Desmond= Back for good??

Hey. I guess I am back blogging again after the last post which was like 4 months ago. Too lazy to post about everything. But have been sick for 2 weeks and still not fully recovered yet. Lots have happen. Events like KL with Oswald, getting tattooed. And lots more shits have happen. So yeah. Can't be bother to update all.

But at least, I'm gonna update about my new tattoo. This amazing tattoo, created by my Artist, JP ( Jeans Paul) from Acid Crue.

Pictures below:

1. Outlining the tattoo, which took roughly around 4 hours or so. Free-handed done by my artist.

2. Shading done by my artist after 2 sessions with him. Took roughly around 10 hours to complete this. Can't really see the details. Instead of the usual shading, it's replaces with thousands or millions of lines to fill the inside of the tattoo. A great and tiring effort by my artist.

3. And finally, it's done. Nicely done. One of a kind in the whole world as this is created by my artist. =)

Really thank JP for all the hard work he had put for this tattoo. And it seems like he really likes it, definitely proud of this particular tattoo as he what claim, "something new" to try for his tattoo career and on me. I am really glad that I met him. All my tattoos are done by him except one. He is a real good artist and I believe he will be famous for his amazing artworks. Thanks bro for everything. =)

I guess life ain't that perfect after all. I don't know. Starting to feel lost, afraid of what's gonna happen after my National Service. Had this thinking of furthering my studies. But the least I got to do is to get a O level cert for myself. And really wish to be a major in English. I know this idea is stupid because the fact of getting this cert, it can't bring me far. But I really do wish to do this.

Or the second option is to study for O levels and study some other thingy that can helps me for my future career or whatever you ca[ll that.

The third option is to start to save a sum of money and start my life of Backpacking for the rest of my life. Living in a country for a period of time like 2 years or so and save enough money to travel to another country. And do this for a very very long period of time.

The last option is to take over my dad's business, which I really doesn't consider that. I just simply doesn't like the idea of working in the funeral world. Not fond of that at all.

But one thing for sure is I really do not wish to stay in Singapore. Maybe I'm just curious about the outside world. Would really wish to stay in Europe for a period of time and get to know the people there. Had always have this interest to stay in America. Part of the fact that I wish to get a major in English is because I wish to live in the States. I know is kinda stupid to have this kinda thinking. Or maybe not.

But I guess if I really wanna get a major in English, I will be studying in the UK instead of America. I mean Singapore is teaching us British English instead of American English. So yup. I still have doubt about this though.

For one thing I know, I would really wish to travel. Always believe that I wouldn't get an ordinary job and will never want to live my life and normal average life. Have always wanted my future to be doing something different from the norms. =)

But things to consider since I've kinda made up my mind about the whole "not-living-in-Singapore" kinda mindset. What am I going to do about my family and friends in Singapore? The fear of being humiliated from the people of the other country since I am from a different county and I doesn't speak a good and fluent English. Neither a British nor a American English but instead, a mixture of both. Sigh..

So much to think about.. So worry and confused.. Too bad then. I just hope someone or something could enlighten me for all this.

God, this is the longest entry ever for some 6 years of blogging. Gonna rest soon people. See you real soon and take care of your health. Bad weather in Singapore that can cause people to fall sick easily. A good example is me. Hahaa.

Ciao guys.

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Desmond= So very Broke, New Year's Resolutions.


Sigh. I am so broke. But yet there is so many stuff to do next year.


1. Going KL with camp-mates during March or April of next year.
2. Going Thailand with Group during September next year.
3. Getting minimum of one ink on my body next year.

If only I have the money, I don't even have to worry about all this man. I know the lists above are not needs, but still I need to enjoy myself right? And I have never travel with my peeps before and it seems like the trip to Thailand is kinda confirm.

for the trip to KL, I won't be spending much since I have already bought so much DVDs in the recent KL trips. Does 13 DVDs consider a lot? =X Most probably will be going with Oswald again and a few other camp-mates IF possible. I mean, we ain't sure whether will our boss allow 4 to 5 guys to be overseas at one time. If that's not possible, then I guess it's me and Oswald again.

I gotta accompany Ossie there to get his Macbeth stuff from KL since KL are selling much cheaper and they sell much more Macbeth stuff than Singapore. It's limited in Singapore compare to the one I have seen in KL. And I know the place. So this trip is a confirm too.

