PIg=Cut hair..

Went for my hair cut todae WIth Jeryl... Had a tail.. A small tail.. Lol.. Will post the photo.. Xu came and meet us after our hair cut.. Accompany Jeryl to wait for his bus and meet Mum after that.. Went to Tampines with Mum and Er jie. Xu took a Mrt home too.. Bought DVd, T shirt and a set of ultraman.. Damn happy.. Damn Glad. Went home after that.. Type blog.. Sign off..

Photo of my tail..

One more pic.

Pig=Sigh..
I dont know.. I am feeling weird.. I just.. I feel so down due to some reason... I just hope that I can tell someone how I feel?.. Never mind.. Just wanna say, People.. There is always someone beside you that is your very close friends.. Treasure that very friend of yours, or you will lose him or her soon.. And remember always speaks to them whenever there is a problem between the two of you.. Dont let there be any misunderstanding.. I hate Myself.. Sometimes I just dont get it.. What I want is a true friend, is it very hard?? I didnt ask for much.. But.. What did I get in the end.. Sigh.. Sigh off....

`o1.how are you?- Feeling Fuck up this Moment.
`o2. are you single?- Ya..
`o3. wad do you feel great about being single?- Feeling.. Empty ba.. Hoping to have one more chance..
`o4. if your best friend have a stead, would you want to have one too?- No.. Coz my best friend currently has a girlfriend and they have been together for about 10 months.
`o5.iif you hab a stead. would ur parents noe about it?- Ya. Why not??
`o6. wad would u do if ur stead flirts will theopposite sex?- I will give her a slap and beat up that guy.
`o7. if you are going choose the place to go with ur stead. where would it be?- Em.. Anywhere. Just that I will be with her, I am happy enough le..
`o8. would watch a horror movie with ur stead?- Ya. Why not??
`o9. wad would make you break with ur stead?- Sigh.. If possible, I will break up with her.. I just love her so..
`1o. iif you break with stead. would you still lovehim/her as before?- Yes, I will..
`o11. wad are ur stead' s fave songgs?- I dont know.. I dont have one that I love..
`o12. thenn. wad are ur fave songgs. are they similar to ur stead' s one?- I thknk no ba..
`o13. do you hab ani crush when u are steading?- NOpe..
`o14. wad do you thiink of ur stead?- "She" Is special..
`o15. okiees enuff of steady thingy. now wad are you chewing?- Nothing..
`o16. are you listening to ani songs now? wad is it?- Nothing..
`o17. wad 's ur haiir style now?- Messy..
`o18. is it straight?- Nope..
`o19. do you lyk ur hair?- ALright, Cutting it later..
`2o. wad' s do you thiink of gals?- Human beings..
`o21. iif you're to wear contact lens. wad color would it be?- Blue??
`o22. are you online now?- Ya..
`o23. going out lata?- Ya..
`o24. love ani one now?- Ya.. Hope that she is mine...
`o25. one thiing you hab to live with.- Friends..
`o26. so now are you happi with ur life?- Nope.. Up and down with my life..
`o27. angry with anione?- Ya..
`o28. done ani good deeds recently?- Lending people money and buying people meals is it a good deed??
`o29. done ani bad deeds recentlyy?- Nope ba..
`thiirty: last queshiiee::. name 15 of bestbuddies out:: (not in sequence)
-Stella
-Yan Fu
-Von
-Mei
-Jeryl
-Hui li
-Hui lian
-Thomas
-Wei jie
-Pui kia
-Derek
-"She"
-Kenny

Pig= Am I?...

Am I am Idiot??... I am browsing through my friendster's friends.. I saw her account.. Of cause, without any thinking, I will look at her account.. Looking at her photos, she look loving with her boyfriend.. She looks real happy with him.. Sigh.. I am feeling like a loser.. Have been waiting but nothing seems improving.. But I mean.. What can I do?.. I can't bear to break her heart by breaking them up.. Sigh.. I just hope.. Praying for that day to come so that I can hold her hand tightly and never EVer let go.. I will not give up since I have been waitin for quite a period of time.. So..

Jeryl came over to my house todae for some game session.. Hope he enjoy himself.. Suppose to meet Stella and people but in the end, we end up staying in my room and gaming.. He played his Fifa Street and I watch.. And a period of time, Sleeping.. Ha ha ha.. Had some talk with him.. Went over to collect my photo taken during our Sentosa trip.. Guess what people.. I guess I wont post those photos.. Total should have 27 photos, out it came out only 8 photos.. =_=' WHat the hell?? I was like..... Silents... Nothing to say.. We bought without flash, so when we took photos in the night, it will not came out anything.. Chirst.. Never mind.. After that we went to 85 and bought our dinner and went back to my home for our dinner.. He went home around 10.50.. I send him to the road.. Sigh... I dont have anything more to say.. Sigh off..

Pig= Missing "Her"..
I am.. Missing "her".. Sigh.. I have not send "her" a single sms for the pass few months.. Afraid that she will find me very irritating.. So.. I rather being silents then letting her hate me.. I dont wish "her" to hate me.. Never once she will msg me.. Never mind.. I am grateful enough just to have her number.. I still remember those days when we were together.. Holding hand with hand walking down the street.. Having each other side by side all day long.. Talking on the phone everyday before we sleep.. Meeting and sending her to school everyday.. Having all the fun and laughter all day long.. I have her in my heart, bu does she??... Sigh.. I cant do anything but to only protect her from behind.. There is a one and only thing special about us.. Both our date of birth is on the same day.. =) I am gald that she is happy now.. Hope she will really enjoy her life.. Pray that I am given another chance by her to protect her, loving her and having everything for her.. Sigh.. How I wish I can just tell her that I love her.. Because this three words have been in my heart for a very long time.. I really.. Miss me.. Sometimes.. I will just walk around my house area, hopefully to see her.. But I dont.. Not once Did I see her.. Argh.. I really that she will read it if possible.. SIgh.. Never mind.. Sigh off..

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Pig= Sentosa..

Sentosa todae.. Me, Jeryl, Stella, Hui li, Von, Ah mei and Hui lian.. Fun.. Em.. I am Tan.. But only my hand and leg.. Not body.. Lol... I shy la.. Last minute then take off my shirt.. Lol.. Shy shy.. Ha ha.. So colour look weird.. HAd a very enjoyable time in Sentosa.. Went off around 5 plus and went to Raffles for dinner.. Chinese is "Lao Ba Sha".. Eat beef steak.. Took photos.. But not with Digital Camera.. FOR SOME REASON, I AM USING NORMAL CAMERA.. I will Develope those photos and will pose those photo in my blog soon enough. Everyone went home after that.. Alight at Tenah Merah with HUi li and Hui lian.. Took Bus Serivce 14 home.. Reach home.. Bath..Damn tired.. My face.. Damn red.. Argh.. I am tired.. Bye people.. Sigh off..

Pig=Blah blah blah..

Yoz people... I cant believe I am Still up this time.. Going Sentosa tommorrow.. JEryl, Stella, Hui li And me.. And Von and Mei.. I hope.. Really.. Coz maybe they cant tag along. Hm.. I dont know how to explain so.. Ya.. Hahahaa... I am too afraid that I cant wake up, So I am planning not to sleep.. Maybe for awhile.. Really awhile.. Maybe 10 to 30 mins.. This is only my plan, but my eyes are closing.. Hahaha..

I have been working for this few days.. Helping Stella and Hui li.. Hm.. Tired.. Who were there??... Stella, Me, Hui li and Jeryl.. Damn tired.. After work,Bought Stella's present.. I have own her such long.. Bought her a jacket at 77th Street.. Ya.. Hope she like it. =) BOught Myself Ultraman again.. Haha.. Hui li bought some toy for her Sister too.. SHe is a kind-hearted girl.( DOnt think much, I only have "Her" in my heart..) Went around and after that, Prata Session again.. Ha ha ha.. Alright.. Is my dinner ok??.. Went home after that.. Jeryl took a cab home since the sister is fetching him, Stella walk home coz her house is nearby, Hui li and me took bus home.. I accompany her home and I alight and took another bus home.. Hm.. Sorry people, I am too tired to blog.. I am going to bath now.. Sigh off..

Pig=Work!!

Argh.. I am Damn Damn Tired after Yesterday's work.. I work for 14 hours and I reach home at 4.30 In the morning.. Damn damn tired.. I am going off.. Helping Hui li and Stella to work.. =_=' Never mind~ MOney Money!!! I will update again. To VOn, You ah, Still ask me why I never update?? I so BUsy How to Update.. Ha ha ha.. Sigh off..

Pig=Awake..

I Do know the reason why I woke up so early.. I am Pig.. But yet I only slept for less than 5 hours and Yet I am Not tired.. Am I.. Hm... Never mind.. Just PLain weird.. People who knows me I have a very sick Sleeping attitude.. I have a habit to sleep late.. ANd I need alot of sleep.. Or else I will start to shout at people or scold people.. Ya, That's me.. =) Never mind.. I woke up at 7am Sharp.. Helping my father later.. It is good that I wake up early then waking up late.. I dont wish to MIss my Extra Pocket money~ Ha ha.. Ok.. I got to Prepare myself.. All the Best, PeoplE!! Sigh off...

PIg=ROTTIng..
I can't believe it.. I am Rotting at home.. And not going out.. I mean I can't go out alone right??.. I have been at home the whole day.. I am just.. Plain Bore... Argh.. NEver mind.. Helping my father's work tommorrow.. Can Kill my Bore and also earn some Extra Pocket money.. Jeryl In camp.. Stella Working.. Everyone looks busy but not me.. Sigh.. Never mind.. *Yawn* I am Tired.. Sigh off..

PIg=BOre..

