Thursday, December 18, 2008

Pig= Happy Birthday Er jie~





Firstly, Happy 21th Birthday to my Second sis. I hope she enjoy herself in the pub or club or whatever. Just hope everything will goes smoothly for her in whatever she do. And become a great teacher in the near future. =)

I am spending damn a lot on a lots of stuff. Even though I still have like 3 dramas dvd that I bought, not even open yet, but I still wanna buy more. I think I should just stop for the time being. And I can't watch any of them now because my elder sister is back home, sleeping soundly now.

I know, I can just be a evil brother to just watch my shows and don't give a shit about her in the room, but too bad, I am a great and kind brother, so I guess I should just let her get her sleeps.

Am enjoying my life with friends and maybe work too. Friendly people. Hahaa. I am offically a "Kpo kia" for 2 weeks, coming 3. And I kinda love that job.

I am gonna get a dvd portable player tommorrow if possible. Don't ask why. I just want it. It is easier for me. To carry it with me whenever I go without worrying about the lack of time to watch them. It's good la. Hahaa. OK, you can just say that I just wanna get one.

Christmas is coming, I hope everyone of you out there enjoy yourself with your love ones. =D

Cya guys.

Sign off.





Tuesday, December 02, 2008

Pig= I am H-a-l-f D-e-a-d..

As what the title says, I am almost dead. Almost.. Out of sudden, I had my asthma attack. Yes, the serious kind. I start to feel this tightness at my chest, and I was breathing faster than usual. Then I know, "Shit. This fucking asthma "Angel" is coming back". I quickly get the chance to search for my inhaler while I can still move around, but it was no where to be seen. Then it get all serious, getting worse, starting to feel the numbness all the way from my hands to my legs.

I almost fainted. Only stuff near to me was my laptop and phone, wanted to call Fu but due to the numbness of my hands, I can't really control my fingers to dial his number.

Then hope came. I saw my inhaler, not more than 1 meter away from me, I tried all I could to get that damn inhaler, and force myself to pump that 3 to 4 puff into my mouth.. And finally, everything starts to settle down.. FUCK..

Why is it coming back?? Was it due to my smoking or was it due to the fucking unpredictable weather? Sigh. I HATE THIS Shitty feeling. This is even worse than my fainting, worse than my low platelet.. Sigh..

Sign off.