Pig= I am H-a-l-f D-e-a-d..

As what the title says, I am almost dead. Almost.. Out of sudden, I had my asthma attack. Yes, the serious kind. I start to feel this tightness at my chest, and I was breathing faster than usual. Then I know, "Shit. This fucking asthma "Angel" is coming back". I quickly get the chance to search for my inhaler while I can still move around, but it was no where to be seen. Then it get all serious, getting worse, starting to feel the numbness all the way from my hands to my legs.

I almost fainted. Only stuff near to me was my laptop and phone, wanted to call Fu but due to the numbness of my hands, I can't really control my fingers to dial his number.

Then hope came. I saw my inhaler, not more than 1 meter away from me, I tried all I could to get that damn inhaler, and force myself to pump that 3 to 4 puff into my mouth.. And finally, everything starts to settle down.. FUCK..

Why is it coming back?? Was it due to my smoking or was it due to the fucking unpredictable weather? Sigh. I HATE THIS Shitty feeling. This is even worse than my fainting, worse than my low platelet.. Sigh..

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