Hm.. Went out with Jeryl, Von and Mei.. Had our dinner at Tampines S11.. I was Damn Hungry.. I didnt eat anything.. Ya.. Not even my Lunch.. Had a bowl of Beef Ramen.. Somerthing damn Pai Seh HAppened... Jeryl went to buy drinks for Mei and Von and Of cause Himself.. After he was back, He put the tray on the table and Ah mei took her drink and cup And Guess what? The whole tray lost Balance and the whole tray was on the floor.. =_=' Everyone was looking at that Moment.. Jeryl was like looking at Mei and left his while bag wet.. I Of cause took the bag away And Asked him why did he look at mei instead of taking his bag??.. Ha ha.. Never mind.. What had happened had happen.. Ha ha.. Bought Bubble tea.. Oral Ice.. Tasty.. Bought Dye and went over to Jeryl's House.. His house was empty.. No one was at home.. Dyed my Hair.. I see no colour.. Lol.. Never mind.. Von and Mei also Dyed their hair.. Their family came back, and we went off.. Went for Prata Session with Mei and Von.. Had alot of chatting going.. Took my Last bus home again.. Slept around 1 plus..

I am Bore now.. Everyone is out but not me.. Jeryl=Camp, Von, HUi li, Stella= Out with thier Manager, Mei=HOme.. Lol.. Sigh.. Rotting at home.. Maybe go for a jog later.. I miss her... Her.. Ya, Her... Sigh.. Sigh off..

Here are the Photos.. Enjoy..

Pig and The Pretty Von??

MEi and Von..

Group Photo 1..(Em.. It is too.. Bright right??!!)

Group Photo 2..

Group Photo 3..

Jeryl and ME Punching Miss Von~

Mei, Jeryl and Me~

Pig= Orchard..

Went to Orchard Yesterday with Von, Mei and Jeryl.. HUi li and Stella joined us later in the night.. Supposing our aim to go Orchard is to accompany Mei to buy her school bag.. But she say that the Desigh Just Sucks.. DOts.. We have no where to go so we took Neoprints.. I will Post the photo later.. I bought two Ultraman for my collection since I have not bought any since Don't Know when.. Never mind.. I like them alot.. It is cheap.. To me.. NOt them.. Ha ha.. Von and Hui li bought themself each a Skirt.. Went to the Arcade after that then Dinner.. I didnt ate anything as the food are too Ex.. I am broke Seriously.. Hui li wanted to went home after that so we took Mrt.. Jeryl, Stella, Von, Mei and Me went to Tampines.. Stella went home.. We went for our Roti Prata Session.. Ha ha.. It was fun though.. Went home around 12 plus.. Took last bus home.. Reach home, Bath and pLay my Game.. Slept around 3 plus..

Woke up around 11am today.. Going to go out soon.. So.. Hm.. Alright.. Sigh.. I miss her lot... Never mind.. Sigh off..

The Date is 2 June 2005.. Their 8 months.. Same date when Jeryl and Stella begin their Story...

Pig=8 months..
8 MOnths.. I just chat with "Her" Online.. She told me that todae is "She" and her stead de 8 Month.. They going to Sentosa to Celebrate tommorrow.. Sigh.. I guess She is happy.. I am glad that she is happy along with her Stead.. I am Glad that she is happy.. I am also glad that she is not with someone that treat her bad, That dont bother about her, that dont take care of her.. Although I love her, but I can't break them up.. I Won't do such a thing.. I always think that even I break them up and Go STeady with "Her", there is no point.. She doesn't like me with her Whole Heart.. So what is the point?? "She" told me something.. "She" Told me that I have always been there when she was feeling down.. And this is what I reply.. "I hope I can be there whenever you are feeling down, Angry or Sad I hope Tat I can always be there for you I can listen to you when you are Sad, I can be your punching bag if you are Not Happy, and of cause I will try very best to make you Happy.." Ya.. This is what I say.. Just hope that she will be happy ba.. Sigh off...

Photos!

Here are the Photos taken Yesterday During Stella's Birthday. Enjoy. =)

Time when we were in KBox..

The Girls~

The Three Best Sisters!

Jeryl and me~

The Funny Couple~

The Pig, Me~

The Crazy Hui li~

The Dancing Queen, Von~ No la, She was trying to cover her face from my camera. BUt End up dancing!!

The Big Eye Monster, Esther!!

The Ah Lian, Hui Lian~

The Princess, Stella!

The Princess's Sweet Heart~(Em.. Is the Sleeping King??)

Jeryl and Me~( His Eyes?.. Em.. Looks Weird. Haha)

The Singing Goes On.. Hey, What is THat For?

The Tired Couple~

Marina Bay..

The Busy Eating Three~

The Other Busy Three~

The Busy Woman, Hui li!

The Queen, Von!

The Cooker, Esther!

The Hungry Ghost, Hui lian!

The Princess and The Prince!

The Hungry Pig, Me!

While Eatin..

THe VOn and The Ter.

The Cute Princess and Prince Charming??

Esther trying to eat The Princess!!!

The Group Photo~

Another Group Photo~


On our way Home..
The Depression Three~

Oh.. I nearly forgot something. Mei is in camp now. Lol... All the best mei. See for yourself what we have do when you are having your camp.. Muhahaha...

Pig=Tired..

Argh.. I am tired.. But I am still going to type my blog but will upload those photo again.. Not Now.. I am Tired.. Hm.. We went to Jurong East to celebrated Our Mrs Ng's BIrthday. Was supposing going for Ice Skate, but in the end, we end up in Kbox.. Have been Singing the whole day. It was fun Indeed.. Took around 42 photos but will not post all.. Will post those Nice photo. =) There were Stella, Jeryl, Von, Hui li, Hui lian, Esther and Me. I have been playing all those childhood games with Hui lian.. Hahaa.. Fun indeed.. Bring me back those Old childhood memories.. I was Behaving like a kid. I mean Worse than a kid. Went to Marina Bay for our dinner. Had our Steamboat dinner. VEry full too. After that, Hui li, Hui lian and Esther took Hui li's father cab home. Me, Von, Stella and Jeryl took A mrt to Tampines and took a cab home. Reach home around 12.05? Chirst.. I am Tired.. Damn Tired.. I am sleeping soon.. I really had enjoyed the day we spend todae, guys. I hope there will be more coming up! Haha..

I reach home, Had a short conversation with my Da jie and Er jie. Da jie was like talking about Stuff saying about my look, saying how look I am.. I have some unforgettable Experience that I had 3 times.. Firstly, I remember I went out to Orchard with my Family and I was walking with my Da jie, And this guy came to me and asked me do I wish to subscribe for a Master card.. I was like =_=''.. Why me, Not my Da jie? Second is I remember Walking from Bedok Interchange to Bedok Mrt Station when This Salesman Came to me and Ask me whether do I wish to buy a Flat?? A FLAT?? I WAS DAMN SHOCK BY WHAT HE SAY.. Wanted a 14 year old boy to buy a flat? You have to be out of your mind.. LAst of all, I remember having dinner out with Stella and people. When we were telling the waiter that we wish to have each of us a Student Package. I remember the look of the Waitress.. She was going a funny kinda look, Looking and me and Was trying to give me the face and her Look was telling me " YOu Sure You are A student??" I will never forget that look.. Hm.. I Still cant believe that I look so Old after all.. Haha.. I look at least 17 to 19 I guess.. Sigh.. I am depress.. Looking so old yet at such a young age like 14 plus? Holy Chirst.. NEver mind.. YAWN... I am Tired.. Ya.. Off to my Bed.. Sigh off..

Pig=Happy BIrthday, STella!

Todae is Stella's Birthday. Happy birthday to you, Happy birthday to you, Happy Birthday to Stella Aka La la, Happy BIrthday to yoU!! =) Will be going out with alot of people to celebrate Stella's birthday! Hm.. I dont wish to talk about what happened yesterday.. It was just one of the worst day of my life.. I hate it.. Alot.. Hm... Never mind.. I going out soon.. Will update about what happened todae and will show some photo if possible. I bringing Er jie's Digital camera. Thanks, Er jie for lending me. =) Ok.. Sigh off..

Pig=Out..

Yoz people.. Just back home.. Went out with Xu, JEryl, Stella, Von and Ah mei.. We were walking around Century Square and Stuff.. Suppose to go Bugis, but we meet out too late.. Went for dinner.. Only Me, Stella and Xu were eating, the rest were Doing their own stuff like Listening to Songs, PLaying games.. After that, we went over to Sun Plaza Park.. Everyone was like PLaying Swing.. I wasnt feeling well.. And Guess what happened? I Asthma attack.. Sigh.. So troublesome.. Troubled everyone there.. Sorry ah, Von, Xu, Stella, Ah mei and Jeryl.. And Thanks Jeryl for trying to fan me or something. And of cause everyone.. I guess without you guys, I might be in the hospital now.. Lol.. Never mind.. We went home after that.. Took a cab with Xu and Jeryl.. Hm... I guess I just have to sleep then.. Good night people... Sigh off..

Pig=ALone..

Hm.. I dont know what should I say.. I find kind of lonely.. Alone?? In this House?.. It is Kind of Silents.. No one at home.. Ya.. I mean NO ONe.. Ah ma Is not in Sigapore, I guess She wont be back by next friday?? Da jie is stay over at her friend's house.. Studying.. Er jie went to the Zoo.. Lol.. Dad and Mum out to work.. I am Alone? Hahaa.. Na.. I dont know.. I like it.. VEry quiet.. Anyway, My leg is healing, I guess.. I can walk better and my wound is not that swollen anymore.. Hm.. Good I guess. I am Blasting my Speaker now. Hahaa.. The feeling is great.. But I cant believe I am still at home now. Haha.. I am suppose to be out normally this time.. Never mind. Alright people, SIgh off.

