Desmond= Back for good??
Hey. I guess I am back blogging again after the last post which was like 4 months ago. Too lazy to post about everything. But have been sick for 2 weeks and still not fully recovered yet. Lots have happen. Events like KL with Oswald, getting tattooed. And lots more shits have happen. So yeah. Can't be bother to update all.
But at least, I'm gonna update about my new tattoo. This amazing tattoo, created by my Artist, JP ( Jeans Paul) from Acid Crue.
Pictures below:
1. Outlining the tattoo, which took roughly around 4 hours or so. Free-handed done by my artist.
2. Shading done by my artist after 2 sessions with him. Took roughly around 10 hours to complete this. Can't really see the details. Instead of the usual shading, it's replaces with thousands or millions of lines to fill the inside of the tattoo. A great and tiring effort by my artist.
3. And finally, it's done. Nicely done. One of a kind in the whole world as this is created by my artist. =)
Really thank JP for all the hard work he had put for this tattoo. And it seems like he really likes it, definitely proud of this particular tattoo as he what claim, "something new" to try for his tattoo career and on me. I am really glad that I met him. All my tattoos are done by him except one. He is a real good artist and I believe he will be famous for his amazing artworks. Thanks bro for everything. =)
I guess life ain't that perfect after all. I don't know. Starting to feel lost, afraid of what's gonna happen after my National Service. Had this thinking of furthering my studies. But the least I got to do is to get a O level cert for myself. And really wish to be a major in English. I know this idea is stupid because the fact of getting this cert, it can't bring me far. But I really do wish to do this.
Or the second option is to study for O levels and study some other thingy that can helps me for my future career or whatever you ca[ll that.
The third option is to start to save a sum of money and start my life of Backpacking for the rest of my life. Living in a country for a period of time like 2 years or so and save enough money to travel to another country. And do this for a very very long period of time.
The last option is to take over my dad's business, which I really doesn't consider that. I just simply doesn't like the idea of working in the funeral world. Not fond of that at all.
But one thing for sure is I really do not wish to stay in Singapore. Maybe I'm just curious about the outside world. Would really wish to stay in Europe for a period of time and get to know the people there. Had always have this interest to stay in America. Part of the fact that I wish to get a major in English is because I wish to live in the States. I know is kinda stupid to have this kinda thinking. Or maybe not.
But I guess if I really wanna get a major in English, I will be studying in the UK instead of America. I mean Singapore is teaching us British English instead of American English. So yup. I still have doubt about this though.
For one thing I know, I would really wish to travel. Always believe that I wouldn't get an ordinary job and will never want to live my life and normal average life. Have always wanted my future to be doing something different from the norms. =)
But things to consider since I've kinda made up my mind about the whole "not-living-in-Singapore" kinda mindset. What am I going to do about my family and friends in Singapore? The fear of being humiliated from the people of the other country since I am from a different county and I doesn't speak a good and fluent English. Neither a British nor a American English but instead, a mixture of both. Sigh..
So much to think about.. So worry and confused.. Too bad then. I just hope someone or something could enlighten me for all this.
God, this is the longest entry ever for some 6 years of blogging. Gonna rest soon people. See you real soon and take care of your health. Bad weather in Singapore that can cause people to fall sick easily. A good example is me. Hahaa.
Ciao guys.
Sign off.
