Pig= Happy Birthday Er jie~





Firstly, Happy 21th Birthday to my Second sis. I hope she enjoy herself in the pub or club or whatever. Just hope everything will goes smoothly for her in whatever she do. And become a great teacher in the near future. =)

I am spending damn a lot on a lots of stuff. Even though I still have like 3 dramas dvd that I bought, not even open yet, but I still wanna buy more. I think I should just stop for the time being. And I can't watch any of them now because my elder sister is back home, sleeping soundly now.

I know, I can just be a evil brother to just watch my shows and don't give a shit about her in the room, but too bad, I am a great and kind brother, so I guess I should just let her get her sleeps.

Am enjoying my life with friends and maybe work too. Friendly people. Hahaa. I am offically a "Kpo kia" for 2 weeks, coming 3. And I kinda love that job.

I am gonna get a dvd portable player tommorrow if possible. Don't ask why. I just want it. It is easier for me. To carry it with me whenever I go without worrying about the lack of time to watch them. It's good la. Hahaa. OK, you can just say that I just wanna get one.

Christmas is coming, I hope everyone of you out there enjoy yourself with your love ones. =D

Cya guys.

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Pig= I am H-a-l-f D-e-a-d..

As what the title says, I am almost dead. Almost.. Out of sudden, I had my asthma attack. Yes, the serious kind. I start to feel this tightness at my chest, and I was breathing faster than usual. Then I know, "Shit. This fucking asthma "Angel" is coming back". I quickly get the chance to search for my inhaler while I can still move around, but it was no where to be seen. Then it get all serious, getting worse, starting to feel the numbness all the way from my hands to my legs.

I almost fainted. Only stuff near to me was my laptop and phone, wanted to call Fu but due to the numbness of my hands, I can't really control my fingers to dial his number.

Then hope came. I saw my inhaler, not more than 1 meter away from me, I tried all I could to get that damn inhaler, and force myself to pump that 3 to 4 puff into my mouth.. And finally, everything starts to settle down.. FUCK..

Why is it coming back?? Was it due to my smoking or was it due to the fucking unpredictable weather? Sigh. I HATE THIS Shitty feeling. This is even worse than my fainting, worse than my low platelet.. Sigh..

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Pig= I AM BORED.




I AM FUCKING BORED MAN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!



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Pig= FUCKING HUNGRY.

HELLO PEOPLE. Hahaaa. I am a fucking slacker that doesn't wants to update his blog. Hahaa. I am more in AnD. Anyway, I won't be blogging here. This is a place for me to vent my anger and stuff. Hahaa. And also, I am a single now. Is ok. Life has to go on and I believe being friends with her isn't gonna be that bad.

AND NOW... I AM AS DESPERATE AS the below picture...

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WHEN I AM HUNGRY, I DON'T CARE ABOUT A SINGLE SHIT. I JUST WANNA EAT, JUST LIKE ME STARING HUNGRILY AT THAT FUCKING CHEESECAKE!!!!!!!!




And I AM FUCKING HUNGRY NOW. But I just promise myself that I am gonna pump myself up and get Big size. So... I shouldn't be eating at all. But I am fucking hungry now. ='(


I hope I can erase the "hungry thinking" from my mind. MIND OVER BODY PLEASE. I really wanna train myself up man. =( I am gonna have some jogging session, gym session and have a healthy diet!!!! NO more extra rice, no more extra meats, no more extra noodles, no more extra anything!! I am so not used to it even though it has only being one day!!! =(


I don't think I can hold on any longer. My stomach is gonna drag me to the kitchen and eat like fucktard.. NO CHOCOLATE, NO ICE CREAM, NO TIBITS.. ARGh.

Or should I go out and find something to eat?? But foods outside are OILY, FULL OF MSG AND MANY MORE... What should I do.. ARGH!!!!

I don't care. I really need to fill up my stomach!!!





BYE PEOPLE!!!





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I AM Proud to Annouce that Miss Ngia is Officially my Girlfriend at 12.06am, 22.08.08. =D

Pig= I am back, and not gonna blog here so often.

Hey people, I am back, and finally still slacking my life away. Staying at home almost everyday. Enjoying my sleeps, my games, my shows and life I guess. I mean just relax myself before gettig myself like kill in NS right? Alright, I know, there is nothing much for a Pes E9 L9 to do, so you won't be kill by it. But still. Ok, I am just finish excuses. HAhaa.

Life have never been better. And I reading needs to start my reading on all those great books like Harry potter and The White Priestess by Trudi Canavan. I mean I have been reading this 2 books for years but still.. I just can't seems to finish them man. I am really a god damn slow reader. AHAaaa.