Pig=Leg Swollen..

Christ.. My leg.. Is swollen again.. GUess where is the swollen part?.. It is at my Knee.. It is damn Painful.. I have never have Such pain in my life before.. Really... God Bless.. I hope it will Heal or else I have to go for Operation to removed the Swollen part.. Sigh.. Anyway, Dad bought Mp3 for me and Er jie le.. And also a Home System and a Tv. The tv and Home System set will be in my room!! Thanks John also for the help Yesterday. Really thank you Lot. Ya. He is great. He help us everything. I mean Really EVERYTHING.. HAhaa.. I have been helping us for the Past few years.. Hahaa.. Thanks anyway.. And he is KInd and good enough to buy a IPOD Shuffle for my da jie! ANd Guess what? It is not on any Special Event. I asked him why he buy IPOD Shuffle for my Da jie, and guess what He say? She want, then I buy lor.. I was like===> 0_0 Hahaa... Anyway, Ya.. It have been a good week la.. HAhaa.. I am Glad.. =) Sigh off.

Pig= Shit..

Hi People.. I just wanna say.. I am really A pain in my own Ass... I am forgetful enough to left my phone at wei jie's house while I ton at his house.. I hate myself for being so stupid.. I am Just down on my luck.. I just reach home from his house.. I LEFT MY PHONE on HIS computer TABLE.. =_='' I still have to take it from him later.. Argh.. I hate it!! Waste of time to do such stupid things that I shouldnt have to do.. Argh.. Never mind.. Off to my bed now people.. Sigh off..

Pig=Good..
Hm.. I think I feel much better after fighting the fever for One WHOLE WEEK.. Hahaa.. It sounds scary though. I still cant figure out what is the main cause of my long time fever. Nevermind. Anyway, todae was my cross country day. I didnt go coz I cant run, So Why should I go there and waste my time? Receive calls from Stella phone. Si hua, Jeryl and Stella wanna come over to my house since they have nothing to do.. I prepare myself since they are going out later. We accompany HUi li to bugis to buy her bag. Ya, Sorry Xu, Call you come my house yet you have to leave so fast. Damn sorry. Si hua didnt go to BUgis too.. Everyone went home to have a shower. I waited for Stella. After that meet Jeryl and Tampines and Stella had her lunch over there. Hui lian was with us too. We had a fun day though.. People, I am too tired to blog. I will tell you guys about an unforgetable joke next time in my blog. Sigh off.

Pig=Fucking Hell..
What the Hell la.. Why my Fever come back again. Now is 37.8*c.. WHAT THE FUCK??.. What is wrong! I dont wanna go to Hospital!! Is it because I go out?.. Sigh.. I will explain to the doctor. ARGH!! NO HOSPITAL!!

How Your Attitude Ranks

Your Attitude is Better than 40% of the PopulationIf you scored... 80-100: You've got a winner attitude. You're always optimistic and cheery. Your personality will get you far in life. 60-79: You have a good attitude. While a realist, you do see the positive side of most things. People love to be around you. 40 - 59: You have a positive attitude... somtimes. You prefer to see the world through clear glasses, not rose colored ones. 20 - 39: You have an average attitude. You take the good and bad in life as they come. Though sometimes you could use a little more good. 0-19: You have a negative attitude. You tend to see the dark side of every situation. Free ice cream? No thanks, it will just make you fat!

How's" Your Attitude?

Pig=Glad..

I am Glad.. My fever have finally came down.. I think?.. In the morning, Ping, Xu and Jeryl came to my house. =) I am happy for their visting.(Em.. Maybe not visiting because I am the one who told them to come to my house.. =P) I cook Instant noodles for all of us.. Ping play with computer and Ki ki, Jeryl and Xu Play Winning Eleven.. I watch. =) Took cab with them.. Send ping home then 3 of us went White sand.. Wanted to play Arcade. but too many people.. Had our lunch there.. After that, took bus home.. Then Xu went home, I to Jeryl's House.. PLay the Sims.. Fun.. I created Me and "Her".. Sigh.. What if what happen in Sims can happen in reAL Life?? How I wish.. NEver mind.. Just hope thAt she will be happy.. If she feels happy, I feels happy too.. Oh, By the way, I am still at Jeryl's house, Using his computer, in the Study room, Alone. Hahaa.. Dont know where does he go off to.. But guess.. Em.. Talking on the Phone with his Dear dear?? Hahaa.. Ya.. Ok.. Sigh off..

Pig=38.6 Degree..

Argh, Christ.. I thought my fever will be better.. BUt it seems like it is getting higher.. Yesterday was 38.3*c, now is 38.6*c.. What had happened?.. I guess I just cannot go out.. I have benn going out even I am sick.. I have been feeling so uncomfortable.. I guess I just have to stay at home.. Really to stay at home.. Sigh.. I HAVE to be well by tommorrow.. Or else I have to go to the hospital.. I HATE Going to HOSPITAL.. And I am going to CGH which is equal to "Confirm Go hell".. That HOspital just sucks Alright?.. SIgh.. Maybe calling XU and Jeryl to come to my house ba.. Sigh.. Ya.. Sign off..

Pig=Dying soon..

I went for my doctor just now.. He wanted to send me to the hospital because my throat was very serious infected... I keep saying no to him.. I hate staying in the hospital.. I hate it.. 4 days is like 2 years.. The time in hospital pass very slowly.. And he wanted to send me to Changi Hospital.. The worst hospital in the whole Singapore.. What the??... I just keep saying no and he was like consider whether should I be send to the hospital or no.. He agree not to send me to the hospital and give me two more days to see whether will my throat heal.. I am Glad.. I do not have to go to the Hospital.. He still wish to see me on Wednesday.. Sigh.. He say if by Wednesday if I am still not heal, he will really send me to the hospital.. My fever have not gone down yet and also my Throat.. Sigh.. I just hope that it will heal by todae or tommorrow..

PIg=I aM StIlL sIcK..

I thought that my fever is gone but no.. 37.9*c... =_='' My Throat.. I woke up twice in the morning because I can't Breath.. Buecause of the flu.. Sigh.. I am waiting for 10 am to arrive.. I am going down to my doctor.. I am dying.. Really dying.. I have been having fever since Friday.. NOw is MOnday.. My fever is still with me.. I am alone, in this empty house.. WITH My Grandma.. Sigh.. I am bore.. Watching tv, keep switching channel.. I am lucky to have SCV Cable.. Or else, I will be too bore.. Ok.. Sigh off..

Pig=Boring!

Argh... I am Bore!! I am going Crazy.. Staying in this Empty house(Er jie is still sleeping like a Pig! =P), NO one COntact me.. Try to get people, could not get them.. No one find me, And I cant find anyone.. What the?? I am plain bore.. I cant rot at home today.. I HAVE to go out.. Staying at home is just too boring for me. There is nothing for me to do. Sigh.. I guess I can only wait then.. Wait till night.. =_='' Can someone just ask me out? PLEASE!!! I am going Bore to the Limit!!! =( Never mind.. I still have to go to my Doctor tommorrow due to my SKin Infection.. MY throat.. SUcks.. Real Suck.. I hate it.. Cant it heal Faster??.. SIgh.. Guess that I won't be going to school tommorrow and take my D and T Exam. =) Will see how again... BYe People...

Pig=Fucking BITCH!!!!!!!

I Can't STAND YOU ANYMORE, BITCH!!!!!!! Stop Your FUCKING NAGGING STUFF!! DOnt always think that you are the biggest in our HOUSE CAN?? Stop thinking that everyone should RESPECT you. YOu give NO one the RIGHTS to EVEN respect you, but yet HATE YOU!!! Stop Being So Childish, Trying to Quarrel with Us every Single day! I am Very sad For Ki ki as He have been HIt by you! If can, How I will I can sue you for hitting Ki ki! Animal Abuse! Old bitch! You have drive me Crazy! I am Crazy.. I have been push to the limit, that is why I am crazy. I Guess NO ONE at home LOVE~ you, or respect you. ONLY your Son. That is all.. BITCH!!!! ARGH!!!!!

Pig= Bad throat..

Argh.. The pain my throat is having.. Is unbearable.. Damn painful.. Even I swollen my saliva, I will get so painful.. Never mind.. I guess I just have to know how to bear with it..

Pig=Sick..

What luck.. I am having fever due to my skin infection.. What the hell?.. Down on luck. And guess what.. Todae is FRiday, The 13th.. And I am sick.. What the hell?.. It is scary can?.. Sigh.. Feeling very uncomfortable.. Never mind.. Doctor say that I have very serious Skin Infection.. Must see him again on Monday.. Sigh.. I am Dead.. I am going out later.. Going to get myself a converse shoe for only 39 bucks.. CHeap!!! Tommorrow the offer will end, So I have to buy it fast!! Hahaa.. My fever is better after I am back from the clinic.. Sigh.. This is what I told "Her".. Although I cant be the one by your side to give you happiness, I will be happy when you are with your stead happily.. Sigh.. I guess I am stupid to say this type of stuff to her.. Never mind.. Just hope that I will have the chance..

Pig=Exams over??
I guess my Exam are over.. Even though not really over because I still have my D and T Exam on Monday.. But I guess I will not be going ya?.. Will consider when MOnday comes.. I had my Chemistry paper todae.. Hahaha.. It is SOOOOOOOO... Hard.. =_= I am died.. Hahaa.. After that Me, Yan Fu, Stella and Si hua went to canteen for our Breakfast?.. Hahaaa.. Chat awhile and Yan fu went off.. Wait for Jeryl to finish his paper.. Xu came after that.. They went for thier Breakfast.. "They" refers to Jeryl and Xu.. After that, Si hua went off.. Left Xu, Jeryl, Stella and Me.. We went to Jeryl's house.. Xu went off after awhile.. I was at his house.. Boring.. Never mind.. See they all happy, I also happy for them. =) They were in the room while I was in the living room.. Took a cab home with Stella.. Mybe going for dinner at 85 later.. With Stella and Von and maybe Ah mei.. Sigh.. Tommorrow will be Friday, the 13th.. Hope nothing bad will happen.. I guess??...

