Pig=School=Sick..
I was sick.. I had a fever and I went to the doctor.. But when I wake up, the fever was gone.. But my Giddy Spell come back to me.. I dont know is Giddy or Ache.. Weird.. I ask the doctor, He didnt say anything. =_=' What a doctor. He dont know what is wrong with me.. He just gave me some Vitamins(Did I spell wrongly??) And some Giddy Medicine.. I took the Medicine.. It didnt work at all.. I just went to sleep around 10 plus.. Ya, And Of cause, I didnt went to school.. One day Mc.. My head just hurt so much.. As if someone was using Needle to poke against my Brain.. I was in the bed.. But I cant fall asleep.. Was like rolling in my bed for around 30 mins.. Was so tired..
My mum wake me up around 5.45a.m.. I was too tired.. I slept for at least 5 hours but it just look like I slept for only 1 hour.. What a world.. In the end, I woke up around 6 15.. Took my bath and make prepare myself.. I was still having my ache.. Nevermind.. I was suppose to go to Speech Day rehersal, but I didnt go.. No one is going, WHy Should I go.. ANd Also, I didnt say I wanna go in the first place. Is my bowling teacher who put me in WITHOUT MY AGREEMENT.. He claim that I am the Chairman. BUt Please, For God sake, No one treat me or Respect me as the chairman.. I dont wish to be the chairman anyway.. Never mind.. I went out with Stella, Xiao Ping,Xu ren, Jeryl and Hui li.. Something happened. NOt to tell.. =P Hahaa... Never mind na.. Should be ok by tommorrow.. Xu Went off half way.. We went out to buy present for "SOmeone".. =) Me, Ping and HUi li share a cab home.. Stella and Jeryl la.. Of cause.. Haha.. Send ping home first, then Hui li, then me.. When we went out of Tm, It was already raining.. Half way down the road, the rain was getting heavier and heavier.. Hahaa... Never mind.. I just reach home.. Going to bath and Sleep.. Headache.. Didnt blog for quite a time.. Ok.. Got to go..

Pig=Out=WhiteSand..

Woke up around 12 plus, I think.. Only went out in the late evening.. Went white sand with Jeryl.. Suppose to buy my bag, but guess I will buy it next week.. We went to the Arcade.. PLay Dj.. Hahaa.. FUn. Had a very fun day I can say. Found this book.. "The Little Book on Lessons Of Life".. Weird book.. I will be saying something about the book.. Got to go...

1. A fool can tell a truth, but it requires a man of sense to know how to tell a lie.
2. A friend In Need is a friend Indeed.

Pig=Tired=Em...

Woke up around 11 todae.. Going out later, just that I dont know where is the place that I will be going.. =) Everyone had came back from the Sec 3 camp yesterday.. I didnt call anyone of them.. Just Msg Jeryl.. I guess everyone must be very tired after the camp.. So I didnt call anyone to go out with me.. Never mind.. I was at home playing my Game, Using my Com, Singing my Song.. HAhaa... HAd dinner outside with mum.. We went different ways Because I am going to wei jie house after dinner.. Even though I went to his house, Was expect to at least do something, but in the end, I end up lying on his bed, watching Tv. And the worse part of it, is that I was alone all this while.. We were at different rooms.. Kenny, Pui Kia and Wei jie were in the SOmehow call "Game Room". I was in his bedroom. I treat it as if that is my house. I mean I have know him for so long, and the parents treat me as their own son too.. So I can do anything I want at his house.. HAhaa.. Ya.. After finish watching the 10pm News.. I went over to thier room.. Use the computer for awhile, then after that we went off. I reach home around 12 plus.. The house was very quiet.. Mum, Dad and Er jie were sleeping.. Da jie was not at home.. She was staying over at one of her friend's home.. Ya.. So I wash up, Use the computer and start playing my Play station.. Luckily, I have a Play Station, if not, I guess that my life will be so boring.. Went to sleep around 3 plus.. Ok.. Till here... Got to go..

Pig=Ultramanlah.com=Silents...