As for tattoos, I really really need to get at least 1 next year!!

Who knows? I might even get more than 1 but my top priority is to get a Maori tattoo

on the right arm. I really like Maori tattoos and I think it really matches my tattoo on my left upper arm.

Just in case you doesn't know what does Maori tattoos looks like, below are a few examples:








And what is the worst part of the story? My tattoo artist told me I gonna do like 2 to 4 sessions to complete the full half sleeve for Maori. And each session I gonna pay quite a lot. Sigh. Am doing lots of thinking about getting this tattoo man..

New Year's Resolutions? I am starting to workout everyday. Not in the gym but just doing pushups and crunches every day. Trying hard to tone up my body and maybe gain some body mass. If only I am rich, I will sign up for a gym membership. SIGH~~ Will also be starting my Cardio next year onwards. Wish be luck.

Also I wish to get a higher rank instead of Private, which also means more money for my monthly pay. Instead of a pathetic 400 bucks, I might be getting an extra 50 bucks more. I know, 50 bucks might not mean anything to you, but it means EVERYTHING to a National Service Man. HAhaa.

I also wish to get a car license next year. I mean I am getting old, I don't even dare to think about a guy who doesn't even have a license who is at the age of 21 and above. ALMOST all of my male friends who are born in the same year as me have a license. This is like the "IN" thing nowadays.

I also wanna get myself braces. I REALLY NEED THOSE BRACES. And hopefully fully paid by my parents. *EVIL LAUGHTER

And if I have the money, I don't mind taking up English classes to improve my English or even some Diploma courses. I mean, all I have is a N level certificate. I can't survive with that.

Time check, 0639 hrs. GOOD MORNING. I don't even feel sleepy at all. But I guess I need to take a short nap since I gonna wake up at 0730hrs later to work and get our half day today. WOO~

I wish everyone a Happy new year and may your New Year's Resolutions come true!! Go for it, peeps!!


Good day.


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Desmond= Worry about future.

I just realise something. In this world, there are people out there just wanting to make you angry and sad. They can humiliate you, say the worse stuff you have ever heard, but we just gonna remember, we are living our own life and living for ourselves. So why bother about all this people? Live for yourself, not for others.

AND, I am starting to get worry about my future. I wanna be rich. I don't wanna be poor. I want to learn good english. I wanna study english. I wanna do a lot of stuff.. Sigh. I am Screwed...


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Pig= Updates, 19th Birthday.

Hey people, being decades since I updated my blog. How is everyone? Hope things are going well for everyone. I just celebrated my 19th birthday with my 2 groups of friends and I really appreciate what everyone had done for me even though they had to work or go to school, they still celebrated for me. I thank everyone for that.

Below are some of the pictures taken during the celebrations:

22.10.09, Advanced birthday celebrations with my group of 6.



Please tell me I'm a lucky guy with the 4 girls beside me.


With my people. Ah mei was taking this picture for us, hence the disappearance from this picture.

23.10.09. Actual birthday celebrations with my group.

With the guys.

With the Ladies.

And last but not least, Group photo for that day.

I seriously thank you guys man! And I really did enjoyed myself. Love you guys!!

So far, my life was not too bad. Nothing much happen except for the heavy loads of work in camp. Sigh. I hate whatever I'm doing now in camp. I just feel that it's not fair for me, too much for me to handle. I just hope to finish my NS as soon as possible. But seriously, without this group of people in camp, I might not even survive this long.

Oh, and before I forget, my dad actually bought me a HUGE cabinet for my ultramans collection, like finally!! Hahaa. I was really happy when I reach home and saw the huge cabinet man. I have more space to buy more now. The reason I stop buying was due to the fact that there wasn't anymore space available for me to showcase all my collection. But now, I CAN JUST BUY MORE!!! =X

Alright peeps, it's getting late. I just gonna watch 1 episode of "Desperate Housewives" and turn in for the night. Good night peeps or should I say good morning? Hahaa.

Take care all.

Ciaos.

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Pig= New Ink, Camp-Mates, Overseas.

It's been so long since my last entry. I doubt anyone is even visiting my site. I mean, will you visit one site when there wasn't any updates for around 2 months? At least I wouldn't continue to be a " Loyal" reader.