Pig=Maths=Blah blah Blah..

I just got back from Jeryl's house.. Study.. Thanks Jacqueline. Oh.. She is JEryl's Elder Sister. Thanks for your Physics.. Tution. =) I am grateful for that. Guess what, People.. Maths paper one was easy.. I can at least pass, I hope.. Paper 2.. Hahaha.. It just sucks.. I didnt do at all.. I look at the question.. And off to my sleep.. =_='' It is damn hard.. I dont understand a shit.. Whatever.. Over, Over.. Tommorrow is Physics.. Hope I can do well.. I mean at least pass since I have been taught so much todae. =P Really really hope I can just pass it.. I am tired.. I am going to bath.. And my bed.. Sigh.. I really dont have the mood.. I dont know why.. Just feeling very down on my mood.. I am SHut this whole day only till I reach Jeryl's house.. I am Quiet.. I am troubled.. Even though, I try not to let anyone know, but it was just so obvious.. Everyone was like trying to cheer me up.. Thanks People.. I only told Jeryl what had happened.. No one Knows then.. Sigh.. I guess I just have to cheer up and stop giving myself trouble.. =) OK.. Study abit after my shower and Bed, Sweet bed.. Got to go..

Pig=Social Studies=Geography..

Yoz People.. I had my Social studies and Geography Paper.. And Guess what.. I didnt studied for my Social Studies but yet I know how to do the paper.. And I have been studying for my Geography all this while, BUT GUESS WHAt.. I dont even know how to do the paper.. =_='' What the hell.. I feel like dropping D and T.. I dont have talent to draw and I hate D and T.. I will have to decide soon.. Sigh... MATHS Paper tommorrow.. I am going crazy.. I am stupid enough.. I cant study.. Maths Sucks, Geography Sucks and My science sucks too.. Sigh.. I guess I wont do well for my Mid-Year.. Just have to do better for my FInal.. I really have to study or else I will retained.. I dont wish to Retained!! I have to do well!! =) Ok.. I have to at least study some for my Maths.. I need to get at least 10 marks.. Lol.. Ok.. Got to go..

Pig=Chinese=Tampines..
Yesterday at Esther's house is Damn relaxing can?.. I even took a nap just lying on the Sofa!! Lol.. I love Esther's House Sia.. Hahaa... Went home around 6 plus.. Took cab with Stella and Si hua.. JEryl walk home since his house is less than 1 km from his house to Esther's house??.. HAhaa.. Ya.. I slept around 9 plus.. End..
TOdae Had my Chinese Exam.. Not bad.. Hope can do well.. After that we went to Tampines to have our lunch.. Me, Xu, Si hua, Stella and Jeryl.. Saw my Mummy.. She was alone.. Thought she was with my dad.. Lol.. Went for shopping at Tampines Mall.. Everyone went home around 4 plus.. We took bus Service 28.. Jeryl and Stella alight half-way.. Jeryl send Stella home.. So left me and Si hua.. Oh.. Xu went off after we finish our lunch.. Reach home around 5 plus.. Hai.. Damn bore.. Cant play Playstation.. Grandma watching her show.. NO one at home.. Boring.. Can only use computer.. =_='' But nothing to do using the computer.. NEver mind.. All the best, people for your EXAMS!! Ya! Got to go...

Pig=English=Esther's house..

Finish english exam.. I am at Esther's house.. Got Joel, Gi, Esther, Jun wei, Stella, Jeryl, Si hua, Ah huat and me.. Hai.. HOpe I can pass English ba.. Guess I wont fail.. Guess Only.. Lol.. NEver mind.. Hai.. They playing Majong.. ME use computer.. Gi and Si hua with me.. Ya.. Joel And GI.. HAHAHAA... NEver mind.. Write again.. Got to go..

Pig=Tired=EXAM..

Shit.. I guess I just cant do well for my exams.. Never mind.. I just have to try my best and Do well for Final Year.. I have been insulted all my life.. No matter what I do, Words can be heard from left and right.. Never mind.. Apperance is important indeed.. SOme people are just much more lucky.. I of cause did not wish that my face is so worse.. People just like to make fun of my face.. I dont know what to say.. No point treating everyone good when what I get back is this type of "Presents".. NO one ever will know how I feel.. So what If I tell it to someone I trust real much?.. Anyway, I only trust one guy.. Ya.. I have Tons of people that are around name that call themselves "Friends".. But Real friends are few.. I will just keep quiet.. I wont be angry of cause.. This is not the first time I have been Insulted anyway.. I am Ugly.. I agree.. People calling me to get myself a Stead, but can that be done?.. NOwadays, people go by Looks.. If you are ugly, they will just comments on you.. This is the world.. Tommorrow I will be having my First paper.. Yet I can still use the computer.. Never mind.. All the best for everyone Exam.. Got to go..

Pig=Tired=Exam..

Hi, People.. I have not been blogging for a period of time. I am back.. I will still blog, but not that often.. Alot had happened, but cant expect me to type out everything here right.. I will just type what had happened todae.. I woke up around 7 plus in the morning.. Took a shower and play my Playstation.. Thanks, Da jie. You should know what you did.. I am thankful to what you have done. =) JEryl called me around 11 plus, asking me to go over to her grandmother's house to help her moving house.. I didnt agree in the first places, But too bad for me to have him as a brother.. I just have to help.. HIs Mum, HIm and me took a cab to his Grandmum's house which is located at Tao payoh.. =_=' Damn far.. NEver mind.. Help moving stuff to the other house.. They didnt call people to delivered their stuff to the new house becuase the two buildings are just too close.. So both of us was like carrying things moving here and there.. We finish everything around 2 plus 3?.. Was very tired at that point of time.. I felt asleep.. A nap, not sleeping.. =P Went back to His house around 4 plus.. Supposing to go to Orchard to buy my bag, but everyone was too lazy to go.. Stella was working, Von too, Ah mei dont wish to go as she was the only girl.. Was slacking at His house watching tv.. With HIs grandma.. Hahaa.. Out of his house around 7.. Went to White Sand AGAIN.. Arcade.. Xu came and meet us after that.. Went to 201 to meet Stella, Ah mei and Von.. Was eating Prata and chatting.. We left around 12.. Took a cab home with Xu and Jeryl.. I just reACH home.. Everyone are sleeping.. Da jie is not at home in this moment.. She will not be home tonight anyway..

Exams are coming.. Dont think that I will do well but of cause I will do my best by studying.. DOnt wish to stay back.. Sigh.. I am tired.. YEt not sleepy.. I cant sleep.. Never mind.. I have to go.. FInding stuff to do.. Got to go..

1. A friend to everybody is a friend to NObody..
2. A friend is one who WARns you..
3. A friend in power is a friend lost..

Pig=Simei ITE=HEadache..

I was at Simei ITE for the whole of todae.. Was having some sort of Experience during the trip in ITE.. It was quit fun. Saw GAry in the ITE. Hahaa. He look so funny wearing his Uniform.. Anyway, Ya.. The ITE is very big. VEry Unique school.. As big as 100 Soccer field! 0_0 Amazing! Hahaha.. Ya.. Went off around 4.30 in the afternoon.. Went to Tampines INterchange with Stella, Si hua and Yan Fu. Fu went off after reaching interchange. He went home. I accompany Stella to buy present for Her cousin. Saw Nura no the way.. Haha. They were like chatting all the way. After that, We went to BUy present. Nura went off. Meet her "him". Lol.. Jeryl and Xu came after a while.. Everyone went home after that. 4 of them took a cab and I take bus. =) Never mind. I dont mind at all. I am the one who suggest it anyway. I mean.. Ya. They are happy, I am happy. =) When I reach home, MY head, out of a sudden, just hurt so much.. It looks like tons of needle poking into my head.. GOsh.. Never mind.. I am going to rest now.. Got to go.

Pig=Bowling=Wei jie's house.

The time now is 11.56am.. Few more mintues to 12.. Hahaa.. After school, rush home.. Took a bath, Quickly prepare myself and out I go.. Took a cab to wei jie's house and together with Pk and YJ, we go for bowling.. Reach Bowling centre.. Hai.. I feel that Bowling is going Hopeless.. We dont have a coach now! =_=' I feel that the school doesnt respect our CCa at all.. In the first place, the coach have been changing since the beginning of the year.. And now, we end up not even have a single Coach.. What the Hell.. Never mind.. I feel really angry over my school, and I huess I have to do something over it.. Gotta tell my teacher in charge or something.. Since I am the chairmAn.. Lols.. I had a damn Lousy score.. I really have to improve myself more.. I have been playing bowling for so long, Yet I cant play well.. Hmm... Went to wei jie's house after that.. Have been here from 6 plus till now.. Hahaa.. Didnt do much though.. Watch The Vcd "I do, I do" at his house.. Damn funny show.. Very nice.. Like it alot.. I am the only one laughing when I am watching the show with Kenny and Wei jie.. Wei jie was sleeping and Kenny was using the computer.. So.. Hahaa.. Can say that I watched the Show alone.. Supposed to have my chinese oral todae.. But thanks to the chinese teacher.. He was not here todae.. Dots.. He is not here, and we cant take our oral.. Never mind.. Ok.. By the time I finish typing, the time has past 12.. Another day had started. Hahaa.. Ok. Think I have to end here.. Got to go..

