Pig= Disgusting, Demonic, Evil, Slutty, Pathetic, Irritating Old FREAK...

Just a brief description about my day today. I enjoyed myself and I have lots of fun hangin with people. HAhaa. I really don't know what to write more for this description. Lol..


And I had enough of that old freak at home. She is getting more and more Demonic.. I don't even know where or what I do to her to make her go crazy. Fuck off... I seriously want her to die. Don't try to lecture and ask me not to hate my grandmother or whatever shit. Why don't you try living in my home for two weeks, and let me see YOU going crazy.

She is fucking irritating. I don't think wherever I go, I have to answer to her. SHE IS NOT MY PARENTS. AND SHE IS NOT THE ONE IN CHARGE OF THIS HOUSE. Don't try to do whatever stuff you want ok? Fuck man. Damn fuck. If I really gone mad, I don't mind killing her with my own hand. But never mind, she is already so old, so might as well, she just die on her own.

I fucking hate her la.. Stop touching my stuff. Pay me my limited edition Ultraman series costing me $49.90, the whole ultraman set I bought at 201 costing me $10. PAY ME BACK. YOu fucking cheapskat, Selfish, pathetic... Don't off our fan! WE DON'T HAVE AIRCON IN OUR ROOMS. Don't Off my switch! You just off it when we are charging our stuff. ACT SMART. Ridiculous!!! Don't touch my stuff. Leave it aside. ONLY I KNOW WHERE is my stuff, Where is their LOCATION. SO fucking shoo off.

I REALLY HATE HER LA. SAY THAT I AM EVIL OR WHATEVER, I FUCKING DON'T CARE. I SERIOUSLY HATE HER BUT I SERIOUSLY LOVE MY MOther's mum! Ask my siblings!! WE LOVE HER.

IF YOU DON'T LIKE THE WAY I TYPE IN THIS BLOG, MY BLOG, YOU FUCKING GET LOST AND DON'T VISIT MY BLOG ANYMORE~ I DON'T NEED YOU TO JUDGE ME.

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Pig= I am Sick AGAIN..


Sigh. I vomited Countless time and I went to the doctor, the doctor told me that it was one of the common sickness recently.. Vestibular neuronitis is the name of the sickness.. You will vomit non stop till you feel damn weak and you will feel as if you are floating around, very giddy. Thanks man.

Wasn't I lucky? The doctor even warned me that recently Degue fever is spreading around again, telling me to take good care of myself. Sigh. PLEASE DON'T LET ME HAVE DENGUE FEVER!!! Sigh..


And my form teacher called my mum and complained about me, not going to school. Whatever. I don't bother.



AND FINALLY....




"THE MOVIE OF ULTRAMAN MEBIUS AND THE ULTRA BROTHER"!!!


Hahaa, it is finally mine.. And the movie is damn nice. I think I don't mind watching it for 20 times! I just bought it yesterday with my primary schoolmates. =) Thanks for the company man! Or I will be going down all the way to Chinatown Point alone to buy this movie.

HAhaa.. Ok.. I got to go.. Need to rest again. Sleep and sleep and sleep! =)


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Pig= Back.

Hey, I'm back home. I didn't mention that I went for Esther charlet on the day before. It was her birthday. Did enjoyed myself but Not enough sleep. I am super tired. Just got from ktv with Stella, Jeryl, Yan fu, Esther and Yi min. I didn't wish to even get up from my bed in the first place, but I am a very easily "psycho" person. When someone keep asking me to do something, no matter how determine I am, I will still give in in the end. HAhaa. Yup. So we sang from 11pm to 2 am. Sigh. Tired.


Hope everyone enjoyed themselves during Esther's charlet. I did enjoyed myself on that day. Hope she like the presents that we bought for her. =)

Might be going out alone tommorrow. Hahaa. It has been a long time since I am out, alone. I can do anything I want without anyone bothering me. Of cause not anything against the law la. Like beating up a cop or rob a stall full of ultraman stuff? HAhaaa.

Ok, that's all for now.

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This was drawn by my "Ultramanlah" Fan club people. =)


Ultraman Mebius!!



Me, Aaron, Jeryl.




"We wanna be a Popstar!!"



I had already placed my order on the ultraman movie that I want. Finally man. And I am also waiting for the whole set of Mebius to be release. Come on. I can't wait to watch them man. Ultraman is my Life!!! =)

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Pig= Sigh.


Fuck. I feel like there is something stuck in my throat.. It is damn uncomfortable.. Sigh. I got a scolding from my Maths teacher today. He is trying to wake me up.. Maybe I should really wake up.. My maths IS the last in the class. I got no idea what is my teacher teaching everytime in class. What am I suppose to do!!! Maybe fu and stella could teach me? But it is always the best to ask a teacher rather than a friend right? Sigh..


I really feel so uncomfortable. I feel like digging my throat and get that "thing" that stuck in my throat OUT!!!!

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Pig= Confuse.

I am very confuse by the way my body works. All I did was to just sleeping all day long but my body still feels very weak somehow. I don't know why. The time now is 2.39am. I couldn't go to sleep as I have slept too much today. I just feel like blogging out of a sudden. There is a social studies test tommorrow.. Sigh. SHit. I lost my secondary 3 textbook and all I have was my sec 3 notes. I couldn't understand much from the notes. Maybe everything was cutted down to shortcut form. You get what I mean right? Sigh. I just need to study. =)

There is some problem with my computer. It will just auto shutdown out of a sudden. Hope that it will not be something to serious. Had already done my backup for the computer. My important stuff, photos and songs. I am prepare for the upcoming reformat on my computer. HAhaa..

