Desmond= Lucky to have some Amazing Friends.

I should consider myself fortunate to have a few great friends. They never fail to give me some pretty good advices whenever I need those. Especially when you can't seems to find anyone to talk to, they are always there.

For this girl, Pei Jie, she is one amazing girl. I remember I was feeling so down because finally, I couldn't take those jokes and humiliations coming from people after keeping it to myself for such a long period of time. I hated myself at that time, about my sexuality and not capable of having a good future. Was so upset and told her. Guess what she said to me?

"Maybe you should reflect about your own thinking. Try to think of what you really want for your life. Set that as a Goal. Do not change your decision so easily just because of some bad comments."

And I was still really emotional and telling her how badly people just wanna see me fall.

And she said,"Why care about what others think about you? After all you still live for yourself. Set a target and show them you can. The more you hate about yourself, the more those people who look down on you feels happier because they know you can never succeed in your life."

She actually make me tear a little when I read that. I didn't know how wonderful it was to have her in my life. It seems like she is the only one who does not think that I'm worthless at all. She is the kind of friend that you are truly grateful for.

And there is one more guy.

And that will be Mr Wong. Nevertheless, he is still a asshole. But he really gave me a lot of advices about what I should do and stuff. He might seems like a asshole, someone who doesn't care about whether you succeed or not, but he is not but actually the opposite. He told me that he will be happy to see me been able to study and make it.

I don't know, I just think that he is really a nice guy, a good friend.

I am thankful for this 2 people. If I've not met them, I will be a different guy who can't seek for help whenever I needed someone.

Now I'm still confused about what I am gonna do. whether am I staying in Singapore or not. What am I gonna work as? Getting married?

Well, I guess I will figure all this out pretty soon.

Have a pleasure night, people.

Sign off.