I got this pic from the video that I took quite sometimes ago. Hahaa.


Chirstmas 2006. Von's house.

Ah mei and Me.


Stella, Yvon, Hui li.



Esther, Yvon, Hui li, Stella, Jeryl.


Hui li, Stella. Stell brought her that Necklace for Chirstmas.



Yvon, Hui li, Ah mei. Yvon and Mei brought her that bag for Chirstmas.


Aaron and Me.


Me, Jeryl, Aaron, Stella, Ting ting.


Jeryl and Me.

Pig= Tired.


I slept from 6pm till 1.20am the minute I reached home. I was damn freaking tired. Doing my social studies homework now. Am afraid that I will fall asleep. Sigh. Damn boring. had post some photos taken quite sometime before. I don't know how long will I take doing this work. Tommorrow will again be a tiring day for my class. Ok. I got to do my work.


Take care people...


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Pig=


Had not been blogging. Sigh. I had been quite tired in school for the past few days. It seems like whatever I do doesn't seems right for me. I mean not what I think but instead how people feel. I don't mind speaking the fact. To a certain extact, I doesn't have good stuff happening in my life.


I don't do well for my studies. I had never get any As in my life before. Since young. I have always disappoint my family members. Doing stupid stuff that cause everyone trouble. I don't play bowling well neither do I sing well. People find that I am troublesome, Making fun of my asthma. Always have comments in everything I do. I am not picking on anyone alright? This is what I feel. A lousy friend. I can't help my friends when problem rises. I.. Relying too much on my friends.. I sucks. I got stupid temper. Argh.


I am typing all this. Not for the sake of anyone who view my blog. This is the problem that I know about myself. People say that I am petty or whatever shit when people call me names. I don't mind people calling me names, but why using my illness to call me names then? Do you know how sad I feel? Everyone has his or her own limits. Do you think it is very funny? Why don't people out there who call me "Asthma boy" suffer from asthma themselves instead? Try having the feeling of people calling you that.


Call me gay if you want. I bet I know myself whether I am Straight, Bisexual or Gay. It really sucks to continue being calling names for more than 5 years.. I am sick and tired... I am glad to have people helping me, encouraging me and being my listener.. Stella, Hui li, Ah mei, Yvon and especially Jeryl and Yan fu for being the one listening to whatever shit I wish to say..

But in times, I really do feel so useless... And.. I don't wish to tell anyone..

I am so afraid.. Really afraid to suffer from depression.... I don't wanna suffer from depression.. It is scary... What Am I suppose to do...

"No one can help you in this world except yourself..."


Sign off....

Pig= Sick..

I thought that I could manage not to see the doctor this time. But I was wrong. I got a scolding from the doctor telling me that I should had visited him earlier. My throat is damn swollen, got a bad flu, asthmatic cough and chest pain. The worse part. I can spread the illness to others. The wonder I had a asthma attack last night. I doesn;t even know why will that happen. Was wondering, am I the one that spread it to Stella?? I hope not... Argh..


I am feeling so bad and unfortable... Freaking 5 medicine.. Sigh.. 5 man... I hate eating medicine.. I am forcing myself to love maths. And of cause, other subject.. I promise Fu that I will only take MC only if I am really sick. I know, I know. People out there will say, BULLSHIT. But it is a promise towards myself. And Fu of cause. And.. N levels this year. Da jie told me to buke up and do well for my Ns.. Sigh. I don't wish to disappoint anyone. And Yi min is asking me to join Superstar this year. I don't know. I am thinking about it. Friends around me are also calling me to join. " Just give it a Try!!", This is what they also said to me. Even Da jie is also calling to to try. Sigh. Will think about it..


NO Ice water, No fried Food, NO aircon, No to going out. Sigh...


Take care people..


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Pig= School Reopen~

Have not been blogging for quite sometimes. I didn't even to catch up the time ever since school starts. Sigh. Almost everyday when I reach home, to the bed I go. I couldn't have enough sleep! Never mind. Forget it. Will try to cope with it.


I really got to work very hard. I wanna improve my maths. I will try my best. Not only maths, but also my other subject. Tommorrow I will not be going to school. Got check up tommorrow. Will also be going to make a new IC since I had lost it some weeks back. Sigh. Fuck. I will be alone of cause. And I got to reach SGH by 9.30am. ARGH!! So fucking early. Sigh.


I really hope my life would be better. And.. I really got to spend some time at home. I had not been staying home for so long. Yup. Very long. Had not been playing Audition. Not doing stuff that I should. Sigh.


And one more bad news. We will be shifting place for bowling. Instead of Katong, we will be moving to Tampines Safra. And no more 8 bucks for training fee, but at least 15 bucks.. The worse thing is.. I have not even inform my mum about it yet. She will kill be for sure. She had always "encourage" me to quit bowling due to the regular training fee of 8 bucks. What will she think about 15 bucks then? ARGH. What should I do...


Never mind. I got to go. TAke care people!!


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Pig= Argh. Damn Shit.


Seriously, I will be dead if I continue like this. I will have lacking of sleep everyday. I only slept at 2am yesterday and I woke up at 3.30am and felt asleep again. Sigh. Not even more than 3 hours of sleep man. HAhaa. But anyway, I have already prepare myself for school. So should be no problem.


Maybe just that my hair is too short.. Real short. =(


Got to go people.


Sign off.

Pig= Happy 2007 to everyone...

I had not been blogging for quite sometimes. And I couldn't sleep at all now.. Sigh. School is gonna start tommorrow and yet I had not done the following stuff:
1. Cut my Hair

2. Buy school shoe

3. Buy pens.

4. pack my bag.

Sigh.. I haven even sleep at all. What the.. I am dead tommorrow. I got to wake up at 6am and yet I am still blogging now at 8.57am. Sigh. I am going out soon with my parents to get my stuff. And HAppy 2 years 5 months, Jeryl & Stella. HAhaa. They will be going out today. Might be having dinner with me and my mother. Yup.

Oh.. And this part is for you. I am happy to see that you got back with Michael.. As long as you are happy, I am too. I bless to both of you.. And... Feel free to tell me if anything happens in the future. I will always be there..

I am very confuse now.. Don't even know whether should I be happy.. Or not??.. Forget it. I got to prepare myself.

Take care people.

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