PIg=School=Oral..
I had my Oral Exam todae.. It was alright.. There is still Chinese Oral tommorrow, Die.. I cant pass.. I cant read.. Hahaa.. EVeryone went home after that.. Da jie didnt went to work due to her Fever.. 0_0 She dont look sick to me. Hahaa.. Nevermind. She has one more day mc. MEans she will not be working tommorrow. Haha. I should be going to school tommorrow, maybe. Hope so. =) Bowling is still on. Have to rush to bowling Straight after chinese Oral..
Things are Starting to Fall apart.. Couples break up. Friendship broken.. I just hope that No more bad stuff will happened anymore.. And I am really afraid that what I am always Scare of, Will happen. I really hope no. If I believe it, then it will not happen. I really wish so. If there is a Will, There is always a Way ya? I will pray real hard. =) Ok.. Got to go.

Pig=Fan=Trouble..

Christ.. I feel so bad.. I mean ya.. Bad.. Maybe I shouldnt think so much.. I really hope it would happen ba.. Thanks Gi, for the Encouraging.. Thanks lots.. =)..

Pig=Study=WhiteSand..
Went to Jeryl house todae.. Study la.. Not really study la.. Is do homework.. Good boi.. Was at his house the whole day.. Only went out to have Dinner together.. HAd a small quarrel la.. But Over le.. Cant change him for who he is la.. Hahaa..Went to Arcade and play Dj.. Todae arcade close very early.. 9.10 start to off those games le.. Hahaha.. So no choice. Went home. Reach home also So bore.. Nothing to do.. Tommorrow still have to wake up so early.. Argh.. I am sick again.. FLu.. Sian la.. Nevermind. I HAVe to go to school this WHOLE week. I promise myself. =) Ok. Got to go.

1. A Liar is worse than a thief.
2. All good things must come to an end.
3. Conversation means being able to disagree and still continue the conversation.

Pig= Esther bbq=Birthday..

Yesterday went to Esther bbq.. Ya.. Fun Indeed... BUt she Kenna Attack.. By everyone.. I didnt join in.. Alot of people didnt join in.. They throw Egg and Flour at her.. Haha.. Egg and flour was all over her body.. She wanna attack Stella and Jeryl.. Stella went to Hide, so she Aim Jeryl.. Haha.. In the end, Jeryl was like sweating like hell.. Saw Yan Fu and His Stead.. Was walking.. Saw them and call them over.. Talk for awhile then he went off le.. Esther, Jeryl,Stella and more went to bath.. When Stella came back, I told her that I saw Fu.. She called him, and we went to meet him for awhile.. Me, Jeryl and Stella went to meet him.. We gave Esther her present Yesterday.. Hope you like the presents that we bought for you! =) We went off around 11 plus.. ME, HUi li and Jeryl Took a cab home.. We waited for cab for Quite a long time.. And Jeryl was late.. He have to rush home.. So he took cab with Us first.. Von, AH mei and Stella Took another cab.. JEryl was like chatting all along.. Ask me why am I so quiet.. But whenever I am in a cab, I will always be very quiet.. Hahaa... Ya.. I did talk abit la.. Then he something like if he dont talk, he will feel so bore.. HAhaa.. Send him home, then Hui li, then me.. Thanks ah, Hui li.. For the Cab fare.. She pay more than half of the cab fare.. I am Broke.. Bought Esther present.. And I also use the money that my mum gave me to buy my bag.. HOly Christ.. Never mind.. Maybe I will be working ba.. Working At BArks.. With Jeryl.. He is already working there.. Will Be working as a waiter if I am going to work.. I need to think over it..

Todae woke up around 11 plus.. MAybe going out later.. I mean not maybe, IS confirm.. You cant Expect me to stay at home right?.. I will Rot to Death.. HAha... Ok ok.. Got to go.

1. .Character is Destiny.
2. AN Aimless life is always a miserable life.

Pig=Moodless=Sick..

Fuck that doctor.. You think I wanna see doctor?.. If want, I also dont wish to go your clinic to see you.. But I have no Choice.. I had a very bad throat.. It hurts even when I drink water.. And it is swollen.. I didnt even think of going to school todae. It is not due to my throat, it is because I dont wish to go to school for 2 hours and go home after that.. Esther BBq later.. Her birthday coming soon, so she open a bbq.. She cant book any pit on Saturday.. All Book.. No choice.. Open todae.. I dont know whether I staying or no.. See how.. I dont know what happen.. Just feel so Moodless.. God Damn.. Nevermind.. Have to Prepare myself.. Got to go..

1. Hear much;speak LIttle.
2. ARGUMENT is the Worst sort of Conversation.

1. After your Death,you will be what you were before your birth..
2. A simple life has its own reward.
3. Behind bad luck comes good luck.

Pig=School=Sick..
I was sick.. I had a fever and I went to the doctor.. But when I wake up, the fever was gone.. But my Giddy Spell come back to me.. I dont know is Giddy or Ache.. Weird.. I ask the doctor, He didnt say anything. =_=' What a doctor. He dont know what is wrong with me.. He just gave me some Vitamins(Did I spell wrongly??) And some Giddy Medicine.. I took the Medicine.. It didnt work at all.. I just went to sleep around 10 plus.. Ya, And Of cause, I didnt went to school.. One day Mc.. My head just hurt so much.. As if someone was using Needle to poke against my Brain.. I was in the bed.. But I cant fall asleep.. Was like rolling in my bed for around 30 mins.. Was so tired..
My mum wake me up around 5.45a.m.. I was too tired.. I slept for at least 5 hours but it just look like I slept for only 1 hour.. What a world.. In the end, I woke up around 6 15.. Took my bath and make prepare myself.. I was still having my ache.. Nevermind.. I was suppose to go to Speech Day rehersal, but I didnt go.. No one is going, WHy Should I go.. ANd Also, I didnt say I wanna go in the first place. Is my bowling teacher who put me in WITHOUT MY AGREEMENT.. He claim that I am the Chairman. BUt Please, For God sake, No one treat me or Respect me as the chairman.. I dont wish to be the chairman anyway.. Never mind.. I went out with Stella, Xiao Ping,Xu ren, Jeryl and Hui li.. Something happened. NOt to tell.. =P Hahaa... Never mind na.. Should be ok by tommorrow.. Xu Went off half way.. We went out to buy present for "SOmeone".. =) Me, Ping and HUi li share a cab home.. Stella and Jeryl la.. Of cause.. Haha.. Send ping home first, then Hui li, then me.. When we went out of Tm, It was already raining.. Half way down the road, the rain was getting heavier and heavier.. Hahaa... Never mind.. I just reach home.. Going to bath and Sleep.. Headache.. Didnt blog for quite a time.. Ok.. Got to go..

Pig=Out=WhiteSand..

Woke up around 12 plus, I think.. Only went out in the late evening.. Went white sand with Jeryl.. Suppose to buy my bag, but guess I will buy it next week.. We went to the Arcade.. PLay Dj.. Hahaa.. FUn. Had a very fun day I can say. Found this book.. "The Little Book on Lessons Of Life".. Weird book.. I will be saying something about the book.. Got to go...

1. A fool can tell a truth, but it requires a man of sense to know how to tell a lie.
2. A friend In Need is a friend Indeed.

Pig=Tired=Em...

Woke up around 11 todae.. Going out later, just that I dont know where is the place that I will be going.. =) Everyone had came back from the Sec 3 camp yesterday.. I didnt call anyone of them.. Just Msg Jeryl.. I guess everyone must be very tired after the camp.. So I didnt call anyone to go out with me.. Never mind.. I was at home playing my Game, Using my Com, Singing my Song.. HAhaa... HAd dinner outside with mum.. We went different ways Because I am going to wei jie house after dinner.. Even though I went to his house, Was expect to at least do something, but in the end, I end up lying on his bed, watching Tv. And the worse part of it, is that I was alone all this while.. We were at different rooms.. Kenny, Pui Kia and Wei jie were in the SOmehow call "Game Room". I was in his bedroom. I treat it as if that is my house. I mean I have know him for so long, and the parents treat me as their own son too.. So I can do anything I want at his house.. HAhaa.. Ya.. After finish watching the 10pm News.. I went over to thier room.. Use the computer for awhile, then after that we went off. I reach home around 12 plus.. The house was very quiet.. Mum, Dad and Er jie were sleeping.. Da jie was not at home.. She was staying over at one of her friend's home.. Ya.. So I wash up, Use the computer and start playing my Play station.. Luckily, I have a Play Station, if not, I guess that my life will be so boring.. Went to sleep around 3 plus.. Ok.. Till here... Got to go..

Pig=Ultramanlah.com=Silents...

Hm.. I just feel so Peaceful out of a sudden.. NOt that I feel very quiet without You guys around, just that I dont know what should I do when no one is around.. Hahaa... Never mind.. I bought Ki ki to removed his.. Em.. I dont know how to say that. Refer to my Er jie blog if she got say anything Ya? Haha.. Coz I dont know how to spell. Although I cant go to the camp, Just wanna wish them have fun. It is ok I never go, This is fate what.. Hahaa.. I cant do anything about it.. And also they should be in the camp by now. =) All the best, GUys!! I am watching my Tv, Listen to my Jj New album. Ya. Quite a nice album. Hm. Went out with Dad and Mum for lunch just now. Reach home around 1 plus 2?? Ya. Watch my Show and Mum is just plain Tired.. She felt asleep while reading her Book.. Haha.. Just so quiet. Ya.. Oh.. I just join a Singaporean Ultraman's Fan club. It is very good. I love it alot. The webby is www.ultramanlah.com .. Check it out. Hehee.. Ok.. I am away to my tv again. Got to go!!

Pig= Tired= Em..