I am down with flu ever since the week before last. Till now, I'm still having some coughing and running nose.But anyhow, there was a lot of events over the pass 2 months. Friend's birthday, my eldest sis's birthday and more. I can't possibly go into everything. If I were to do that, This entry will be like 2 hours long. I also got myself a new ink and I really like it.

Below are the 2 tattoos on both of my wrists:


Left- Triquetra, Right- Hexagram (Star of David)

I don't consider my Hexagram tattoo new since I got it done on the 10th of August, which is around 2 weeks ago. To me, the meaning of the tattoo is very special.

Firstly, I like hexagram a lot and I'm very attracted to it. I'm attract to logos like Hexagram, Triquetra, Heartagram, Pentagram and all kinds of Celtics tattoos.

Secondly, Hexagram means luck and I kinda wish that my luck will get better and lastly, I believe somewhere, somehow, Up in Heaven, there is A God or a person (Which I believe is my Grams) is looking after whatever I'm doing and will bless me in a way or another.

So yup. And I guess I won't stop getting myself ink. Kinda addicted to this. Hahaa. But still, I will try to get control of it. And will have a lot of thinking before getting any new ink on me. But as long as you like it, why bother about how people look at you? =D

Time really flies. I will be serving the nation for half a year this coming 16th of Sept. Everything is well. Camp-mates are good bunch of people to hang out with, regardless of in camp or out of camp. But I really love hanging out with this bunch of people. The picture below are part of my camp-mates and of cause, friends.




Clockwise: Me; the 3 in 1 in Army, Hao jie; The soon-to-ROD Store-man, Nicholas; Our one and only Clerk, Ash; Also Store-man and last but now least, Oswald; The Hardworking Arm-Skote man.

Everyone is treating me well and I really thank God for that.

I told myself, no matter what, I'm going overseas this year. It has been decades since I last step out of Singapore. And most probably, I will be going with Oswald to Malaysia or something.

I hope I really can go overseas with him but am just afraid that my "Boss" wouldn't allowed me to go due to my clerk gonna have a major operations for his right leg and he will be on at least, a 2 months MC.. And I'm the only one who knows how to do his stuff, so ya..

Anyhow, Oswald is consider my best buddy in camp and also, outside camp. He is my Supper Kaki, Tattoos Kaki, Smoking Kaki and I really do click pretty well with him. And he have some 6 inks on himself and they are beautiful arts. He is also the one who introduce his Tattoo Artist to me and his artist is now my artist now too. Hahaa. Below is a picture of us taken during one of those late night supper:



Oz and Me.

Matter of facts, he is one nice fucking dude that I love to hang out with and I believe we can still be as good as now even after we go on our own separate ways. =)

I guess I shall stop here then. It's getting late and the medicine are working. I'm getting kinda sleepy now. I need some rest. Whoever is reading this post, I wish you great health.

Good night, peeps. Good night, Grams..


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Pig= I miss you.. Deeply..




I still can't accept the fact that you're gone.. It was so sudden.. I just couldn't believe it even till now.. Those tears I shed, the urge to reverse time to tell you how much I love you, none of this can be done anymore.

I am guilty. Guilty for not visiting you ever since I went into the army. Those words you told mum, telling her how much you missed me.. I'm sorry.. I really am.

I hope you are happy in Heaven, and I know somehow, you are watching over us.

I will always love you, Grams. 29.06.09

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IT's WEIRD. I DIDN'T EVEN KNOW THAT I'm A FUCKING SCAMMER. FOR 2 CAKES, I've BEING NAMED A "SCAMMER". HOW GREAT HUH?

One is missing from the group.


And my 2 lovely "SISTERS" or "BROTHERS"? Hahaa.

Pig= Tiring..

Now my life is all about NS. And what's best? Staying in with campmates wasn't as bad as I thought it would be. But we were giving the choice not to stay in, but I guess our people will stay in together at least once per week. I mean, I kinda enjoy staying in camp now. At least I can start watching some of my dvds in camp now. Oh, I bought my portable dvd player along. Hahaaa!

Movies to watch: Angels and Demons, Drag me to Hell, Harry potter and the Half-Blood Prince.