As some knows I have 2 blogs, one is this, the other is from www.alivenotdead.com. I mean if you manage to read my blog from alivenotdead, then good luck because I won't be giving out my url from that blog. I don't think you can read anyone elses blog unless you create an account or so.

Sigh. When will that damn NS letter be coming man.

No photos. I am feeling so lazy to updates any photos due to the fucked up systems of blogger. I mean they have lousy photos uploader compare to AnD (AliveNotDead). That's why I love AnD so much.

Study hard, you idiots who are taking your O level this year. Don't let your effort go down to the drain alright?

Take care people, will update... Em... When I feel like it. =D

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Pig= This is so bloody unfair to me.

Fuck. Can someone kindly explain to me why am I not given a chance from IceCreamChef?? My sister with his husband went for some ice creams session at IceCreamChef and she told me that they are looking for part timers and full timers. I was very happy so I texted the boss over at IceCreamChef about the full timer stuff. And I waited, and waited.

So I called just nnow at around 4.30pm and he fucking doesn't wanna answer my phone. WHAT IS WRONG? Can't he just give me a simple answer like "No, is ok. We already found some part timers and full timers." Is it really that hard?

I know, people out there might feel that I don't really have to be so upset about this, but hey, let me tell you one thing, I really loves this jobs. And it is fucking unfair to me to not even give me a chance or a simple answer right.. My blood is boiling. I swear. FUCK THEM.

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Pig= I am back again.

Hahaha. after going missing for such a long time, I am finally back. Back to tidy here and there for my blog. Lots of dusts. Just that I am more focus on my the other blog. I decided I will not give out my the other blog address since I can't tag anyone or link anyone to from that blog. I will only give the address out when I am much more familiar with AlivenotDead.

After running away from home for one week, I am finally back. Not really running away from home. But run away to my aunt's house to relax myself a bit from my grandmother. I believe that if I didn't run away to my aunt's house, I will go insane in one week.

I guess I will be back to my aunt's place in another 2 weeks time since everything there is so so comfortable. Those delicious food cook by my grandma (My mother's mum), the nice chatting with my aunt and everything.

But still I guess home is still the best. I miss everything at home except my grandmother I guess. I bet there will be a lots of questioning from her about me, going missing for a week.

I swear I am going to watch Narnia when it is out. I am damn loooking forward to it.

I got myself a hair cut and it seems like those who are really close with me, didn't feel much of a changes. the comments is always the same. " It looks like the previous hair cut that you did", " You always like to cut this kind of hair style de ma", ETC. =_=''

Anyway, Some photos of my CUTE KI KI! He is fucking cute la. Hahaa.







CUTE RIGHT!! I BET HE IS CUTE LA.

That lady on the left is my hair stylist from Storm. She is good, at least this is what I feel. Not very clear though. She was trying to run away from my handphone. HAhaa.


And my hair.

I dyed my hair since Storm was having their great discounts. And I really like it. They say it suits me. Beng enough. =_=''

That will be all I guess. I MISS THOSE TWO IDIOTS JERYL AND STELLA. =P

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Oh. And here is a picture of me and my Grandma. And I love her. Not like the old bitch at home.

Pig= Back. HAhaa.

Finally, I am back again. Sorry for my disappearance. Was slacking at home. Damn poor. Anyway, I went for my Ns medical check up and I got myself a Pes E9 L9. Hahaa. Super Clerk! May will be the worst month I am going to have. TONS OF FRIENDS BIRTHDAY ARE COMING UP. *FAINT

Pei jie and Pei rong's birthday, Yan fu's birthday and Stella's Birthday. Broke lo. I am so damn broke yet so many presents I gonna get. Maybe don't get a single one? HAHHAAA. I will try to pass them a present if possible. If I have the money. But I doubt so.

Seldom out due to the big hole in my pocket. And FUCK. My grandmother is back. I guess I didn't mention that she was away from home for one week. She stay over at one of her friend's house. But now, she is back. And the problems are starting already. The accusing, the quarrel and more of cause. FUCK.. If murdering one doesn't give a death penalty in Singapore, I guess I might kill her. I don't mind going to jail just to get rid of her.

She even asked me this stupid question when we quarrelled in the afternoon just yesterday," Go and ask your friend who will scold their grandmother crazy?". And I answered her, " Go and ask your friend, which grandmother will be as crazy as you?". And I also did say, "Yes, I am the one who will scold me grandmother crazy, because she is crazy." Sigh..

I guess I need to run away from home for a period of time. I am quarreling with her almost everyday. I will run to my auntie's house to stay over I guess. And also to visit my Grandma. =D

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Pig= Finally, I don't have to hide anymore.

