I get everybody worry. Thanks Fu for sending me home after I fainted in school. Da jie is worry.. Wants me to go to Hospital for a whole body check up.
I will consider. But I don't wish to go to Hospital anymore. Seriously. Tired of going there.
Just came home from MArina. Celebrates Wei jie's birthday. Photos will be update soon.. I will not be going to school tommorrow. I just wanna rest and see what my body is going to do..
Sign off.
Great. I fainted in school todae again after my 1.2km run. I am weak. Sigh. Problems are getting worse. My body is failing. Sigh. I get everybody worry. Thanks Fu for sending me home after I fainted in school. Da jie is worry.. Wants me to go to Hospital for a whole body check up.
I will consider. But I don't wish to go to Hospital anymore. Seriously. Tired of going there.
Just came home from MArina. Celebrates Wei jie's birthday. Photos will be update soon.. I will not be going to school tommorrow. I just wanna rest and see what my body is going to do..
Sign off.
Wednesday, August 23, 2006
Pig= Miserable
Sigh. I feel so weird. Ok. I don't know how to express myself. I am sensitive. I always think about the same thing that people says about me. Even for like one week, I will still think over it. BUt is like. I don't wanna think about it alright? I don't wanna let anyone how I am feeling. I don't feel Good at all. Seriously. I feel damn Lousy. Lousy in a sense that I am lousy in whatever I do. It just seems like that.
Although people always tell me not to take anything too seriously regardless of Friendship, Relationship. Anything. Sometimes I really hate myself for talking without using my brains. I really do. But I didn't notice of cause. BUt forget it. I will change in that.
I am negative. I admit. That is why I always get scolding from some good friends. I am glad they scold me and let me know about me been too negative. Everything just doesn't look so bad, but I think that they are very bad.
I don't think I can bowl well.
I don't think I am good at my studys.
I don't think I am a Good friend.
I don't think anyone knows how I feel, How bad sometimes I really feel..
I don't think I do anything well. Sigh.
I have no confident. I am scare of everything. I don't even dare to think.. SIGH... Ok.. I think I better stop... Fuck.. I sound so gay.
Sign off.
Sigh. I feel so weird. Ok. I don't know how to express myself. I am sensitive. I always think about the same thing that people says about me. Even for like one week, I will still think over it. BUt is like. I don't wanna think about it alright? I don't wanna let anyone how I am feeling. I don't feel Good at all. Seriously. I feel damn Lousy. Lousy in a sense that I am lousy in whatever I do. It just seems like that.
Although people always tell me not to take anything too seriously regardless of Friendship, Relationship. Anything. Sometimes I really hate myself for talking without using my brains. I really do. But I didn't notice of cause. BUt forget it. I will change in that.
I am negative. I admit. That is why I always get scolding from some good friends. I am glad they scold me and let me know about me been too negative. Everything just doesn't look so bad, but I think that they are very bad.
I don't think I can bowl well.
I don't think I am good at my studys.
I don't think I am a Good friend.
I don't think anyone knows how I feel, How bad sometimes I really feel..
I don't think I do anything well. Sigh.
I have no confident. I am scare of everything. I don't even dare to think.. SIGH... Ok.. I think I better stop... Fuck.. I sound so gay.
Sign off.
Monday, August 21, 2006
Sunday, August 20, 2006
Pig= Sorry.
When I was down at 201 yesterday, I saw this tv show. Drama Show. Was about this LAdy A Boyfriend telling her that what if her best sister, Lady B lie to her, how will she feel?? She told the boyfriend that she will be very angry with her. why must she lie to her since they are best sister?? Then the boyfriend replied "What if she have her own reasons for not telling you??" LAdy A replied" SInce we are buddy, there is no problems that I can't help her, I will Of cause try my best to her, but she shouldnt lie to me. Even she have her own reasons, we are still buddy. She should share the problem and let me know. There is no problem that cannot be solve in this world."
Sigh.. I am so sorry. To my best buddy and brother, JEryl and my Best sister, Stella. Although it has already been the past, but the guilt in me is still there. I am really glad that they understand and forgive me. I am Glad to have friends like them.
Thanks for everything, JEryl. For all the scolding I get from you. Of cause, I am always very angry whenever you scold me, but afterall, I know that you are only concern for me. It is good for to me to have a brother like him. I really treasure this Brotherhood. HAhaa. SOunds so weird. Yup. BUt he is a great guy. Thanks for been a brother.
