Mixed feeling. It's called Love. You're willing to do everything for it. Fight for it. But when should you stop? Nobody likes to be the minority in a relationship. Sigh.

I want to be the priority.

God bless. Everything will be OK!!!

Pissed.

Last night...
This is gonna be the last night that I will be here..  The pain of losing you.

I need to be stronger.  For myself..  And everyone else..

I will miss you. Very very much.

Tears..

It's gonna be a rough few weeks or months without you.

Broken heart.

Sign off

First day of breaking up... 

The heartbreak is So damn real..  I can feel the pain,  my eyes are swollen and I cannot even sleep..

Thinking about the past memories that we had.  Leaving this house is gonna be difficult. I have so much stuff here I don't even know where to start.. 

But I need to leave by end of this week. It's all for the better.. 

I'm gonna miss mummy,bibik and the cute little cats..  Will they even realize that I'm not around anymore starting from next week? 

I can't seems to stop myself from crying. Which is really bad.. But I will grow stronger after this.  I hope I will... 

Sign off

Same Shit over and over again.

Desmond= Look at me now..

Look at me now... Why am I doing this to myself?



Simply one word.


Love.


Sign off.