Yoz.. Have not been typing my blog for quite a number of days le.. Todae I didnt went to school.. Was not feeling very well.. Meet up Jeryl Somewhere near my block.. He see doctor.. Went to Bedok Inter meet Ping, Xu and Stella.. Went to Tampines mall after that.. They buy their Camp stuff.. After that, went of with Ping and Xu.. Send Ping to Terna Merah Then back to PAsir ris.. I think I spell wrongly.. Never mind.. Took bus service 17 home.. Aiya.. Got stuff happened but never mind.. DOnt type ba.. I didnt went Home.. I went to Interchange.. Wanted to buy Something but I cant find.. Never mind.. I go Tampines find next time.. Maybe tommorrow or what ba.. Have my dinner and walk around for awhile then went off home.. What the fuck.. My phone.. Hai.. Crazy le.. People cant receive my Sms.. What the Hell... Holy Christ... Hope it will be ok soon.. Everyone is going to the the camp tommorrow.. I guess I just have to stay at home.. Thanks to the GOD Above.. I cant go.. THanks for giving me Such a Sickness Like ASTHMA.. THANK YOU... =_='' I am just down on my luck.. Forget it.. Got to go..

Pig=Home=Hair cut..

Never go school Today.. Em.. I mean Yesterday.. I have been waiting to blog for at least more than 2 hours.. Thanks to blogger.. Dont even know what happened.. Never mind.. I bought my Inhaler and also get another day mc for the Stupid Sport's Day.. Dont know should I go or no.. Anway.. No school tommorrow again.. =P I guess I wont be taking so many mc le ba.. Er jie know why right?.. Hehee... Wanna Skip school also a problem.. Haha.. Guess I just have to go to school.. I am still thinking whether should I go for tommorrow.. Support my friends who are running??.. I also ask for help from the doctor for my Face.. I think is getting worse.. Hope what the doctor gave me will works.. He say is ok.. Coz I am growing.. But I guess I have stop growing for a period of time??.. HAhaa.. Maybe La.. WHo knows?? I have not been growing tall since last year.. Only by a few cm.. Just a few.. 1 or 2 cm.. Never mind.. I will try my best to grow tall also?? I hope.. Went for haircut with Jeryl.. What can I say??.. The hair.. Looks weird.. I dont really know how to style my own hair, only people who are close know that.. My hair always looks weird.. Look weird in a sense that maybe it is not Spike enough or My sides are too flat.. Ya... Just so flat that my hair looks so FAke.. Hahaa.. I just have to learn.. Because I have been having weird hair style for At least 1 year.. Now then I found out that Although I dont find my hair looking weird, Others Find it Real weird.. HAhaa.. Never mind.. After our haircut, we went for our dinner.. I ordered CHickn chop, Jeryl ordered Em.. I dont know how to spell that.. HAhaa.. Never mind.. While we were eating, there is this damn weird cat that kept Staring at us.. We were like trying to "SHo" It away.. But just dont know how to.. Jeryl ask me.. Whether he can kick the cat.. =_=' What a friend.. Cruel to animals.. HAhaa.. Na.. I say NO of cause.. We just quickly finish eating then went off.. When I reach home.. I was very tired.. Bath and to my bed.. I was very tired this few days.. Guess that I have not been having enough sleep.. I woke up around 12.. What a time.. 12.. Never mind.. Watch some Vcd.. And Something weird happen.. I think around 1 plus.. I hear the door been knocked by someone.. But yet there is no one.. And everyone is at home.. Even my dad.. Never mind.. Hope that my mind is making fun of me.. Was like trying to get into blogger to type my blog but I just can sign in... Weird right??.. Nevermind.. I am going to my bed again.. *Yawn* Tired.. Ya.. Ok.. Got to go..

Pig=School=Sec 3 camp..

Todae sian.. What a life I have.. Was late for school.. Wait for Stella and Jeryl.. Luckily no need go detention class.. I just pick up litter then they all ran 2 rounds.. =) P.e time, I told my form teacher that I can go to the sec 3 camp.. He didnt allowed.. I was very angry.. Real angry.. Till I talk to him nicely again.. He told me that there is really nothing for him to do.. He wish to let me go if he could of cause.. But he couldnt.. Sigh.. Never mind.. I dont blame him as what he say, If he can let me go, he of cause will allowed me to go what.. But he cant.. Thanks to my asthma and Low platelet.. Then he was like saying Life people go, Dead Body back.. =_='' What the hell.. Cursing me ah.. Hahaa... Na.. Is ok.. He is just worry.. Wont be going to school when they go camp ba.. I will be alone if I go school lor.. I might as well, Sleep longer, PLay games, Use computer.. Isnt it better?? HAhaa... I told Martin Chan, My Dm... Saying that I cant go, Then he was like saying Even my form teacher let me go, he also wont let me go.. =_=' I ask him for help.. Yet he tell me the same thing. Never mind. They are just been concern.. After Our Assembly, they start talking about the camp stuff.. I just listen but went off after awhile.. To toilet la.. HAhaa.. And that Fucking Yen Fu.. Say what Dont sad la.. Bloody idiot.. Hahaha... Never mind la.. Alot of them wanna help me to tell my teacher to let me go, but I was like na.. Never mind.. Thanks.. Coz I know, even they tell the teacher, They also wont let me go de.. SO lets just forget about it.. Went to tm with Esther, Stella, Jeryl, Ping and SI hua.. Shop around.. They bought stuff for the camp.. Just hope they will enjoy in the camp ba.. Reach home around 4 plus.. Use computer.. Type blog.. YA... Sigh.. Ok.. Got to go..

Pig=Tired=Silent Hill...

I have not been blogging for about two days.. I will just write what happened Yesterday.. Friday nothing really happened.. Yesterday met up Jeryl then we go Arcade... Thank Brother for keep trying to cheer me up and also thank you for your scolding.. You make me wake up from my stupidness... Is there such words as Stupidness?? Hahaa... Never mind.. Went to Kfc and meet Stella, Von and Hui li.. Sorry Von about what happened yesterday, I have send you a sms and told you about what had happened le.. DOnt be angry anymore ok?.. =) We went to Tampines 201 after that.. Then Jeryl and Stella went off.. Jeryl's Cousin birthday and Stella have to help her mum to work.. So me, Mei, Von, Hui li and thier friends work to Tampines Mall.. Saw Sly and Maia and there was so many people crowding around them.. The quickly went off after a short while.. Hui li was damn happy when she saw Sly.. =_=' Went to buy PapaRoti.. A very nice bread I can say.. Can try it out.. Really taste very good.. Then after that, Joel, Esther, E-Kiat, Gi and Jenifer came.. They went off after a short while.. Only Esther came back.. Then After a while, She too, Reach.. Went to 85 with Esther, Stella, Mei, Von, Hui li and Thier two friends.. Bought alot of food and Jun wei also came.. After we finish everything.. Thier two friends went off... Then Jenifer and Gi came.. Then after that Stella they all went off, left me, Jun wei, Esther, Jenifer and Gi.. Me and Esther went off after awhile.. She Dont dare to take cab alone Because she just finish watching the Show "The Eye 10".. So I accompany her home, then I went home again.. Although I just live some where near 85, but I still accompany her home.. Hahaaa... Never mind.. I am a guy what.. Actually, I dont wish to go with her when only she keep calling me to accompany her home.. So?... Hahaa... Reach home around 12??.. PLay Silent hill.. Till 1 plus.. Then Off to my bed..

Todae Ki ki is going to thE VEt.. We are going to removed His "BALLS".. HAhaaa... I dont know what is the process been name.. Never mind.. Hope you guys get the idea..Er jie woke up late.. Me too.. Suppose to wake up at 9pm.. But I woke up at 9.30 and Quickly wake er jie up.. She went off after a quick preparation.. Hahaha.. Never mind.. I am alone at home now.. Going off soon.. I cant stay at home and rot.. I will die.. Hahaha.. Ok.. Got to go...

Pig=Angry= Fuck up..
I dont wish to mention names.. I am feeling damn angry.. I just dont know what to say la.. You can go ahead and enjoy yourself. I am going out with my other friend anyway. Just Go and enjoy yourself. DONT CALL ME TO ACCOMPANY YOU ANYMORE NEXT TIME.. I PROMISE I WONT... TRUST ME.. You thikn that I am Joking. When I call you, you can still laugh. Ya. Thinking that I am not angry right. HAHAA.. You should know my temper. I have a very BAD Tempered, yet you wanna treat me like a fool. NEVERMIND.. I DONT WIsh to Bother SO MUch.. Got to go...

Pig=Sad=Moodless...

I really dont know what to do.. It seems that alot of bad stuff have happened... Alot.. And I mean it is really alot.. I am moodless.. My friends around me can try to make me happy, I understand what you guys wish to tell me.. NOt to think so much.. By not thinking too much, doesnt means that I can hide from it.. I am trying to face the problem.. Just that.. I am not strong enough.. Tears roll down my cheek now.. I just hope that everything can turn out well again.. A happy life again.. I dont wish to lose anything or anyone around me.. Jeryl call me to pray.. I dont believe in God.. I.. I just really have to face it.. I am.. Depressed.. Even now.. I have been depress for quite a time, but I just dont wish to say out.. Dont wish to tell anyone.. I only trust some of you.. You guys should know who you are.. I trust you because I tell you all how I feel and what had happened... I only tell you guys.. Thanks for the comforting and words you guys say.. Really thank you guys very much.. But I guess.. Nothing can solve it.. Let it be.. I will be ok soon... I hope...

Forgot to post one photo that I wanna post since long le.. Just that my email cant received it.. Now can le.. Take a look.. I like this photo very much..

Jeryl, Me, Mei and Von Try to take photo using my e600.. Hahaa..