Thanks for been a brother. =)
Sign off.
When I was down at 201 yesterday, I saw this tv show. Drama Show. Was about this LAdy A Boyfriend telling her that what if her best sister, Lady B lie to her, how will she feel?? She told the boyfriend that she will be very angry with her. why must she lie to her since they are best sister?? Then the boyfriend replied "What if she have her own reasons for not telling you??" LAdy A replied" SInce we are buddy, there is no problems that I can't help her, I will Of cause try my best to her, but she shouldnt lie to me. Even she have her own reasons, we are still buddy. She should share the problem and let me know. There is no problem that cannot be solve in this world."
Sigh.. I am so sorry. To my best buddy and brother, JEryl and my Best sister, Stella. Although it has already been the past, but the guilt in me is still there. I am really glad that they understand and forgive me. I am Glad to have friends like them.
Thanks for everything, JEryl. For all the scolding I get from you. Of cause, I am always very angry whenever you scold me, but afterall, I know that you are only concern for me. It is good for to me to have a brother like him. I really treasure this Brotherhood. HAhaa. SOunds so weird. Yup. BUt he is a great guy. Thanks for been a brother.
Thanks for been a brother. =)
Sign off.
Saturday, August 19, 2006
Pig= Fortune Telling.
I got this email from Ah Boon. Any Most of them explaination were quite true.
Gender: Gentleman Birth date: 1990/10/23 16:30
Ba Zi Chart 時 日 月 年 正官 比肩 正官 劫財 丙 辛 丙 庚 申 酉 戌 午 劫財 比肩 正印 七殺 傷官 比肩 偏印 正印 七殺
Your sign is Diamond in Chinese Horoscope
**Your life is represented by the diamond of power, which means you will head for success after gone through many difficulties in your youth. You are quite devoted to others. You like people who is well-behaved and wise and you also live an elegant life with good taste, which makes you an unique person of artistic temperament.
**Your characteristics, subconscious, and behavior modes, according to your fate and destiny, are represented by the diamond. You were born naturally elegant and will enjoy a comfortable lifestyle with a great taste in life. Diamonds are often brightly displayed in glass cabinet, so you have the extraordinary qualities of an artistic spirit, and are often pampered and treated as the center of attention This may lead you to have fickle, lazy characteristics. Others feel you are not easy to get along with because you are quickly unhappy when your idea isn't followed, and you don't apologize. The diamond has the highest degree of hardness, so you may be a bit stubborn but also full of justice and fairness. You like intelligent people with artistic talent and dislike hypocrites. You admire those who are willing to sacrifice and dedicate themselves to others with a sense of justice. In your entire life, many individuals are destined to help you in the difficult times because of your previous charitable acts and virtuous character. You are able to live a good life in the present life, so keep this in mind and always help others.
**Health Analysis: The function of your respiratory system is weaker.
**According to your destiny analysis, the function of your respiratory system is weaker, and you have had minor problems like allergies, runny nose, cough, cold, chest pain, diarrhea and constipation when you were young. But over age 40, additional care of your respiratory system is needed, or it may lead to nasosinutisis, asthma, bronchopneumonia, bronchitis, intestines polyp and proctitis. Therefore, you should avoid fatigue and smoking, maintain a stable, regular lifestyle and schedule, and sleep and wake early in order to protect a congenitally weaker respiratory system. There's a saying that all disease starts from the mouth, which means many human diseases are related to food. According to Traditional Chinese Medicine, food can be divided into gold, wood, water, fire and earth (concept of the five elements). You seem to prefer the spicy flavors in food like spicy hotpot and Sichuan dishes, which means your cells are filled with too much gold element. This negatively affects your health, fortune and career, so we suggest you try different foods to balance your diet and nutrition, which leads to harmony in life and a balance of yin and yang based on the five elements. In addition, if you have recently felt unlucky or things were not going smoothly, then you are probably affected by bad spirit, which caused bad luck. The best solution is not to eat meat and fish for a period of time until the bad spirit goes away. The bad spirit tends to stay with those who eat meat and fish, and also chicken, duck, green onion, garlic, leek and other spices, so a vegetarian diet can help change your luck.
