Wednesday, February 28, 2007

Pig= Christina Aguilera, Hurt..


Hurt..


Seems like it was yesterday when I saw your face
You told me how proud you were but I walked away
If only I knew what I know today


I would hold you in my arms
I would take the pain away
Thank you for all you've done
Forgive all your mistakes

There's nothing I wouldn't do
To hear your voice again
Sometimes I want to call you but I know you won't be there

I'm sorry for blaming you for everything I just couldn't do
And I've hurt myself by hurting you

Some days I feel broke inside but I won't admit
Sometimes I just want to hide 'cause it's you I miss
You know it's so hard to say goodbye when it comes to this

Would you tell me I was wrong?
Would you help me understand?
Are you looking down upon me?
Are you proud of who I am?
There's nothing I wouldn't to do
To have just one more chance
To look into your eyes and see you looking back
I'm sorry for blaming you for everything I just couldn't doAnd I've hurt myself

If I had just one more day, I would tell you how much that
I've missed you since you've been away

Oh, it's dangerous
It's so out of line to try to turn back time

I'm sorry for blaming you for everything I just couldn't do
And I've hurt myself
By hurting you..

Tuesday, February 27, 2007

Pig= Common Test week.

Argh. Common test for this week. Great... Let's just face the fact. I knew it even before common test starts. Sigh. I won't do well of cause. I studied every subject only the day before the paper. Means it is very rushing. And I can't concentrate on studying. I don't expect to do well, but just a pass will do.

I'm studying everyday with Stella and gang. It will only ends on Wednesday. Sigh.

Have been very tired for the pass few days. I notice something recently.. My luck has been very bad. Real bad. It seems like I couldn't do stuff well. Weird. What is really wrong with me?

I did not have enough time to finish my paper.. Not one, But three of them. English, Social studies and Chinese. What the fuck.. None of the paper I could completed. Argh. I will go crazy soon man..

Seriously, I really hate studying. Actually, I had know it since primary school. I never like studying. But I got to study for the sake of myself. But if I really couldn't pass for my N level, I really am not going to study anymore. I will, of cause, try my best from now on.

I am meeting them at 4 later. Means I cannot take a nap or else I do not have to meet them anymore. HAhaa.



I took this picture of this Fat Mona Lisa in one of the Restaurant. HAhaa. To me, it's funny. To my sister, she feel disgusted. HAhaa. What do you think?


Ok people.

Till then.

Sign off.

Sunday, February 25, 2007

Pig= Fucking luck.


I just had my shower. Just got home around 7.15am. Thanks. For some fucking reasons, I lose money again. NOt fucking reasons but just my luck. I really really don't get it. It seems like I just don't even have the luck to do well in everything. Everyone won but not me. I don't mind losing coz I have been losing for the years that I am born in this world. But too much. I lose All my money just now. And still owning Jeryl and Esther money. What the fuck. I couldn't believe it myself. Maybe they were right, I should just shut up instead of talking too much and did not even won a single game after I started speaking like a freak. They were right. After I started been more happy even though I was still losing and making people feel so fuck up of me, did I won? Is a fucking no.


And for mahjong, I have been playing for more than 3 years but the amount of time I won, I could count it with my 10 fingers. And always, I am the one who own the three players money. And never even clear it. I believe no one can get whatever tile they threw back more than 2 times. Am also the one who always sort of cards. Everything bad just come to me. I had lose before a fucking $60+ plus when our orginal money is only 30 bucks. Means 30 PLUS another 40. Ha. I can't believe it myself.


I know I am fucking lousy in doing everything. I just knew it. No one tells me anything about it but I can see it with my own eyes. Just say I am emo or whatever shit, but I know the truth myself. I had never ever get a top 10 in class. Or even top 20. I don't bowl well even though I had join bowling for more than 4 years. I don't play any game well. I am often sick, weaker than anyone that I know. HA. Thanks man.

What to do?

I really got nothing more to say.


I just wanna type it out.


Sign off.

Saturday, February 24, 2007

Pig= Photos updates on Chinese new year.



Da jie and Ah bee.


Ah bee and Me. =)



Da jie, Me, John. Em. He was playing my Psp. Lol..



The Soon-To-Be Husband and Wife.



Da jie, John, Ah bee.



My lovely grandma with my two cousins.



Da jie with Grandma.



My dad and me. Hahaa. I was trying to look at myself smiling in the mirror..



Er jie with my Dad.




The Sng Siblings. =)



My mum, My dad, My Da jie.



My Sisters with my two cousins.



And lastly, The Sng Family.






Oh, Did I mention something? John had proposed to my Elder sis. Haha. Isn't that great? The Sng family first marriage is going to happen soon! Finally, they are getting married soon. Had long for this day to arrive. Hahaa. They are still arranging for a good day with the ROM. Yup, That's for all.