Here are 2 photos taken quite some times ago during the chalet for Pei jie, Pei rong, Yean fu and Stella. And I like both of the pictures.

This is the best. Hahaa. Now staying over at Pei jie and rong house is a every weekend thing. HAHAA. We watch movies, watch shows, talk cock, sleep. But surprisingly, I am ALWAYS the one to sleep on the sofa. ARGH! I guess this is my life. Hahaa.

One of the reasons for me to stay over is the great cooking skills that their mum has! The foods that she cooks are the BEST!! Seriously, the mum knows how to cook everything. YES, I mean EVERYTHING!!! And I LOVE the foods!! THANKS, AUNTIE FOR YOUR GREAT COOKING!!! =D

Meeting my peeps soon. take care everyone.

Ciao.

Pig= Weird people you see, hear, speak.

Some SAF people are damn rude. I don't understand why. I am just doing my job and I believe you are supposed to but I don't see the reason for you to talk to me in such a Angry manner. I didn't offend you or anything and that was the very first time I called.

I never seen, heard, speak to you before and you scolded me as if you are my boss or even my mum? I bet the stress that Particular Bitch is handling is way too much. I was FUCKING PISSED EARLY IN THE MORNING. She makes my mood go down all the way. Fuckin bitch.

I hope she got stuck in her position forever regardless or PA, Clerk or whatever admin's job. I doubt she will even have a higher salary since her IQ is like... 20? Sigh. Don't wish too talk about it. I have to tolerate this kind of behaviour if I wish to survive in this camp for the next 1 year 3 months.

Ciao.

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Pig= DVDs are HERe!!!

YES!!! MY DVDS ARE HERE!! They arrived in the DHL Postage mail. Damn Shiok!! Animations are especially hard to find in Singapore. And It's ALL ORGINAL! And it's like SUPER CLEAR MAN!

Ok, I know. The nagging goes on. HOw am I gonna finish watching so much DVDS?! But, I don't give a damn. This is the principle of a DVD-Holic. LOL.

This month is so gonna be a money spending month. WHy is that so? FRIEND's BIrthday. $$$ Just this alone can make me go broke for this whole month. Sigh. But still, I am more than willing to spend, I mean you don't celebrate birthday everyday right? Hahaa.

Ciao, people!

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Pig= SICK, IN DEEP SHIT...




I am Sick. Yes, again. I got a fever yesterday and went home from camp. The fever was tagged along with some flu, sore throat and cough. Ya, tell me about it. I felt so very uncomfortable the whole night yesterday and only felt better after a long sleep. Still feels very uncomfortable, so I took a mc for today.

There is no gap for air to travel in and out from my nose. My throat feels so fuckin dry and I hate breathing using my mouth when my throat is already, so damn dry. And thanks to the fever, it gave me this massive headache. ARGH.. And now, I got myself into another trouble. Blaming no one, but myself.

NOW, I am in deep DEEP Shit.. I bought yet another 3 dvds from online and will send it to me by next week. I am so hopeless. I just can't stop myself from buying dvds when I have 14 NEW Dvds yet to watch. SHIT. I just can't help it. I am sure that I'm a dvdholic. Sigh.. Pathetic..

People might goes around saying, " Why don't you just rent them? Or even watch from the internet?". My answer is "NO, I CAN'T". The urge to get my hands on the dvds that I wanted, the need for dvd that are MINE, not rent. I WANT PERFECT QUALITY. Not those lousy quality from the internet.

I just wanna get them. NO why. I bearly know why. It's hard to stop. It's like a kind of drug. I take it, I can't stop it. SIGH. But I managed to stop for awhile with the help of all my friends. They just wouldn't let me get myself into a Dvd shop and will try their best to stop me. But whenever I am out, alone, I just can't help myself. SIGH.. HELP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Ciao.

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Pig= Fill In The Blanks.

I got a very bad mood today. Mood was completely destroyed by this "particular" person. I wonder does he uses his brain or his foot to think? Or maybe he doesn't even think.

I was stunned, shocked by the ridiculous actions he had presented himself today. What does this even tells me? You are nothing. Just a worthless piece of shit. Sorry, I couldn't think of any better terms to describe you.