**Health Analysis: Your liver and gall is weaker as well.
**Your liver and gall is weaker as well, so you tend to tire easily and can't do labor-intensive jobs. You may have had irritability and acne when you were young. But over age 40, your liver and gall require additional care, or you may have problems such as cholesterol and triglyceride, abnormal liver, liver or gall deceases, or even suffer a delining immune system, which leads to failing eyesight. Therefore, it's very important for you to pay attention to your liver and gall and maintain a stable schedule for your life. Monitor your glycerin level, consume less alcohol, avoid fatigue, and most importantly, do not to stay up overnight.According to your destiny analysis, you are a night owl as you seem to be more energetic and inspired at night, so you tend to sleep late and get up late. However, sleeping and waking up early is extremely helpful to your fate and destiny, even though it's not easy for you. You don't easily offend others as you don't like to be the one on top. You better stay away from alcohol if you want to change your fate and destiny, as it drains your energy quickly and negatively affects your fortune. If you are able to develop the good habit of sleeping and waking up early, it will completely change your fate and destiny with better health, more wealth and happiness coming into your life.
**The way you get along with your girlfriend or wife is more like friends in an equal position looking for a mutual balance. You have your own territory, friends, and also insist on your own opinions, so some disputes and disagreements are unavoidable.
**In romance, according to our analysis, you are easily attracted to someone you admire in your heart, but you often end up empty-handed because it's quite difficult for both parties to fall in love at first sight. Generally speaking, women do not have deep first impression of you, so they need time to discover your inner beauty. You, however, tend to like a person at the first sight, but not after a period of time. Therefore, if you are still waiting for a good romance, try to show your inner beauty by doing more activities, establishing better habits, and socializing with more people. This way you can express your inner beauty naturally all the time, which makes your romance go more smoothly. In the journey of life, your romantic or marriage partner might be introduced by relatives and friends, or through matchmaking. You tend to be inexperienced in love, unable to express yourself, and do not know how to actively pursue someone without being too sticky or giving up easily. You have opportunities but are afraid to get hurt, so eventually it is not easy for you to have the spark of love. If you are still seeking your love partner don't rush because someone nearby likes you, so as long as you pursue the relationship sincerely, the happiness is yours.
**Career and Wealth Analysis: You know how to make money, but it is not easy for you to hold onto your money.
**According to your destiny analysis, you know how to make money, but it is not easy for you to hold onto your money. Your life is more philosophical, so you are not stingy with yourself, family or friends. You spend what you have even when you are financially tight, and are generous when you are financially comfortable. Because of this, it's not easy for you to save your money. In addition, you maybe convinced easily by friends to make some financial investments that cause you to lose money. You like to make many friends, so you easily lose money if you cannot evaluate risk or reject people when they approach you for investment. You will spend most of your wealth doing things you want to do throughout life because you consider only money spent as the wealth actually owned by you. Afterwards, you will not bequest much to your descendan
HAhaaa. I Agree everything. Almost. I got a very weak Body system. I SUffer from Asthma and Low Platelet and Fainting PRoblems. But I dont eat Spicy foods. So Ya. That part is wrong. My Character is truth. I am Lazy. Haha.. The romance part is also Quite truth. Those who are close to me will know. The wealth and Career Part. You see, I am Not Stingy. Hahaa. I always help people Alright!?! I always lend people Mone To help my friends, even though I dont have much money.. I wouldn't mind spending my money on my closest Brothers. But I took quite sometimes to Save money. Lol.. Yup.
Anyway, you can try it at http://www.superfate.com.tw/22_free_8word/. Feel free to change to English at the top right hand Corner.
I am GLAD. Real Glad. I pass my Maths and Chinese. AHaha.. I am Happy. HOpe I pass more subjects too. Hehee. Got to go to 201.
Sign off.
I got this email from Ah Boon. Any Most of them explaination were quite true.
Gender: Gentleman Birth date: 1990/10/23 16:30
Ba Zi Chart 時 日 月 年 正官 比肩 正官 劫財 丙 辛 丙 庚 申 酉 戌 午 劫財 比肩 正印 七殺 傷官 比肩 偏印 正印 七殺
Your sign is Diamond in Chinese Horoscope
**Your life is represented by the diamond of power, which means you will head for success after gone through many difficulties in your youth. You are quite devoted to others. You like people who is well-behaved and wise and you also live an elegant life with good taste, which makes you an unique person of artistic temperament.