I don't even know whether will I be going today or not. Sigh.


Sign off.

Wednesday, February 21, 2007

Photos update, Kbox.




Taken on cab.



Pei rong and Me, while waiting.



Pei Rong, Me.



Fong Lam, Me.



Aaron, Fong Lam.



Aaron, Pei Rong.



Pei rong, Fong Lam.



Aaron, Me. Singing.

Pei rong, Fong lam, Singing.

Enjoying.




Aaron, Me.



Fong Lam, me.



Getting Serious in Singing. HAhaa.



Fong lam, Pei rong, Aaron. Lam, Enjoying her song. Haha.

Aaron, me.

Singing like a Boy band. LOL.

Pei rong, Me.

Pei rong, Fong Lam.

"I wanna be a Pop Star!"

Pei rong, Fong Lam.

"Or maybe a Model?" HAhaa.

Me, Jeryl, Aaron.

Brothers.

Sign off.

Pig= Update on Chinese New year.

First of all, Happy Chinese New Year to everyone! Hope everyone gets lots of Ang Bao. Hm..


18-02-07

Woke up around 12 plus. And only managed to leave house by 2 plus with my da jie, er jie and John. We went to my grandma's house. It has been a daily thing to visit my grandma first. Hahaa. We left at around 6 plus. Reached my father's friend house around 7. Boring. We left quite early. John send Er jie and me home while Da jie accompany John's mother to the temple. Packed my bag and went off to Wei jie's house. People there, Wei jie, Kenny, Pui Kia and Keith. Sigh. The drink. =_=' And they Got Drunk.. I mean only Pui kia and Kenny. Only got to sleep around 6am in the morning.


19-02-07

Was woken up by Wei Jie's daddy. HAhaa. Woke up around 12.30. I was the only who were there. The rest had left. Idiot.. Lol. Luckily I had know this family for more than 7 years. Haha.. Left home around 1 plus and Aaron called, Asking me to go to KTV. Sigh. Was still very tired, but I still met them anyway. People there were Aaron, Pei Rong and Fang Ling. Met them around 3 plus and Left around 4.20pm. I had already made a reservation before going down to Kbox. Reached Marina Kbox around 4.45. And we had this very large room as the rooms were not enough. HAhaa. A room for 20 people when only 4 of us were there. Haha. Had lots of fun there. We sang from 5 to 8. Left Marina after Ktv.

Went to Tampines supposely to have our dinner but in the end, None of the coffee shop was open. Argh. Send off Aaron, Pei Rong and Fang Ling and met up with Jeryl and Helmy. Esther came after a while. Helmy left for home while the rest of us went to Stella's house for some gambling. I lose. Nah. Never mind.

Left Stella house only around 4.30am. Was on the cab with Esther, Jeryl and Yi min. But decided to have "breakfast" at Bedok Market. After having Breakfast with Jeryl, we took a cab home.. Was only on the bed by 8 plus..


20-02-07

I woke up around 3 plus? Hahaa. Jeryl was already waiting somewhere near my house while I prepared myself. Make our way to Hui li's house. Met up stella at the bus stop near Hui li' house. Went up together. Started playing Majong with Stella, Jeryl and Hui li. Jeryl was the big winner, the rest of us lost to him. HAhaa. Yvon came while we were half way through the majong game. Had our dinner after the majogn game. And started playing blackjack. esther came after that and Hui li's Godsister came afterall. And she won. Sigh.

Stella's mother called her and Yvon went home with Stella while me, Jeryl and Esther stayed. Esther was playing majong with Hui li's mum, the brother and her god sister. Esther won. Went for home after that..

21-2-07

Supposely I promise to go to school, but I overslept. Hahaa. I really got to buck up in school. Sigh. Need to post those picture in the next entry. Take care people..


Sign off.

Wednesday, February 14, 2007

Pig= Fuck off.

Fuck. She just can't keep her hands to herself. Go around touching my stuff, in fact, everyone stuff. Don't say I don't respect elderly. For people who really knows me well will know of cause that I show respect to almost everyone elderly except ONE. Don't tell me that because she is old and stuff. Seriouly, I really had enough of her.


She fucking Kept my ultraman collection that I had bought for at least 49.90 and another set that I had bought quite sometimes back in 201. I don't even bother to ask her because I already know what she will say. " I NEVER TOUCH YOUR STUFF, DON'T ALWAYS BLAME ME". This is the sentence that she always tell us. PLEASE. Stop acting and go around telling people that your grand children doesn't treat you good. Use a mirror and see for yourself.