Nightmares, Humiliation. Nothing I can dream about. Those "simple" words. Everyone might take it as jokes and can simply get on with just saying, "I'm Kidding" or "I'm Joking". But they can never understands how much those words can cause me. How they cause my head to spin. How they cause my mind to be just fill with all those voices.

I don't blame anyone. I can only blame myself.

Ciao.

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Pig= WTF!!!!

Can someone tell me what to do?? I GOT SO MANY STUFF THAT I WANNA BUY!! And I can't fight the temptation!!! I just found out from the outing with my campmate yesterday that actually, one of the shops in Bugis Junction is selling HEAD PORTER stuff and I saw my favourite bag! And also the Head porter pouch, handphone pouch and coin pouch!!!! What the fuck.

The worse of the worst is that I found out that the Book, "The Magician's Apprentice" is ALREADY OUT IN SINGAPORE!!! I saw it in Kinokuniya!!! SIGH.. I wanted to buy but realise that I spend too much yesterday. Spend almost 200 plus just getting myself a pair of high-cut shoe and a bag that I really like it a lot.

SHIT. Why is it that Kinokuniya is already selling the books but not Times bookstore? I better check it out later on since I had already place my order for that book from them. Hope they are selling it, regradless of wehatever reasons, I MAKE sure I got my hands on that very BOOK.

Shit, my shopaholic self is coming back.

Anyway, I also bought something for my mum. Not sure whether to pass it to her now or during Mother's day, which is like in 1 month time.

Whatever the case is, I really do enjoy my day out with my campmate.

That will be all, for now.

Ciao.

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Pig= I bought it. Haha.

This is what I bought yesterday:





Yup. I bought it.This is the book that I mention in my previous post. The"Inheritance Cycle Omnibus: Eragon and Eldest" by Christopher Paolini. This is a 2 in 1 book consist of "The Inheritance Cycle" book 1, "Eragon" and book 2, "Eldest" Hahaa. Don't you find this book amazingly designed?? This is very cool right?

And what's more, I only get it for 24 bucks!!! Ok, I know. Some people might be saying, "You can't possibly read SO MANY books at a time right?" Hahaa. Too bad, I don't care. I am planning to get the 3rd book of the "Inheritance cycle", which is "Brisingr" next week. Of cause I will get it at a discount of 22%!!!

Ok. I'm going to bed. Good night people.

Ciao.

Pig= WOOHOO!!!

Hey people. I AM feelin fucking HappY! I bought 4 books from Tampines 1, Times Bookstore yesterday with a crazy discount of 22%! Hahaa. I am so so happy about it. This are the books that I bought yesterday:

Yup. The "Twilight Series"! HAhaa. I am kinda anxious when it comes to books. I am only halfway through my current books but yet I already book 4 new books. I even have a whole "Harry Potter Series" not been read yet. So currently, I still have 11 books unread yet.

I think that is what of being a "shopaholic" for what my friends claim that I am one. I am a "dvdholic", "booksholic" and more I guess. Sigh. The urge to spend money is always there whenever I got money. And guess what, I already spend 1/4 of my first National Service Salary. FUCK...

But no, I do not regret the fact that I bought those books. I might even buy more books due to the 22% discount for the new Times Bookstore located at Tampines 1. The promotion is ending on the end of this month, so hurry down to Times at "Tampines 1 for this great offer! 22% is only for members, but non-members can also have a great 15% on most of the books.

I really like the new Times at Tampines 1 compare to the lousy service I got from the outlet over at Tampines Mall. The Times over at Tampines Mall, thumbs down. They provide this "I-Don't-Give-A-Damn" kinda attitude. And I hated it. But the new outlet at Tampines 1, they provide great services and that is something I should get when I spend money in that shop.

They even took down my particulars for the Trudi Canavan book that is still not out in Singapore yet, assuring me that they will contact me once this book is up for sales in their outlet. You see? For Tampines Mall, The person even gave me that "boring" look when I just ask her to check for me whether is the book even out yet. ==''

But anyway, I have also set my eye on this book which I ALMOST bought the series yesterday.

Yup. The "Inheritance cycle" series by Christopher Paolini. I had always wanted to get this books. It looks not bad to me. Although this series are not completed yet but I am still gonna get my hands on them. What to do? 22% off man!! HAhaaa.