**Your characteristics, subconscious, and behavior modes, according to your fate and destiny, are represented by the diamond. You were born naturally elegant and will enjoy a comfortable lifestyle with a great taste in life. Diamonds are often brightly displayed in glass cabinet, so you have the extraordinary qualities of an artistic spirit, and are often pampered and treated as the center of attention This may lead you to have fickle, lazy characteristics. Others feel you are not easy to get along with because you are quickly unhappy when your idea isn't followed, and you don't apologize. The diamond has the highest degree of hardness, so you may be a bit stubborn but also full of justice and fairness. You like intelligent people with artistic talent and dislike hypocrites. You admire those who are willing to sacrifice and dedicate themselves to others with a sense of justice. In your entire life, many individuals are destined to help you in the difficult times because of your previous charitable acts and virtuous character. You are able to live a good life in the present life, so keep this in mind and always help others.
**Health Analysis: The function of your respiratory system is weaker.
**According to your destiny analysis, the function of your respiratory system is weaker, and you have had minor problems like allergies, runny nose, cough, cold, chest pain, diarrhea and constipation when you were young. But over age 40, additional care of your respiratory system is needed, or it may lead to nasosinutisis, asthma, bronchopneumonia, bronchitis, intestines polyp and proctitis. Therefore, you should avoid fatigue and smoking, maintain a stable, regular lifestyle and schedule, and sleep and wake early in order to protect a congenitally weaker respiratory system. There's a saying that all disease starts from the mouth, which means many human diseases are related to food. According to Traditional Chinese Medicine, food can be divided into gold, wood, water, fire and earth (concept of the five elements). You seem to prefer the spicy flavors in food like spicy hotpot and Sichuan dishes, which means your cells are filled with too much gold element. This negatively affects your health, fortune and career, so we suggest you try different foods to balance your diet and nutrition, which leads to harmony in life and a balance of yin and yang based on the five elements. In addition, if you have recently felt unlucky or things were not going smoothly, then you are probably affected by bad spirit, which caused bad luck. The best solution is not to eat meat and fish for a period of time until the bad spirit goes away. The bad spirit tends to stay with those who eat meat and fish, and also chicken, duck, green onion, garlic, leek and other spices, so a vegetarian diet can help change your luck.
**Health Analysis: Your liver and gall is weaker as well.
**Your liver and gall is weaker as well, so you tend to tire easily and can't do labor-intensive jobs. You may have had irritability and acne when you were young. But over age 40, your liver and gall require additional care, or you may have problems such as cholesterol and triglyceride, abnormal liver, liver or gall deceases, or even suffer a delining immune system, which leads to failing eyesight. Therefore, it's very important for you to pay attention to your liver and gall and maintain a stable schedule for your life. Monitor your glycerin level, consume less alcohol, avoid fatigue, and most importantly, do not to stay up overnight.According to your destiny analysis, you are a night owl as you seem to be more energetic and inspired at night, so you tend to sleep late and get up late. However, sleeping and waking up early is extremely helpful to your fate and destiny, even though it's not easy for you. You don't easily offend others as you don't like to be the one on top. You better stay away from alcohol if you want to change your fate and destiny, as it drains your energy quickly and negatively affects your fortune. If you are able to develop the good habit of sleeping and waking up early, it will completely change your fate and destiny with better health, more wealth and happiness coming into your life.
**The way you get along with your girlfriend or wife is more like friends in an equal position looking for a mutual balance. You have your own territory, friends, and also insist on your own opinions, so some disputes and disagreements are unavoidable.
**In romance, according to our analysis, you are easily attracted to someone you admire in your heart, but you often end up empty-handed because it's quite difficult for both parties to fall in love at first sight. Generally speaking, women do not have deep first impression of you, so they need time to discover your inner beauty. You, however, tend to like a person at the first sight, but not after a period of time. Therefore, if you are still waiting for a good romance, try to show your inner beauty by doing more activities, establishing better habits, and socializing with more people. This way you can express your inner beauty naturally all the time, which makes your romance go more smoothly. In the journey of life, your romantic or marriage partner might be introduced by relatives and friends, or through matchmaking. You tend to be inexperienced in love, unable to express yourself, and do not know how to actively pursue someone without being too sticky or giving up easily. You have opportunities but are afraid to get hurt, so eventually it is not easy for you to have the spark of love. If you are still seeking your love partner don't rush because someone nearby likes you, so as long as you pursue the relationship sincerely, the happiness is yours.