Hm.. I just feel so Peaceful out of a sudden.. NOt that I feel very quiet without You guys around, just that I dont know what should I do when no one is around.. Hahaa... Never mind.. I bought Ki ki to removed his.. Em.. I dont know how to say that. Refer to my Er jie blog if she got say anything Ya? Haha.. Coz I dont know how to spell. Although I cant go to the camp, Just wanna wish them have fun. It is ok I never go, This is fate what.. Hahaa.. I cant do anything about it.. And also they should be in the camp by now. =) All the best, GUys!! I am watching my Tv, Listen to my Jj New album. Ya. Quite a nice album. Hm. Went out with Dad and Mum for lunch just now. Reach home around 1 plus 2?? Ya. Watch my Show and Mum is just plain Tired.. She felt asleep while reading her Book.. Haha.. Just so quiet. Ya.. Oh.. I just join a Singaporean Ultraman's Fan club. It is very good. I love it alot. The webby is www.ultramanlah.com .. Check it out. Hehee.. Ok.. I am away to my tv again. Got to go!!

Pig= Tired= Em..

Yoz.. Have not been typing my blog for quite a number of days le.. Todae I didnt went to school.. Was not feeling very well.. Meet up Jeryl Somewhere near my block.. He see doctor.. Went to Bedok Inter meet Ping, Xu and Stella.. Went to Tampines mall after that.. They buy their Camp stuff.. After that, went of with Ping and Xu.. Send Ping to Terna Merah Then back to PAsir ris.. I think I spell wrongly.. Never mind.. Took bus service 17 home.. Aiya.. Got stuff happened but never mind.. DOnt type ba.. I didnt went Home.. I went to Interchange.. Wanted to buy Something but I cant find.. Never mind.. I go Tampines find next time.. Maybe tommorrow or what ba.. Have my dinner and walk around for awhile then went off home.. What the fuck.. My phone.. Hai.. Crazy le.. People cant receive my Sms.. What the Hell... Holy Christ... Hope it will be ok soon.. Everyone is going to the the camp tommorrow.. I guess I just have to stay at home.. Thanks to the GOD Above.. I cant go.. THanks for giving me Such a Sickness Like ASTHMA.. THANK YOU... =_='' I am just down on my luck.. Forget it.. Got to go..

Pig=Home=Hair cut..

Never go school Today.. Em.. I mean Yesterday.. I have been waiting to blog for at least more than 2 hours.. Thanks to blogger.. Dont even know what happened.. Never mind.. I bought my Inhaler and also get another day mc for the Stupid Sport's Day.. Dont know should I go or no.. Anway.. No school tommorrow again.. =P I guess I wont be taking so many mc le ba.. Er jie know why right?.. Hehee... Wanna Skip school also a problem.. Haha.. Guess I just have to go to school.. I am still thinking whether should I go for tommorrow.. Support my friends who are running??.. I also ask for help from the doctor for my Face.. I think is getting worse.. Hope what the doctor gave me will works.. He say is ok.. Coz I am growing.. But I guess I have stop growing for a period of time??.. HAhaa.. Maybe La.. WHo knows?? I have not been growing tall since last year.. Only by a few cm.. Just a few.. 1 or 2 cm.. Never mind.. I will try my best to grow tall also?? I hope.. Went for haircut with Jeryl.. What can I say??.. The hair.. Looks weird.. I dont really know how to style my own hair, only people who are close know that.. My hair always looks weird.. Look weird in a sense that maybe it is not Spike enough or My sides are too flat.. Ya... Just so flat that my hair looks so FAke.. Hahaa.. I just have to learn.. Because I have been having weird hair style for At least 1 year.. Now then I found out that Although I dont find my hair looking weird, Others Find it Real weird.. HAhaa.. Never mind.. After our haircut, we went for our dinner.. I ordered CHickn chop, Jeryl ordered Em.. I dont know how to spell that.. HAhaa.. Never mind.. While we were eating, there is this damn weird cat that kept Staring at us.. We were like trying to "SHo" It away.. But just dont know how to.. Jeryl ask me.. Whether he can kick the cat.. =_=' What a friend.. Cruel to animals.. HAhaa.. Na.. I say NO of cause.. We just quickly finish eating then went off.. When I reach home.. I was very tired.. Bath and to my bed.. I was very tired this few days.. Guess that I have not been having enough sleep.. I woke up around 12.. What a time.. 12.. Never mind.. Watch some Vcd.. And Something weird happen.. I think around 1 plus.. I hear the door been knocked by someone.. But yet there is no one.. And everyone is at home.. Even my dad.. Never mind.. Hope that my mind is making fun of me.. Was like trying to get into blogger to type my blog but I just can sign in... Weird right??.. Nevermind.. I am going to my bed again.. *Yawn* Tired.. Ya.. Ok.. Got to go..