Pig=Ultraman Vcd=School..
Sunday go Jeryl house do work.. Then after that go Tampines mall buy Ultraman Vcd.. Thank you ah, Esther.. Hehee... Ya.. Then after that we go eat Sushi... Hahaa.. Went back to his house.. Watch Vcd.. Then go home le..
Todae woke up around 6.15.. Then quickly bath and stuff.. Then took bus to Interchange le.. Then Meet ZHong ting and Jing Yuan at mac.. Find it very weird when Xu was not there.. He is always before me de.. But this time, he was late.. Overslept la.. Luckily not late for school.. Reach school.. And stuff.. After school, Me, Stella, Yan fu and Jeryl go Sumo house eat.. Yan FU went off half way.. Then left three of us.. Took cab with Xiao ping, Stella, Jeryl and me.. Everyone went home.. I go Jeryl house watch vcd and after that I accompany him go tuition.. Then went home.. Reach home around 7 plus.. I no mood le la.. Got to go..

Pig=Esther Charlet=Happiness..
Was at Esther charlet from Tuesday to Friday.. Phew.. Ya.. It was a very fun charlet.. Good stuff happen and Bad stuff.. I was there all day long.. Didnt went home.. Tuesday there was alot of people.. Everyone was enjoying themself.. Went home with Jeryl.. He bath and ask whether he can go esther charlet ton.. The mother Agree.. Ya.. Lol.. We sleep around 4 plus.. But I still cant sleep.. Weird.. In the end, still sleep... Hahaa.. I sleep without Blanket and Pillow.. Damn cold.. Nevermind.. I also sleep quite well.. Hahaa.. I was the last guy who woke up.. After that, I shower.. Went to the living room.. SOme play PLaystation 2, some play majong, some just watch them play majong and P.s.. I forgot what I do le.. LOl.. Never mind.. I forgot what happen in the Second night le.. I only remember some part.. Me, Von, E-kiat, Jeryl and Jun wei play majong.. MOney.. I share with Von.. We lost 80 cents.. Lol... NOt enough bed.. So I didnt sleep till 9am in the morning.. Was playing my PLaystation alone.. But my body cannot stand it.. Just felt asleep half way.. Mei, Von and me sleep on the Chair.. Jeryl and Stella sleep Sofa.. The Rest sleep in the room.. I think 9.20, I off the P.s and started sleeping.. I cant believe I sleep on a chair.. Only a chair.. Nevermind.. Everyone woke me up around 1 plus I think.. Call me to sleep in the room.. I went to the room and have my sleep.... I also forgot what time I wake up le.. Hahaha.. Just fun la.. Jeryl and Stella went home.. Cant stay.. I only remember that I went to Jeryl house in the night.. We was like chatting all the way and watching Vcd.. He slept half way while I talk to him.. =_=' IS ok.. I didnt wake him up, I watch vcd.. Out of a sudden, He just wake up and switch off the dvd player.. =___='' NO Choice.. I can only sleep.. Hahaaa... Woke up around 8 plus.. He still sleeping.. Went off around 9.15.. Call him not to send me out le.. Sleep like what lor.. Hahaa.. Took a cab back to Esther charlet.. ALot of people were sleeping.. I help to packed up.. PAcked my P.s.. Help to pack the room and stuff.. Only then, We wake them up.. Check out around 10.45.. Went for Breakfast then took cab back with Von, Mei and Hui li.. Damn tired.. Reach home then sleep le.. Sleep till 4 plus.. Wake up play my PLaystation.. PLay the whole day.. Went for dinner with Da jie.. Came back and Play game again.. HAHAa... PLay till 3 plus.. Then go bath.. Then sleep le..
Todae wake up around 11 plus.. Type blog lor.. DOnt know going where later.. See how ba.. Got to go.. ZZzzz...

Pig=Out=BUgis..
Took a cab and pick Jeryl up.. Went to Tampines Mall to meet Von and Mei.. We eat at the food court.. Ya.. Then food is nice.. We had alot of fun chatting.. Ya.. After that we went to White sand.. Help Von find shoe then we play Arcade.. After that went to Bugis.. FInd Von Shoes.. Then after that Stella meet us up.. We took Neo print again.. Lol.. Ya.. We had alot of fun. After that went to BUgis street.. Saw my Primary school friend.. Ya.. I didnt saw him in the first place, he was waving at me.. Then I notice him.. Ya.. Von finally found her shoe then Ah mei bought a bag.. Phew.. Tired.. Dont know Jeryl la.. Maybe later go his house ton or what.. Or tommorrow morning then go his house. =) See how ba.. Tommorrow Esther charlet le.. Ya.. I think I am going. Have fun ba.. I hope.. The photo that we took is on the upper side of the page.. I lazy ah.. Hahaa.. Ok.. Going to bath.. Got to go.

Pig=Moodless..=Shut up...
Meet up Von, Hui li and Mei for dinner.. HUi lian was there also.. NOisy sia.. Hahaaa... We eat steamboat.. After awhile Jeryl and Stella came.. Ya.. Then had a small Quarrel la.. Then something happened.. Hahaa.. I dont wanna say la.. Very pai seh de.. Only those who were there they know what happened.. Nevermind.. I was like a Zombie after that.. I didnt talk.. I was like mute.. Sigh.. After that Hui li and Hui lian went off le.. Then 5 of us walk to somewhere near stella house. Then talk talk.. Took a cab home.. Reach home around 1 plus..
Later going out.. Orchard.. See how ba.. Ok.. I just woke up.. Tommorrow Esther charlet le.. Dont know whether should go ma.. Alot of stuff is troubling me.. Na.. Never mind.. Let bygone bygone. Eh.. Did I spell wrongly??! Hahaa... Ok.. Got to go le..

Pig=Bugis=Glasses..

Was out with Ah mei, Hui li, Stella, Jun wei and Esther. Jeryl went for his Ncc Camp. Yup.. Meet them around 5 plus.. They went Tm For Sushi.. Ya.. Went there and meet them.. I dont know the name of the place la.. After that we went Bugis.. Shopping.. Hm.. Bought myself a glasses.. Ya.. Phew.. Tired.. Jeryl lost his phone in the camp.. What a camp.. Never mind.. Stella and Hui li went for Medicure.. Em Did I spell wrongly?? WHatever.. Stella's nail is nice, but Hui li.. Em.. Not bad la.. Hahaa.... Went to take Neo print. Didnt take much.. I think only one or two ba.. Then went to somewhere near stella house to have Supper.. Hahaa.. Ya.. Todae is a Shiok day I can say.. How I wish my life will be so happy and fun everyday.. BUt I guess... Never mind.. Bathing and SLeep.. Tired.. Got to go..

Pig=Tired=Bowling..
Didnt went to school todae.. Sian la.. Last day still go for what the hell??... Went for bowling.. With the same lane with Esther.. HUrt my thumb.. Fuck.. It hurts ok?... Not alot of people was there.. I dont care though.. Although I am the chairman, I dont wanna care so much le.. Went to wei jie house after that.. Hai.. JUst so Sian.. Dont know la.. I am Very fan la.. I need to talk to someone.. Hm.. My Good brother?.. He in camp.. Hai.. Must wait.. So many problems sia.. Hai.. Went off from wei jie house around 12.49am... Walk home with Kenny.. Reach home around 1am... Tired.. I am going to sleep... Got to go..

Pig=School=Pasir ris.

Went to school todae. Fun of cause! Hahaa. HAve so much fun. After school, eat with Stella and Si hua. While waiting for Jeryl. Went to Library.. Air-con.. Somemore can sit what. WHy not? It is free! LOl.. Then Jeryl call. We meet him in the interchange. Xu was with him. Ya.. Took bus service 17 to dont know where.. I was awoke half way.. Stella and si hua alight le. Yet I dont know. Haha.. Nevermind. Stella need to work ma. So.. Ya.. Then I look at Jeryl.. Ya.. Not in good mood. Out of a sudden! Ya. Didnt dare to ask him.. Then we alight somewhere near Jeryl hosue de bus stop. Then Xu xu took other bus home. Ya.. Start talking to him. So something did happen. Nah.. Not going to say la.. Brother secret. Lol.. Anyway.. While we were talking half way, I suddenly notice that his left ahdn start to have rashes. He call his mum. Then we go to poly clinic. PHew. We lucky sia. We are the last one. Clinic closed at 4.30. We reach 4.28.. Lol.. Doctor say is cause my his flu ba.. BUt dont know leh. Then we go Eat. WHO PAY DE?? LOl... No na. I dont mind anyway.. We go somewhere near eat. Got air-con de food court. Then we saw this LOyang sec boys. 3 upper sec de.. Trying to "eat" One Wearing Shirt number 3 de Soccer boy I think. Some more is from their own school. Then the whole soccer boys came. LOl.. I was like laughing lor.. Eat people who are smaller than you la.. This is the punishment you get.. Hahaha.. Kenna fight behind the food court. Run away straight after the fight.. LOl.. I very evil ya? But serve them right la.. Took bus home with jeryl.. Then he accompany me to wait for BUs.. Then I go home le.. Reach home around 6.45... Use computer.. Lol.. Going bath Ki ki then I bath le.. Got to go.

Scanner can work le.. Just put in two photos... Take a look...
Me and Jeryl..

Me, Ah mei, Stella and Jeryl.

Pig=At home=Boring!!
What a life!!! Prefer to go to school then rot at home! I am so Bore... Very bore.. Not even a single call or sms.. Msn nobody is talking to me.. Friendster nothing to do.. Blog?.. Ya.. Blog is the only stuff to do. Hahaa.. I was like watching Vcd the whole day. Outsiders 2. Ya. Watch till only disc 6. Went to sleep after watching disc 6.. Just woke up from my sleep.. Hm.. What should I do?.. Sian... Got to go.