Finally, after hiding from my family members for 7 years, my family members finally know about the fact that I DO smoke. =D I confess to them. I find that it is the time for them to know. I believe the time when I tell them about this, I have already grow up. There is nothing much to hide now. I mean what are family members for right? Just that they will advise me to stop smoking and stuff.

I of cause told them that it is not that easy to quit once you really get yourself a pack of cigarette to just try even. I was once a young, playful teenagers. Just because of my naivety, I got myself a bad habit. Or should I say addiction?? Hahaa. Everyone arounds me wants me to quits smoking due to the weak body system that I am born with.

I appreciate their concern, and I really did cut down. I used to smoke like 1pack per day, but now, 1 pack can last me for as long as 1 week. And I am proud of that. =D

Anyway, it takes me time to completey stop touching cigarette, I believe those smokers out that should know my pain. But anyway, a burden off me. So ya. Hahaa. I am happy for that.

My stupid company systems had some bugs, which means I will be stopping my work for quite some time before I can start working again. I guess it will be a good rest for me.

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Pig= I am back! Found a job.

Hi people. I am back. I know, rotting. There is a very disgusting smell coming from my blog. HAhaa. It is rotting. Anyway, I might change to another blog instead of using blogger. But I couldn't bear to leave blogger after so many years and so much memories in here. HAHAHAA. Will see about that. But one thing for sure, I feel much comfortable using the other blog.

Anyway, my sister found me a great job and I will be starting work on Wednesday. And I also change my psp to a psp slim. Long long story, but still, I wanna thank friends and family for support my idea to change and also maybe providing supports like mONEY? HAHaaaa.

I got to rest now. Need to work later on at 6AM. Will update soon ok? Since I have 2 blog now, but I am still not very comfortable to give people the other blog address and suff since it is still not confirm.

Even if I am going to change to the other blog, I am still going to maybe update a bit on this blog. I don't wish that blogger with delete away my post and all after I leave. So, ya. HAHAHAAA.

Take care people.

Study hard hor, Stella. Hope you will enjoy yourself in that course.

And also MR Jeryl NG, Musst study hard also ah! Anyway, PSP memory destroy, but I di try my best to save all you and stella's game memories and I manage to save it. But I waste money buy a new memory card. =( WANNA SPONSOR A BIT BROTHER??? =P

Ah mei and Yvon and Hui li, Starting school soon le, Study hard ah. Let the 6 of us meet up soon ya! =D

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Pig= WHEN WILL YOU DIE?? I am looking forward to that.

Fuck. Go to Hell. Just mind your own business. You are nobody to me. I don't really care and I don't need any shit from you. So what if you are my father's mother? So what if I am not showing any sign of respect to you?? You do not have any reasons for me to show you my respect.

Don't always compare yourself with Popo ok? So what if I love her and I HATE you? So what?? So what if I am willing to travel all the way to Chua Chou Kang to find Popo instead of talking to you when we are living under the same roof??

SO WHAT??

Comments about yourself even before you give comments about others..

FUCK YOU.

You should just die and leave this world. You are not young anymore. YES, I AM CURSING. SO WHAT?? HOPE I WISH THAT YOU PASS AWAY TOMMORROW.

OR EVEN, THIS INSTANT.

If only murdering was ALLOWED in Singapore.

I HATE YOU. I SERIOUSLY HATE YOU.

People who don't understands a thing about what is happening, don't try to be a busybody. Just get a life and mind your own business.

I HATE YOU, YOU MOTHER FUCKER OLD HAG...

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Pig= Bad weather, Bad Temper.

Due to the fucking wrong weather going on for the pass few days, my temper, my mood, my life has not been too good.

Sigh. And problems are rising. EVERYTHING. It is getting very irritating. Everything is sucky, everything is corrupted. FUCK. FUCK.

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Sigh. Something is wrong with me. I have been trying to sleep since 1am. But It seems like I just couldn't sleep. Sigh. I have to work at 6am later and hit the gym after work and I can't even rest my body.

I swear I did try my best to sleep. But I gave up after lying on my bed for more than 2 1/2 hours. Sigh.

I just have to make sure that everything goes well for me later on.

Anyway, very good morning people.

I am sure something is wrong with me. I feel that something bad is going to happen..

Never mind. Stop the negative thoughts.

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Pig= Heroes done, NOw will Ghost Whisperer, Supernatural.



Done watching "Heroes" Season 2 and still waiting for Season 3 to be shown man. All thanks to the writer's strike. Looking forward to "Heroes" season 3. ARgh. I think I should just email the company and urge them to flim "Heroes" season 3 as soon as possible!!! Ya ya, as if they will bother to even read my email. HAhaa.