Pig=School=Sec 3 camp..

Todae sian.. What a life I have.. Was late for school.. Wait for Stella and Jeryl.. Luckily no need go detention class.. I just pick up litter then they all ran 2 rounds.. =) P.e time, I told my form teacher that I can go to the sec 3 camp.. He didnt allowed.. I was very angry.. Real angry.. Till I talk to him nicely again.. He told me that there is really nothing for him to do.. He wish to let me go if he could of cause.. But he couldnt.. Sigh.. Never mind.. I dont blame him as what he say, If he can let me go, he of cause will allowed me to go what.. But he cant.. Thanks to my asthma and Low platelet.. Then he was like saying Life people go, Dead Body back.. =_='' What the hell.. Cursing me ah.. Hahaa... Na.. Is ok.. He is just worry.. Wont be going to school when they go camp ba.. I will be alone if I go school lor.. I might as well, Sleep longer, PLay games, Use computer.. Isnt it better?? HAhaa... I told Martin Chan, My Dm... Saying that I cant go, Then he was like saying Even my form teacher let me go, he also wont let me go.. =_=' I ask him for help.. Yet he tell me the same thing. Never mind. They are just been concern.. After Our Assembly, they start talking about the camp stuff.. I just listen but went off after awhile.. To toilet la.. HAhaa.. And that Fucking Yen Fu.. Say what Dont sad la.. Bloody idiot.. Hahaha... Never mind la.. Alot of them wanna help me to tell my teacher to let me go, but I was like na.. Never mind.. Thanks.. Coz I know, even they tell the teacher, They also wont let me go de.. SO lets just forget about it.. Went to tm with Esther, Stella, Jeryl, Ping and SI hua.. Shop around.. They bought stuff for the camp.. Just hope they will enjoy in the camp ba.. Reach home around 4 plus.. Use computer.. Type blog.. YA... Sigh.. Ok.. Got to go..

Pig=Tired=Silent Hill...

I have not been blogging for about two days.. I will just write what happened Yesterday.. Friday nothing really happened.. Yesterday met up Jeryl then we go Arcade... Thank Brother for keep trying to cheer me up and also thank you for your scolding.. You make me wake up from my stupidness... Is there such words as Stupidness?? Hahaa... Never mind.. Went to Kfc and meet Stella, Von and Hui li.. Sorry Von about what happened yesterday, I have send you a sms and told you about what had happened le.. DOnt be angry anymore ok?.. =) We went to Tampines 201 after that.. Then Jeryl and Stella went off.. Jeryl's Cousin birthday and Stella have to help her mum to work.. So me, Mei, Von, Hui li and thier friends work to Tampines Mall.. Saw Sly and Maia and there was so many people crowding around them.. The quickly went off after a short while.. Hui li was damn happy when she saw Sly.. =_=' Went to buy PapaRoti.. A very nice bread I can say.. Can try it out.. Really taste very good.. Then after that, Joel, Esther, E-Kiat, Gi and Jenifer came.. They went off after a short while.. Only Esther came back.. Then After a while, She too, Reach.. Went to 85 with Esther, Stella, Mei, Von, Hui li and Thier two friends.. Bought alot of food and Jun wei also came.. After we finish everything.. Thier two friends went off... Then Jenifer and Gi came.. Then after that Stella they all went off, left me, Jun wei, Esther, Jenifer and Gi.. Me and Esther went off after awhile.. She Dont dare to take cab alone Because she just finish watching the Show "The Eye 10".. So I accompany her home, then I went home again.. Although I just live some where near 85, but I still accompany her home.. Hahaaa... Never mind.. I am a guy what.. Actually, I dont wish to go with her when only she keep calling me to accompany her home.. So?... Hahaa... Reach home around 12??.. PLay Silent hill.. Till 1 plus.. Then Off to my bed..