**Career and Wealth Analysis: You know how to make money, but it is not easy for you to hold onto your money.
**According to your destiny analysis, you know how to make money, but it is not easy for you to hold onto your money. Your life is more philosophical, so you are not stingy with yourself, family or friends. You spend what you have even when you are financially tight, and are generous when you are financially comfortable. Because of this, it's not easy for you to save your money. In addition, you maybe convinced easily by friends to make some financial investments that cause you to lose money. You like to make many friends, so you easily lose money if you cannot evaluate risk or reject people when they approach you for investment. You will spend most of your wealth doing things you want to do throughout life because you consider only money spent as the wealth actually owned by you. Afterwards, you will not bequest much to your descendan
HAhaaa. I Agree everything. Almost. I got a very weak Body system. I SUffer from Asthma and Low Platelet and Fainting PRoblems. But I dont eat Spicy foods. So Ya. That part is wrong. My Character is truth. I am Lazy. Haha.. The romance part is also Quite truth. Those who are close to me will know. The wealth and Career Part. You see, I am Not Stingy. Hahaa. I always help people Alright!?! I always lend people Mone To help my friends, even though I dont have much money.. I wouldn't mind spending my money on my closest Brothers. But I took quite sometimes to Save money. Lol.. Yup.
Anyway, you can try it at http://www.superfate.com.tw/22_free_8word/. Feel free to change to English at the top right hand Corner.
I am GLAD. Real Glad. I pass my Maths and Chinese. AHaha.. I am Happy. HOpe I pass more subjects too. Hehee. Got to go to 201.
Sign off.
Thursday, August 17, 2006
Pig= Yes.
Ok. GREAT!!! SHiok. COmmon test over. Phew... And guess what people? I Pass my Maths for the very first time!! HAHAHA. No one expected that man. Anyway, Boon owns me a Meal. =P
The feeling is very shiok when everything is over and you have finish everything you are suppose to finish. HAhaa. Real Shiok. Take care people.
I am going to bed. It is late. Haha. Good nite.
DOnt fall down, or you will be like tHis.. Hehee..
Lovely "Stella and Jeryl" Lol..
Sign off
Ok. GREAT!!! SHiok. COmmon test over. Phew... And guess what people? I Pass my Maths for the very first time!! HAHAHA. No one expected that man. Anyway, Boon owns me a Meal. =P
The feeling is very shiok when everything is over and you have finish everything you are suppose to finish. HAhaa. Real Shiok. Take care people.
I am going to bed. It is late. Haha. Good nite.
DOnt fall down, or you will be like tHis.. Hehee..
Lovely "Stella and Jeryl" Lol..
Sign off
Wednesday, August 16, 2006
Pig= What is your Fucking Problem?
Seriously, I wish to ask my grandma, What is her Fucking PROBELM WITH ME?? Argh. Can you believe that 6.01am, She pushed my head several times just to wake me up? WHO ARE YOU TO PUSH MY HEAD?!! Fuck yourself. PLEASE Mind your own buSiness~ And stop touching my stuff. Dont talk to me. Or dont even Speak. I don't wish to Even hear your voice. It makes me sick. Seriously. I HATE HER. I would never change this thinking. I just hate her. Fuck off.
Sign off.
Seriously, I wish to ask my grandma, What is her Fucking PROBELM WITH ME?? Argh. Can you believe that 6.01am, She pushed my head several times just to wake me up? WHO ARE YOU TO PUSH MY HEAD?!! Fuck yourself. PLEASE Mind your own buSiness~ And stop touching my stuff. Dont talk to me. Or dont even Speak. I don't wish to Even hear your voice. It makes me sick. Seriously. I HATE HER. I would never change this thinking. I just hate her. Fuck off.
Sign off.
Sunday, August 13, 2006
Pig= Idiot...
I am lousy. Sigh. Even FU says that I shouldn't give up so easily. But I guess I really need some understanding. I lack of understanding. I dont understand at all.
And my dateline is 15 August, which is on Tuesday. =_=' I dont know why. It just seems so simple. But yet. I dont understand. I am dumb. So I gave up. I will just study for my chemistry. I will ask for help from Yean fu, Stella and My Social Studies's teacher.
Sigh. Feeling so... Blur? I dont know. I feel so weird. As if.. I dont know how to describe. I cant do stuff well. Even simple stuff like writing. I couldnt write well. Sigh. Forget it. I will jst Study for my chemistry and see what is going to happened tommorrow. =)
Happy birthday Da jie. She is 23?? Ya. 23. Hahaa. Old enough. Jeryl, Er jie and me shared money to buy her a shoe. SHe like it. Happy birthdday to you, Happy birthday to you, Happy birthday to Da jie, Happy birthday to you. Thanks for being a sister. =)
Sign off.