Anyway, I am currently watching "Ghost Whisperer" season 2, finish watching season 1 and the show is not too bad. Just got my "Supernatural" season 1 and 2 cds and starting to watch season 1 of it. And the show rocks too. HAhaa. I have to watch "Supernatural" first to check whether is there any problems with the 2 seasons.




And so far, everything is good. The quality is good, sound system is great, with the home theater at home, it is great watching shows like this in the room. =D

I mean after watching a few of American dramas, I seriously have the loss of intrest in watching Asian dramas. Because the American dramas are far much better than the asian drama. Hahaa. And people, Be sure to watch all this great dramas like "Heroes", "Ghost Whisperer" and "Supernatural".

YOU WILL LOVE IT.

Got to go to watch my shows.

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All the best for everything people.

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Pig= ARGH!!!

Someone just stab me straight in my heart for my dumbness ok?? FUCK. I was happily using my laptop playing VIWAWA in my room, sitting on my comfortable bed and enjoying a hot bowl of noodles cook by my mum. AND SUDDENLY, I AM STUPID ENOUGH TO HIT THE HOT BOWL OF NOODLES AND EVERYTHING INSIDE THE BOWL GOT POUR ONTO ME..

AND I SWEAR TO GOD I WAS FUCKING STUN BY WHAT WAS HAPPENING FOR 3 SECONDS, THEN I FELT THE HOT NOODLES AND SOUP FROM THE BOWL OF WONDERFUL NOODLES!

And I got my bed and myself spill with the bowl of HOT noodles. FUCK.

And I swear I was so angry with myself that I was sweating like a idiot. SO I fucking took off my clothes.

FUCK.

I WAS DUMB. No, I Am dumB.

I swear I will not play with the laptop and have my meal at the same time. EVER.

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Pig= HEROES!!!!

Hey people, I just finish watching the first season of "Heroes" and I can't wait to watch season 2. BUt there is only 11 episodes in Season 2 of "Heroes" which means that I will have to wait for season 3 of "Heroes". I hope this show will NEVER ever ends!!!

I love all the character with their super cool abilities. And I hate Sylar, the guy who gets others power by killing them. And I always remember this saying, "If you hates a character in a show, means that he is a great actor". Hahaa.

OH NO. I love Ultraman, Sun Yan Zi, Heroes!!!

And I told myself, if I am rich enough, I will buy the Dvd of "Heroes" season 1. I think should be near to 80 bucks. Whatever it is, I will get it man. Just not yet. HAhaa.

I will start watching "Heroes" season 2 tommorrow I guess. Because I seriously can't stop myself from watching it sicne the show is so damn cool.

Ok. I am done.

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Pig= Finally back.

Finally back blogging. For now, I am still spending my time at home. HAhaa. Watching animation, Watching mY favourite "Heroes". DAMN COOL. Will be working soon. Next week. Yup. HAhaaa.

For now, staying at home is the best way to save money. Hahaa. I don't have to spend much as
long as I don't step out. Hahaaa. AT least, this is what I think.


Whatever it is now, I am just enjoying my life and preparing myself to go into army soon.

I know, I know. Just a clerk ma, maybe don't even have to serve the nation. But I just need to enjoy myself first right??!! HAhaaa. Whatever it is la, I am way too broke. Very broke. so staying at home is still the best idea.

Sigh. NS SUCKS. =(

Take care people

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I AM VERY Angry, piss off la. Forget it. Serve myself for easily believing anyone out there. Come people, Come cheat me ba.


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FUCK YOU. I HATE YOU. I FUCKING HATE YOU. CAN YOU DIE IN THIS INSTANT? YOU SELFISH, ARROGANT MONSTER. I DON'T NEED YOU TO CONTINUE MY LIFE. I CANN ALWAYS FIND A JOB. FUCK YOU. JUST DIE ALRIGHT?

I will either find a job soon or go into Ns first. Fuck you....

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I QUIT.. I STOP WORKING AS A ASSISTANT GROOMER. NO MORE. Please don't ask me question like " Why you quit, are you fired??" all this shit. I don't need that from you people. People who are close, I will tell you when I am prepare to say the reasons to you guys.

I am too naive. This world is not that bright afterall.



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Random picture, Birthdays.

Random pictures.



When I was still enjoying my Secondary school life. Hope Mr Yong yanfu is doing well in his studies now. =) I miss him too. Those great memories in secondary life and 2004 to 2007. I will never forget that. ='(





Cindy and Me. The best retail stuff ever. =D



Jeryl, Helmy, Sho, Me. Taken long ago.