Todae Ki ki is going to thE VEt.. We are going to removed His "BALLS".. HAhaaa... I dont know what is the process been name.. Never mind.. Hope you guys get the idea..Er jie woke up late.. Me too.. Suppose to wake up at 9pm.. But I woke up at 9.30 and Quickly wake er jie up.. She went off after a quick preparation.. Hahaha.. Never mind.. I am alone at home now.. Going off soon.. I cant stay at home and rot.. I will die.. Hahaha.. Ok.. Got to go...

Pig=Angry= Fuck up..
I dont wish to mention names.. I am feeling damn angry.. I just dont know what to say la.. You can go ahead and enjoy yourself. I am going out with my other friend anyway. Just Go and enjoy yourself. DONT CALL ME TO ACCOMPANY YOU ANYMORE NEXT TIME.. I PROMISE I WONT... TRUST ME.. You thikn that I am Joking. When I call you, you can still laugh. Ya. Thinking that I am not angry right. HAHAA.. You should know my temper. I have a very BAD Tempered, yet you wanna treat me like a fool. NEVERMIND.. I DONT WIsh to Bother SO MUch.. Got to go...

Pig=Sad=Moodless...

I really dont know what to do.. It seems that alot of bad stuff have happened... Alot.. And I mean it is really alot.. I am moodless.. My friends around me can try to make me happy, I understand what you guys wish to tell me.. NOt to think so much.. By not thinking too much, doesnt means that I can hide from it.. I am trying to face the problem.. Just that.. I am not strong enough.. Tears roll down my cheek now.. I just hope that everything can turn out well again.. A happy life again.. I dont wish to lose anything or anyone around me.. Jeryl call me to pray.. I dont believe in God.. I.. I just really have to face it.. I am.. Depressed.. Even now.. I have been depress for quite a time, but I just dont wish to say out.. Dont wish to tell anyone.. I only trust some of you.. You guys should know who you are.. I trust you because I tell you all how I feel and what had happened... I only tell you guys.. Thanks for the comforting and words you guys say.. Really thank you guys very much.. But I guess.. Nothing can solve it.. Let it be.. I will be ok soon... I hope...

Forgot to post one photo that I wanna post since long le.. Just that my email cant received it.. Now can le.. Take a look.. I like this photo very much..

Jeryl, Me, Mei and Von Try to take photo using my e600.. Hahaa..

Pig=Ultraman Vcd=School..
Sunday go Jeryl house do work.. Then after that go Tampines mall buy Ultraman Vcd.. Thank you ah, Esther.. Hehee... Ya.. Then after that we go eat Sushi... Hahaa.. Went back to his house.. Watch Vcd.. Then go home le..
Todae woke up around 6.15.. Then quickly bath and stuff.. Then took bus to Interchange le.. Then Meet ZHong ting and Jing Yuan at mac.. Find it very weird when Xu was not there.. He is always before me de.. But this time, he was late.. Overslept la.. Luckily not late for school.. Reach school.. And stuff.. After school, Me, Stella, Yan fu and Jeryl go Sumo house eat.. Yan FU went off half way.. Then left three of us.. Took cab with Xiao ping, Stella, Jeryl and me.. Everyone went home.. I go Jeryl house watch vcd and after that I accompany him go tuition.. Then went home.. Reach home around 7 plus.. I no mood le la.. Got to go..