PIg=I hate you..=Hurt my heart deeply..

I do not know what am I suppose to say.. You really hurt so.. I dont wanna mention anymore.. You leave me another scar in my heart.. Hai.. I guess Game over..

Pig=Doctor=Missing you..
I didnt went to school todae.. I guess it is time for me to go to my doctor.. He told me I had a Swollen Throat.. Lol.. Didnt know that it is so bad.. Ya.. Had another two days Mc.. I am bore.. Nothing to do at home. BORING LIFE!!!! Photo... Got to go..
Loving couple hor. Add cute somemore. Hahaa...

Me and Jeryl. Taken at his house! Brothers! A bit dark hor..

Pig=SIck=Sian..

I am having a very bad sore throat... Hai.. Fuck.. BUt I still went to school todae.. Got talk la.. Can still talk.. Just that my throat hurts.. Get scolding from my Form teacher.. I dont care much.. Hoilday is coming. Just feel that sometime he is such a idiot.. After school eat Sumo with Jenifer, Esther, Stella, Jason, Xu, Jeryl and Si hua... Was so no mood.. I was just worry for her na.. Hahaa... When will she accept me?.. She looks like she is very happy now with her boyfriend.. Nevermind.. I am not a selfish guy.. I wont break them up just because I love her.. Na... Wake up.. Went to Jeryl house after that.. Accompany him home then go tuition with him.. Just behind my house.. I was bore.. SO I went off with him. Had dinner.. Reach home and was like so tired. Didnt have much stuff to do.. Nevermind.. I have just finish bathing.. I CANT SCAN PHOTO... FUCK.. NEvermind.. I will figure it out soon.. Got to go..

Pig=Tampines=Hair cut..
Went out with Ah mei, Jeryl and stella. Von la. Dont wanna go out with us. Never mind. Went to tampines mall in the first place, then century square, then bugis. Wanted to watch movie but nothing to watch. Sian. Went BUgis eat Ajisen again. HAd a wonderful dinner. Lol.. Went to take Neo print. Will post the photo soon ba. Went back to Tampines. Then go Jeryl house there talk talk. Everyone went home. Took cab with Ah mei and Stella. Reach home around 12.15am?? Was too tired. Wash my face and my bed... ZZzzz...
Todae meet up Jeryl and went for my hair cut. Ya. Em. What should I say? New hairstyle. New look? Ya. But very afraid that I dont know how to Make my hair.. Lol.. Now at his house typing blog lor. He playing FIfa. LOl.. Losing. Not winning. Hahaa.. I never msg her for two days le.. Dont know I should msg her or no.. Hm.. See how ba.. Got to go....

I miss you everyday..

Although I cant be by your side,

I hope that you are fine..

I feel guilty I cant be with you,

Because I have hurt you deep in your heart..

I really hope you can understand,

That I really love you much..

Pig=I miss you..=Tired..

I am tired.. Body is aching.. Life is always the same.. Haha.. Ya.. No different. No na.. Maybe should make my life more fun ba.. Went for our upper sec Heats.. Before that was at Burger King eating with Ping, Stella, Jeryl and Si hua.. Ya.. I msg her of cause.. But.. I dont know how to say.. Maybe she feel that I am so fan ba.. Her boyfriend know about me le.. Hai.. Thought he didnt know or something.. Msg her saying something like I miss you ma.. Then she msg back, saying that "miss me?? Not scare my stead scold you ah.." Then I was like.. Dont know la.. Just feel.. Feeling so weird.. After a few more msg I msg her something like this"I think I dont fan you le ba, you have fun with your stead".. I find myself so stupid msging her something like this.. Dont know how will she feel.. Hai.. Nevermind.. Rush home and change to my P.E Shirt and off I went to the stadium. Boring.. Stella Power ah.. Haha.. She ran I think 3 events?.. Everyone was tired.. I run 4x100m.. Sian.. We lost.. Very badly.. Feeling so tired, eveyone went home.. Reach home 6 plus??.. Bath and my bed.. Ya.. I slept very early.. 7 plus?.. Hahaha..

Todae I didnt went to school.. I have Lousy Body.. Hai.. Cant even run fore just one event.. And I can get so tired.. Nevermind.. What to do? Heheee. Er jie and Ah ma Quarrel. WA!! Er jie POWER!! She won the match!! =p MEet Stella, Jeryl, Xu and Si hua.. When I reach, Xu went off le. He went back to school. =_=' He say he wanna study.. Ya.. We were at dont know where la.. I dont know the place.. Lol.. But we were in Mac.. Had a Macmuffin(I guess I spelled wrongly again) And coffee. Was like at MAc the whole day.. Lol.. Till the breakfast time ends and start the lunch time. Lol.. Ya.. Took a cab back to bedok cause Jeryl wanna see doctor. The mum told him to see the doctor around my house coz she know the doctor.. Should be cheaper or something.. Hehe.. Reach my house there then Jeryl was like shock then told us that he left his phone in the cab.. I thought he was kidding in the first place, but it end up to be real. =_=' What luck. We reach the clinic also closed.. Lunch time... We call silver cab service and told them everything. But we dont know the car plate number, the driver number and stuff.. =_=' So we keep calling Jeryl handphone just hope that someone will pick up. Finally, someone pick up. Is a lady. She say she will meet me in the night, somewhere near the 7-11. Hope is truth. But I think is truth de ba.. Hahaa.. Ok.. Ping came and everyone talk talk.. Ping went off around 2 plus then we went to the clinic.. 3 the clinic open. Took a cab.. Send si hua, then stella then accompany Jeryl home. He got tuition.. Now at his house typing blog lor.. Hai.. SIAN.. Got to go..

Pig=Happy=I will wait!!!

I am Happy!!!.. I finally found her.. I try my luck again by msging her use to be good friend. I just as whether she and Her are still good friend. Then she ask me I wanna patch with her ah.. Then I was like YA!! I was like so happy.. I am really very happy.. And she told me that "she" call her to msg "she". I WAS LIKE!! 0_0! FLying up and down! SO I msg her. And We started chating.. I ask her whether she got stead ma.. SHe say ya.. SO you know.. I was like so sort of suddenly sad ba.. She call me not to wait again. So I told her, I will just wait for you since I have been waiting for so long.. She Agree!! I ask for patching..(I am stupid from here onwards.) She was like I have stead le, how can I patch with you??.. Then I was like keep asking ok.. Can I wait for you.. She say ya.. Then I was happy.. I told her I will not wait for anyone else but only you.. She told me ok.. And told me to be prepare to wait long.. She say if she break with her stead, she and her stead have already made a promise.. They will wait for each other for one month and see whether any of them wanna patch ma.. SO she say will have to wait very very long.. I dont mind.. Coz I really love her.. I say is ok. I will wait till you accept me.. She say ok. I told here feel free to msg me or call me when she need me.. I will help her with all my might.. Anyway, our birthday is on the same day. Hahaa.. Ya..

I will wait for you..

And be there for you..

When you need me,

Feel free to call me.

I will help you with all my might.

Those who hurt you,

I will hurt them..

If you are sad,

I will make you happy.

If you are happy,

I will also be happy to see you happy..

I love you...

Pig=Moodless=What am I thinking..

I didnt went to school todae since I have two days Mc.. I dont know what am I feeling.. I just so weird.. I dont know whether I should wait for you or no.. I have been waiting for you for one year plus le.. Then I gave up after you have tell me that you have already change stead a lot of times le.. I of cause didnt wanna give up in the first places.. But Friends around told me that what is the point of waiting.. So.. I give up.. Trying to find someone much perfect.. But I cant find any.. I didnt know that I still have you in my heart all this while.. But I dont know what to say.. I shouldnt hurt you in the first places... I am really feeling very upset over this problem.. I know that you accept me not because of my look, but my heart.. I am so ugly, yet you can accept me.. I.. I really dont know what should I continue to say.. I really hope you can just give me one more chance.. I really hope you can.. I hope that you are reading this blog that I am typing for you.. I ask my Tarot card.. Firstly it gave me the Moon card.. I didnt get it.. I ask one more time.. It gave me a Strength card.. Strength card told me to ask If I dare.. Take a risk.. Possibility to resolve confusion if risks are taken.. This is what it told me.. I take a risk.. Ya right.. I mean I cant even contact you.. You dont even wanna talk to me.. When you saw me, you will just look away.. I dont have your number.. I email you, and you dont wish to reply.. I have send you one more email.. Just hope that you will reply.. I am... Waiting..

Ya.. I went to see the doctor le.. Reason.. Due to the haste.. Hai.. DOnt know true ma.. Or he just wanna earn money.. Hope what he say is true..

Pig=No school=Sick..

I wanted to go to school.. But my head just ache so much in the morning.. I just cant get up from my bed.. Was like lying at my bed for the whole day.. I manage to wake up around 12pm.. I was very giddy and I cant breath well.. Going to see a doctor later.. I want to go to school because I wanna know my result.. BUt.. Hai.. What a luck.. Was like so tired and bored at home.. Nothing to do.. Lend my Playstation 2 to Jeryl.. What is with me is only my computer.. ANd also.. I miss my D&T Lesson again.. I have miss too much lesson le.. Die le.. So afraid that I cant catch up with my work.. I think they have already start with a lot of stuff le but yet I am still in the beginning.. I should be able to go school tommorrow.. I dont wanna rot at home.. I am just feeling so weak and tired yet I cant sleep.. I have too much sleep le.. Haha... Hope everything is doing well in school.. I am so afraid that I cantpass my O level.. I wanna go to Poly.. Not ITE.. Hai.. I really have to study hard.. Play is ok.. But dont play too much.. It is time for me to wake up le.. Hai.. Go and find stuff to do le.. Got to go..