I am lousy. Sigh. Even FU says that I shouldn't give up so easily. But I guess I really need some understanding. I lack of understanding. I dont understand at all.
And my dateline is 15 August, which is on Tuesday. =_=' I dont know why. It just seems so simple. But yet. I dont understand. I am dumb. So I gave up. I will just study for my chemistry. I will ask for help from Yean fu, Stella and My Social Studies's teacher.
Sigh. Feeling so... Blur? I dont know. I feel so weird. As if.. I dont know how to describe. I cant do stuff well. Even simple stuff like writing. I couldnt write well. Sigh. Forget it. I will jst Study for my chemistry and see what is going to happened tommorrow. =)
Happy birthday Da jie. She is 23?? Ya. 23. Hahaa. Old enough. Jeryl, Er jie and me shared money to buy her a shoe. SHe like it. Happy birthdday to you, Happy birthday to you, Happy birthday to Da jie, Happy birthday to you. Thanks for being a sister. =)
Sign off.
Thursday, August 10, 2006
Pig=
=). I am happy enough for what is going on in my life. Happy for all my friends, family.
Friends. Jeryl and Stella HAve been two years together since 02-08-04 and their story will continue. Very happy for them.
Fu and Yvon Are going to be together for two years soon. Happy for them too.
Family. Everyone is great. Doing well. Er jie is very cheerful. PLaying Games everyday. Hahaa. Dad is a better dad. He change so much, towards Us of cause.
I can't expect too much when things is getting better in my life. I can't walk when I only know how to crawl right? Times is all it need.
Common test is round the corner. Next week. I need to study but have not even started. I need to start tommorrow although it is too late. =X
Everything is doing great. Thanks people out there. For everything.
Me eating beef ramen.
Yihui and Me.
Stella, Yihui, Me. TAken quite some times ago.
Sign off.
Tuesday, August 01, 2006
Pig= Empty.
Thanks someone who knows. The one who type on my tagboard. I Know you are someone who knows about what happened between us. Thanks anyway. I jst hope that everything will be fine.
I fainted on Monday. During class.. Ha. I am so Useless. I got nothing to say. I need to Go to Hospital.. The private doctor really wish that I could go. Sigh. I hate being alone.. Everywhere.
Did people really forgive me. Or do they hate the sight of me. I don't know. I couldn't beg for their forgiven. BUt I am still very sorry from the bottom of my heart.
Anyone cares whether what is happening to me. I know, I bought it upon myself. Serve me right. People who hates me, isn't that great. You people out that should be Glad I am suffering right now.. Sigh. I really regret for what I did before. I Betrayed my friends. My best friends and Brother. I am a idiot.
But I really wish they read this entry. I am feeling so down almost everyday... Everything have change.. Sigh. I am sorry.. I know sorry couldn't solve the problem. But I am really sorry from the bottom of my heart. I am troubled. Real troubled.
I wish God could save me. Can He helps me... I know I am useless. I really don't know what am I suppose to do. I am real bad. I cannot ever think I would do such a thing. I HATE MYSELF...
......
Sign off.
Thanks someone who knows. The one who type on my tagboard. I Know you are someone who knows about what happened between us. Thanks anyway. I jst hope that everything will be fine.
I fainted on Monday. During class.. Ha. I am so Useless. I got nothing to say. I need to Go to Hospital.. The private doctor really wish that I could go. Sigh. I hate being alone.. Everywhere.
Did people really forgive me. Or do they hate the sight of me. I don't know. I couldn't beg for their forgiven. BUt I am still very sorry from the bottom of my heart.
Anyone cares whether what is happening to me. I know, I bought it upon myself. Serve me right. People who hates me, isn't that great. You people out that should be Glad I am suffering right now.. Sigh. I really regret for what I did before. I Betrayed my friends. My best friends and Brother. I am a idiot.
But I really wish they read this entry. I am feeling so down almost everyday... Everything have change.. Sigh. I am sorry.. I know sorry couldn't solve the problem. But I am really sorry from the bottom of my heart. I am troubled. Real troubled.
I wish God could save me. Can He helps me... I know I am useless. I really don't know what am I suppose to do. I am real bad. I cannot ever think I would do such a thing. I HATE MYSELF...
......
Sign off.
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