Desmond= In Darkness..

I hate this empty feeling.. The darkness and all the negative thoughts that is devouring me.. Hurting me bits by bits.. This kinda pain I can't explain..

Everything seems so dark.. Darkness.. Something that I am having now.. All around me.. Blinded by my own fear.. Terrified by the word "Life"..

It's all so empty..

Am I gonna be like this for as long as I know?..

Am I gonna get what I want in life or do I even know what I want?..

Do I?..

I hate this darkness messing around with my head...

Stop.. Please...

All I do is to cried... And feeling pitiful for myself..

Ain't gonna do shit for me at all...

Darkness..

Sign off...