Alright then. I shall stop with this Ridiculous long post just on my crave for books. Going out soon with my group. And we have been watching movies EVERY single week whenever we meetup. I guess that's part of our meeting up programme. Hahaa.

Take care, peeps.

Ciao.

Pig= YES, Finally!!

Yes, Finally!! Less than a hour ago, I just found out that my all time faourite author, Trudi Canavan just publish a book by the name of "The Magician's Apprentice".



I am SO SO HAPPY when I saw that it has already been publish in Australia. But not so sure whether is it out in Singapore yet. Guess I will make a trip down to one of the bookstores to find this Amazing book!!! Can't wait to get my hands on this BOOK.


I started reading her books during my secondary school days. And that was the time I got "addicted" to her books. I just buy them even knowing that I can't possibly finish all her books in such a short time. Her very first book I read was "The Magician Guild" from The Black Magician Trilogy. Below is the picture of the very first book.




And the book that was just publish not too long ago is a Prequel of The Black Magician Trilogy. That gave me even more reasons to get that BOOK!!

Most of my friends know that I have always read her books. Just that I'm a slow reader. So it normally takes me quite some times to finish ONE book. Sigh. But still, I don't mind just buying the book and open it till I finish reading the rest. It is a kind of satisfaction to grab the latest book from your favourite author. People who reads will understand what I meant.

HAhaa. I AM always enjoying myself when I read her books. I even force my friends to know the storyline by telling them the plot when seriously, I know, they don't give a damn. HAhaa.

Still, to all those book readers out that, Trudi Canavan is one of the best Author out there. You got to read her books!! For more informations about Trudi Canavan and her books, you can visit her website at http://trudicanavan.com/.

Time is 1:48am and I'm still awake when I need to wake up 5:40am so that I wouldn't be late to reach my Camp. ARGH.

And also currently I'm kinda enjoying my life in Army, so not much of a problem.

That's all for now people. Till then.

Ciao.

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Pig= Shocked, PISSED OFF.

I am sick again, I got a very bad giddy spell that causes me not been able to sleep. So I went to the doctor on Monday and the doctor wanted to send me to the A&E dept in the hospital. I refuse to go and ask her to give me MC and will see about it.

So I got myself 2 days mc, and I am feeling slightly better. I sms my boss on monday and he was ok with it. Today in the morning, I called him and told him about my condition and said that maybe I might need to go to the hospital tommorrow if I aren't gonna get better by tommorrow. He got pissed off. He told me, if this is gonna continue, he will transfer me to a different camp or dept or whatever. AND NOW, I GOT PISSED OFF.

I mean COME ON, I didn't choose to be suffering with this illness and now he is threatening me? He doesn't wants to me go be heal I guess. Yaya, so people thinks that I just wanna get a mc or whatever, think whatever you want alright?

Because the fucking giddy spell and headache are KILLING ME. I seriously don't know what to do now. I just hung down the phone this morning with him after he said all those shit. I will just see what he is gonna say to me tommorrow when I go back to my camp.

Or maybe he just need my help and he got pissed off, I mean he is old already. That's why he put me as his personal assistant. Sigh. Maybe I should just be a bit understanding. I mean he is really a good boss. A good person. Never mind. Will see tommorrow.

Ciao.

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Pig= Before, After.



Before.




And after.

Ok, my group of friends told me that I look damn weird with my new hair. I think so too. Maybe I'm just not use to looking a "super- short- hair" me yet. I still can't get rid of some habits. Like moving my fringe to the side and playing my "tail" when I am almost botak. =='' That's pretty lame isn't it?

But still, GET USE TO IT PEOPLE. Laugh all you want but you will get used to it. Em, I think so? Hahaa.

Enlistment in 2 days time. WOO~

Ciao.

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Pig= Enlistment Date!!


Enlistment Date is on the 16th of March 2009. Counting down in 4 days! Gonna get my haircut on Friday. BYE BYE, Long Hair!! =(

Gonna miss my hair but I'm looking forward to my short hair too. =D

For now, I'm just gonna enjoy myself watching my shows and hanging out late with my friends this coming weekends.

And I hope I can make new friends in army even though I'm gonna be a clerk. I mean, I can't possibly be alone without friends in the camp right? It will be HELL man.

Till then, people.

CIAO.

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