Desmond= It's never that easy..

Hey guys. I guess I am back blogging again. This month is gonna be a real tough month for me. Lots of stuff have been happening but still I am grateful for all my friends out there. By the way, No more Phuket trip. Cancelled due to some reasons which I would rather not talk about it..

Heartbreak is tough for everyone, but it seems extremely tough for me. Never ever had the idea that this will happen to me.. It's hard but what everyone has been telling me, Life still goes on and I got to move on instead of dulling in my own misery..

But the previous KL trip with Fu, Xiao mei and Pei jie was Awesome. We really had lots of fun enjoying or trip over there. And I doubt we will stop here. There is definitely gonna be more trips to other countries and I am really looking forward to that.

Don't you just love the above picture? I love how all the photos were taken. It looks great. And I love them both.

Gao Gao A.K.A Oswald ORD on the 21 of September.. I was pretty much upset. He had always been there for me, we had our very own Virgin trip to Malaysia with just the 2 of us and started travelling to KL, which obviously, I had lots of great time with him. And he is important to me, for one thing, if I never ever met him, I wouldn't have such amazing tattoos from my tattoo artist. He introduce JP to me. And I am really lucky about that.

I kinda feel upset and almost drop a tear or two when I gave him a hug and wish him the best in life. It just feel all weird without him in camp. But we made a promise to travel together every once a year whether I am in Singapore or not. And I think that's good enough.

So this year birthday is gonna be empty.. Quiet as plans for Phuket is cancelled.. Sigh.. I don't know. I am still trying to get over it.. Like what I said, this has cause a huge impact in my life.. I'm like a human without a shadow and like a empty human case walking around and doesn't seems to know what the hell is happening around me.

I hope I will have a blissful birthday with my people. I love them.

But for the good side, I have no more dreams about that person. I have been having dreams about that person, regardless of good or bad. But today, nothing, which is pretty good.

Alright people, please take care of yourself. You guys should notice about the crazily hot and humid weather in Singapore. I thought it's supposed to be the Monsoon season?.. Whatever.

You see, this is the reason why I never thought of staying in Singapore.

Take care peeps.

Sign off.