I am finally going to school tommorrow man.. I still feel quite sick although I am stuck at home for two days. Sleep and sleep. When one is ill, all he does is to sleep for the whole day.

I got to go now..

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Pig= Sigh.


OK. I am sick, AGain. Sigh. Sorry fu for the trouble to accompany me the whole day in school. I was sick on Monday. I kept having feeling that I am going to vomit anytime.. I felt damn giddy.. Slept in english class as it was a free period. Thanks Michael for the trouble to keep waking me up, worried that I would faint again.

Fu told me to take a pink form home when I still can walked around and stuff.. We waited for Mr chan to sign the pink form and stuff.. Got a scolding from my form teacher. Sigh. I guess I will be going to the hospital for check up soon.. He wants to see my mum next week.. Hope he forgets about it..

Went home around 11am.. Took a cab home. Wanted to visit my doctor but I didn't have enough money. Went home, change, lock myself up in the room and rest.. My grandma is getting on my nerves.. Sigh.. I slept all the way till 11pm?? I got to see the doctor tommorrow..

Was wondering whether does the vitamins that I am taking causes me to have the feeling of vomiting?? I need to ask the doctor tommorrow..

Oh.. I might even be going to the hospital tommorrow.. But I really don't feel like going.. I hate hospital.. But like what my form teacher told me, this can't be happening all the time. It will affect my studies. But frankly speaking, it IS already affecting my studies. Sigh.

Maybe like what fu says, it might be a phobia of coming to school. But I enjoy going to school, seriously.

Argh.. Never mind.. I need to get back to sleep again.. My head is spinning. I feel like vomiting again. Sigh. This is uncomfortable..


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Pig= I had enough...


Sometimes I just wanna give myself a rest.. For whatever is happening in my life.. I really had enough... Please.. Stop giving me all this shit.. Stop forcing me to do stuff that I don't wish to. Don't fucking nag at me. I hate it.. I know what is right, what is wrong.. I don't need any other comments coming from anyone.. I had already try my best, stop asking for the same stuff.. I had hear it for years.. I am just stupid in the family, is there a problem with it??..


I had too much stuff happening in my life. Fuck off. Really.. I hate it.. Isn't it too much for a 16+ guy to take in so much pressure.. I know.. ITE is NOT the life for me.. BUt did I ever say that I WILL Go to ITE?.. NO. Because I know if I got to ITE, I will get worse.. I know myself.. I am easily influence.. But I had already tried my best.. Did anyone realise that? Even I did, what will they say to me?


Sometimes... I really wonder, Will it be any difference if I leave this world just like that? I know, I am just being too selfish.. Trying to avoid whatever is happening in my life.. But too bad, I don't like it at all..

No one is perfect.. Maybe I am just those "below-average-perfect" kind of person.. I am not good looking, I don't do well in studies for the pass few years I am in the education world, I don't do well in sports, My body is weak and the worst thing of all.. MY LUCK IS FUCKING BAD.. I really don't know what shit I do that cause my luck to be so bad.. Did I step on DRAGON SHIT when I was very young?? I seldom have good stuff happening in my life..

My first bad luck started during primary 5, if I wasn't wrong.. My friend. I was use by people around me.. They use me as a scapegoat.. I got myself into trouble. NOT cause by me, but by Backstabbing from a group of people called "FRIENDS"..

Then everything bad starts.. When I was in secondary 1, I got into Ping yi Sec.. I don't even dare to TRUST anyone.. Who will you dare to trust if you, by the age of 11, was backstab by people? I don't believe you will dare to even trust anyone.. Then I had a serious asthma attack and was send to the hospital... Then I started fainting.. Countless time.. Fainting.. Then was finally send to the Hospital.. When I get my worse experience ever.. And the best part? I was in the hospital when SARS started.. Sigh.. Who can get as bad luck as I am right?..

Till now the fainting problem is still there.. But yet the hospital could not understand the real problem.. Sigh.. It is damn sick..

But fortunate enough, I know this group of people.. They make me open up myself to them. Walk with me in the worse part of my life. Encourage me when I am down... Always there for me.. Help me when I faint or stuff..

Family problems.. I do not wish to mention anything.. I don't think I should let anyone close to me know.. Sigh..

Nothing much good.. I really REALLY.. Need a rest.. Maybe I should run away to a hotel one of this days.. So that I can relax myself.. DOn't tell me to relax at home.. I CANT.. It is too noisy.. I am disgusted by this house sometimes.. Damn irritating.. Do you call this a home when some old freak shout like mad dog? EVen worse then my two dogs.. DON'T SHOUT AT MY DOGS WHEN YOU, YOURSELF SOUNDS WORSE THAN THEM..

Forget about it. I will just do my best.. I do not need to let you all know. BUt I just know it myself.

I got to go..


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Pig= Glad.

HAhaa. I really enjoy hanging out with that bunch of people man. I mean my friends. Stella was the first one who fooled me. And I totally forgot that yesterday was April Fool day.. And you, I was fooled by her, but after all, it was fun. HAhaa. Will tell you guys next time what she use to fooled me.

Anyway, I had supper with my happy family friends. =) But only Hui li wasn't there, or else it will be fun. But still I enjoyed talking to them man.

Todae I went down to 201 to meet Jeryl, Stella and Yvon. Fu accompany to meet them. Was slacking at playground when this small little girl came and started playing. HAhaa. She is cute. Yup. And we started talking to her and stuff, she answered us very politely.


Then I noticed that auctually little children get happy very easily. Simple thing like talkin to them, they can get real happy.

HAhaa. Ok. I got to bath and off to my bed. It's late now. Take care people.

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