Pig=Esther Charlet=Happiness..
Was at Esther charlet from Tuesday to Friday.. Phew.. Ya.. It was a very fun charlet.. Good stuff happen and Bad stuff.. I was there all day long.. Didnt went home.. Tuesday there was alot of people.. Everyone was enjoying themself.. Went home with Jeryl.. He bath and ask whether he can go esther charlet ton.. The mother Agree.. Ya.. Lol.. We sleep around 4 plus.. But I still cant sleep.. Weird.. In the end, still sleep... Hahaa.. I sleep without Blanket and Pillow.. Damn cold.. Nevermind.. I also sleep quite well.. Hahaa.. I was the last guy who woke up.. After that, I shower.. Went to the living room.. SOme play PLaystation 2, some play majong, some just watch them play majong and P.s.. I forgot what I do le.. LOl.. Never mind.. I forgot what happen in the Second night le.. I only remember some part.. Me, Von, E-kiat, Jeryl and Jun wei play majong.. MOney.. I share with Von.. We lost 80 cents.. Lol... NOt enough bed.. So I didnt sleep till 9am in the morning.. Was playing my PLaystation alone.. But my body cannot stand it.. Just felt asleep half way.. Mei, Von and me sleep on the Chair.. Jeryl and Stella sleep Sofa.. The Rest sleep in the room.. I think 9.20, I off the P.s and started sleeping.. I cant believe I sleep on a chair.. Only a chair.. Nevermind.. Everyone woke me up around 1 plus I think.. Call me to sleep in the room.. I went to the room and have my sleep.... I also forgot what time I wake up le.. Hahaha.. Just fun la.. Jeryl and Stella went home.. Cant stay.. I only remember that I went to Jeryl house in the night.. We was like chatting all the way and watching Vcd.. He slept half way while I talk to him.. =_=' IS ok.. I didnt wake him up, I watch vcd.. Out of a sudden, He just wake up and switch off the dvd player.. =___='' NO Choice.. I can only sleep.. Hahaaa... Woke up around 8 plus.. He still sleeping.. Went off around 9.15.. Call him not to send me out le.. Sleep like what lor.. Hahaa.. Took a cab back to Esther charlet.. ALot of people were sleeping.. I help to packed up.. PAcked my P.s.. Help to pack the room and stuff.. Only then, We wake them up.. Check out around 10.45.. Went for Breakfast then took cab back with Von, Mei and Hui li.. Damn tired.. Reach home then sleep le.. Sleep till 4 plus.. Wake up play my PLaystation.. PLay the whole day.. Went for dinner with Da jie.. Came back and Play game again.. HAHAa... PLay till 3 plus.. Then go bath.. Then sleep le..
Todae wake up around 11 plus.. Type blog lor.. DOnt know going where later.. See how ba.. Got to go.. ZZzzz...

Pig=Out=BUgis..
Took a cab and pick Jeryl up.. Went to Tampines Mall to meet Von and Mei.. We eat at the food court.. Ya.. Then food is nice.. We had alot of fun chatting.. Ya.. After that we went to White sand.. Help Von find shoe then we play Arcade.. After that went to Bugis.. FInd Von Shoes.. Then after that Stella meet us up.. We took Neo print again.. Lol.. Ya.. We had alot of fun. After that went to BUgis street.. Saw my Primary school friend.. Ya.. I didnt saw him in the first place, he was waving at me.. Then I notice him.. Ya.. Von finally found her shoe then Ah mei bought a bag.. Phew.. Tired.. Dont know Jeryl la.. Maybe later go his house ton or what.. Or tommorrow morning then go his house. =) See how ba.. Tommorrow Esther charlet le.. Ya.. I think I am going. Have fun ba.. I hope.. The photo that we took is on the upper side of the page.. I lazy ah.. Hahaa.. Ok.. Going to bath.. Got to go.

Pig=Moodless..=Shut up...
Meet up Von, Hui li and Mei for dinner.. HUi lian was there also.. NOisy sia.. Hahaaa... We eat steamboat.. After awhile Jeryl and Stella came.. Ya.. Then had a small Quarrel la.. Then something happened.. Hahaa.. I dont wanna say la.. Very pai seh de.. Only those who were there they know what happened.. Nevermind.. I was like a Zombie after that.. I didnt talk.. I was like mute.. Sigh.. After that Hui li and Hui lian went off le.. Then 5 of us walk to somewhere near stella house. Then talk talk.. Took a cab home.. Reach home around 1 plus..
Later going out.. Orchard.. See how ba.. Ok.. I just woke up.. Tommorrow Esther charlet le.. Dont know whether should go ma.. Alot of stuff is troubling me.. Na.. Never mind.. Let bygone bygone. Eh.. Did I spell wrongly??! Hahaa... Ok.. Got to go le..

Pig=Bugis=Glasses..