I had more stuff that are gone. But I still can't believe that my limited edition ultraman set are gone. No matter what, I am going to find them. UNLESS, she threw them away. One day, I shall throw her stuff into the Rubbish bin and I will see how she reacts.


For the pass few years, I had been very piss with her fucking attitude. She always think that she IS the Queen of the house. Fuck off. I really feel like throwing Ki ki's shit on her face. You have been rudely asking my friends to go back during the night when they came to our house. And using those ridiculous sarcasm speech asking my friends to fucking go home. I HATE THAT, especially when NONE of my family members says anything, and she will be the one who do all those talking. What the fuck.

I really hope I can sue her for animals abuse. Fucking crazy. Always hitting my dogs for no reasons. Luckily, my dogs know how to fight back. Don't keep asking me to do stuff I don't like. Even my mum and dad don't do that to me, who are you to be doing that to me? I am not your servant nor dog. I shouldn't be listening to your command.

Ya ya. I had repeat myself tons of times. Your friends are Fairy and my friends are always those evil devil that give me trouble. Ya. Your friends tells you everything and anything. Do you do as they say? I am wondering. Why none of them call you to eat shit? And will you eat it if they tell you to?

Stop trying to claim that you are saving electricity for Dad. Please. We would not on the fan or lights for NOTHING. And you will just fucking switch it off and CLAIM that you are saving Electricity. Why don't you tell me, you, Switching on the Tv and fall asleep, you call that saving electricity? Ha. God bless you then. If that's the way you "save" electricity for the family.


Fucking lame..


The time now is 12.42am..

What the hell.. Today I will be alone alright? Cause it is Valentine now.. I have been alone every year of this day for like 4 years. SIGH. People did asked me to go out later on. Those single. But was thinking of staying at home instead of going out. There will be lots of people out there on the streets holding hand and stuff and I really hate to go out with there are lots of people out there. Sigh. I will consider whether should I go out or not.. I'm not jealous. Just kind of bore alone. I don't know why. NEver mind. Happy Valentine day to couples out there ok? =)..


Got to go and watch my animation. I will not be going to school tommorrow I guess.


Sign off.

Thursday, February 08, 2007

Pig= Sick for this week I guess...

I have not been to school for the pass 4 days.. Argh... I didn't know that I will get so sick.. I stayed at home for this whole 4 days.. Not wanting to go out.. My fever came back again.. Shit.. I was supposely to go down ting's grandfather's funeral... How am I suppose to go in this condition now.. My head is spinning.. I need to rest now.. Take care people.. I have already post those photos.. Take a look alright... Take care..


Sign off.
Some photos that I miss.. Anyway, Photos taken on Jeryl's birthday are mostly by Yan fu. =)



We, acting like dogs again. Haha..

Michael, Zhi wei

Sign off..
Pig= Photos update on Jeryl's 17th Birthday.








The Birthday guy. What a pose?



The Birthday cake.



The Birthday boy and his cake.



Jeryl and Stella. Happy birthday to Jeryl and Happy 2 years 6 months together!! Hahaa..



People helping to light up the candles.



'Why smile? I sing not nice is it?!!"



Preparing to blow the candles.

Happy birthday!



"Can't wait to eat the cake."



"I remove the candles for you first la!"



"I want to eat the cake!!!"



"Wa, Hungry ghost. Never eat before cake?"



The couple.



Stella, eating the cake.



Jeryl, eating the cake.



Eating the small piece of cake together.



"Who want me to feed him??"



"Eat la, Jason!! No poison one!"



"I don't want, You eat first lor!"



Zhiwei, Eating the cake.

I, eating the cake.



Jeryl feeding Stella.



"Wa, Aaron, you see you so lucky, my dear feed you eat leh!!!"



Michael, Xu ren.



The guys.



The guys 2.



The ladies.



The ladies 2.



Stella love this photo.



And of cause, Cake smashing.



Audience watching the show getting started.



The result of the birthday boy.



The final Result.



Aaron, Zhi wei. Em? Can someone tell me what both of you are looking at?



The Gayish Aaron. =_=''



The Boys.

Em, Where am I?



Here I am.. HAhaa. Right leg lifted up!



Xu ren, Jeryl, Me.



Michael, Yan fu, Jason.



Smile.



Smile too!!



"Don't talk to me, I wanna be alone." Lol..



Michael.



Watching funny Video together.



Slacking while waiting for the girls.



We,acting like dogs. Hahaa...

Bark Cafe

Playing Cards..



Michael, Me.



Xu ren, Michael, Me.



Yvon, Ah mei.



Enjoyin their games.



Me, Yvon, Ah mei. Ok. I know I easily blush. Hahaa..



Me, Jeryl. Happy birthday bro!

And finally, the drunken man and the suffering wife. Hahaa.

Sign off.