Bi bi. Cute right.



This poor little 5 months old poodle which suffer from very bad skin infection.



Bi bi and me.



Zai zai. Good looking and charming.



Wei fen aka my shijie and also the groomer!!



Er jie's 20th birthday.


I remember having dinner at Golden jade or whatever you call that to celebrate er jie's 20th birthday. One of the family gathering that we had. And that was also the last few photos of my blonde hair. I Am going to dye my hair soon!!!!




Er jie and me with her new tomagochi. =D



Papa and Mama.



The Sng siblings.



Don't say that I look like a freak... ( Continue at next pic)



When my Da jie is a spirit. =P



Er jie's small little birthday cake.



Enjoying her Birthday cake.



The Sng Family.

Jeryl's 18th Birthday.

I remember telling him that I would not be able to make it for his bbq birthday celebration at his house, but still I rushed there on 02-02-08 straight after my work. Hahaa. He wasn't that surprise anyway. But still, how could I not attend my best buddy's 18th birthday??

That brother of mine.

Blowing the candles.

Mr yong doing some retarded stuff.

The lovely couple. I miss this two idiots. ='(

Jeryl and Me. I miss him. ='(

Jeryl and his Poly friends.

All the guys.

Happy birthday Bro.

I was shocked enough to know what is his birthday wish. The people who know his wish were only Stella, Jeryl himself and me. HAhaa. You see! The 3 of us are very close ok! =D But I seriously miss those idiots. Ever since I started working, I don't have time to meet them. Either I am too tired or I need to work damn early the next day.

I hope those two are doing fine.




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Pig= Falling sick, getting depress..

Hey people. Say whatever you want. I am sick again.. Sigh. And the doctor ask me to go for a heart check up in the hospital. But I don't want to. Due to some reasons.

I am feeling very lousy in whatever I am doing. Work is not successful for me, life is not good for me. I am getting depress because of my lousy performance in work. I am learning way too slow.. I can't do simple stuff like cutting nails properly and trimming of the paw pads. I am lousy at it.. Curse myself.

The fear is there whenever I wanna trim the paw pads. I don't understand why my shifu and shijie can do it but not me. I am feeling damn stress up in work..

I thought that I can make it, but can I really hold on till I seriously become succesful as a pet groomer??

I don't wish to have all this negative thinking, but it is hard to stop them from coming in.. I seriously wish to improve myself more. Like what shifu had told me to put in 150%, not only 100%. Putting in 100% is not enough.

Sigh. I must be strong in order to continue working in this environment. JIa yOU!!! Sigh...

Pig= SOrry for not blogging for such a long time!!!

I am So so sorry people. Busy working. I seldom have times to blog, watch tv. HAhaa. BUt working is not too bad, and I am starting to get some experience from it, getting well with my working teams. But well, I should be leaving Pet's Safari and try to look for another place for Assistant groomer.

There are a lot of conflicts between we groomers and the retails stuff. Even my shifu is leaving soon, So what is the point of me staying when my shifu is leaving? =D

ANyway, that will be like 2 to 3 months more? So never mind. will see about that. I miss Everyone!! AND HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR TO ALL!! Times really flies. Whatever it is, my life is still not bad. Just that I am very busy everyday and only manage to rest like 1 day per week.

My shifu was telling me how slow I am learning. Sigh. Which is quite dissappointing. Because I am trying my best. But still, anyway, I will still try my very very besT!

I miss Jeryl, Stella, Ah mei, Yvon, Hui li, Jian, Fu and a lot more. BUt the people I miss the most are Jeryl and Stella. Sigh. Sian. Work, work, work. BUt I can get experience from it, I don't mind.

Luckily I am able to meet Jeryl and all during The second or third day of new year. I hope I get more ang bao and my work will be smoothly for me.

And I wish everyone study hard, work hard, and do everything well ok! Jia you everyone.

I will try to load photos taken recently during work, Jeryl's birthday, new year countdown and whatever, whatever.

Take care all!!!

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Pig= Good morning!!!

Good morning people! Woke up around 9am. Need to reach Simei by 11am. And my boss ask me not to reach there on 11am Sharp, but instead maybe a bit earlier. HAhaa.

Went for meeting yesterday with the groomers and assistant groomers from Seragoon and Holland Village. Everyone is friendly, easy to communicate. That makes me the youngest in the group. Hahaa.

Yan fu and some of my friends have already start school. Study hard ok?! Do well for your O level. All the best to my friends studying!!

Gonna bath and prepare myself. Fucking shit, It is damn cold... =_=''

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