Was out with Ah mei, Hui li, Stella, Jun wei and Esther. Jeryl went for his Ncc Camp. Yup.. Meet them around 5 plus.. They went Tm For Sushi.. Ya.. Went there and meet them.. I dont know the name of the place la.. After that we went Bugis.. Shopping.. Hm.. Bought myself a glasses.. Ya.. Phew.. Tired.. Jeryl lost his phone in the camp.. What a camp.. Never mind.. Stella and Hui li went for Medicure.. Em Did I spell wrongly?? WHatever.. Stella's nail is nice, but Hui li.. Em.. Not bad la.. Hahaa.... Went to take Neo print. Didnt take much.. I think only one or two ba.. Then went to somewhere near stella house to have Supper.. Hahaa.. Ya.. Todae is a Shiok day I can say.. How I wish my life will be so happy and fun everyday.. BUt I guess... Never mind.. Bathing and SLeep.. Tired.. Got to go..

Pig=Tired=Bowling..
Didnt went to school todae.. Sian la.. Last day still go for what the hell??... Went for bowling.. With the same lane with Esther.. HUrt my thumb.. Fuck.. It hurts ok?... Not alot of people was there.. I dont care though.. Although I am the chairman, I dont wanna care so much le.. Went to wei jie house after that.. Hai.. JUst so Sian.. Dont know la.. I am Very fan la.. I need to talk to someone.. Hm.. My Good brother?.. He in camp.. Hai.. Must wait.. So many problems sia.. Hai.. Went off from wei jie house around 12.49am... Walk home with Kenny.. Reach home around 1am... Tired.. I am going to sleep... Got to go..

Pig=School=Pasir ris.

Went to school todae. Fun of cause! Hahaa. HAve so much fun. After school, eat with Stella and Si hua. While waiting for Jeryl. Went to Library.. Air-con.. Somemore can sit what. WHy not? It is free! LOl.. Then Jeryl call. We meet him in the interchange. Xu was with him. Ya.. Took bus service 17 to dont know where.. I was awoke half way.. Stella and si hua alight le. Yet I dont know. Haha.. Nevermind. Stella need to work ma. So.. Ya.. Then I look at Jeryl.. Ya.. Not in good mood. Out of a sudden! Ya. Didnt dare to ask him.. Then we alight somewhere near Jeryl hosue de bus stop. Then Xu xu took other bus home. Ya.. Start talking to him. So something did happen. Nah.. Not going to say la.. Brother secret. Lol.. Anyway.. While we were talking half way, I suddenly notice that his left ahdn start to have rashes. He call his mum. Then we go to poly clinic. PHew. We lucky sia. We are the last one. Clinic closed at 4.30. We reach 4.28.. Lol.. Doctor say is cause my his flu ba.. BUt dont know leh. Then we go Eat. WHO PAY DE?? LOl... No na. I dont mind anyway.. We go somewhere near eat. Got air-con de food court. Then we saw this LOyang sec boys. 3 upper sec de.. Trying to "eat" One Wearing Shirt number 3 de Soccer boy I think. Some more is from their own school. Then the whole soccer boys came. LOl.. I was like laughing lor.. Eat people who are smaller than you la.. This is the punishment you get.. Hahaha.. Kenna fight behind the food court. Run away straight after the fight.. LOl.. I very evil ya? But serve them right la.. Took bus home with jeryl.. Then he accompany me to wait for BUs.. Then I go home le.. Reach home around 6.45... Use computer.. Lol.. Going bath Ki ki then I bath le.. Got to go.

Scanner can work le.. Just put in two photos... Take a look...
Me and Jeryl..

Me, Ah mei, Stella and Jeryl.

Pig=At home=Boring!!
What a life!!! Prefer to go to school then rot at home! I am so Bore... Very bore.. Not even a single call or sms.. Msn nobody is talking to me.. Friendster nothing to do.. Blog?.. Ya.. Blog is the only stuff to do. Hahaa.. I was like watching Vcd the whole day. Outsiders 2. Ya. Watch till only disc 6. Went to sleep after watching disc 6.. Just woke up from my sleep.. Hm.. What should I do?.. Sian... Got to go.

PIg=I hate you..=Hurt my heart deeply..

I do not know what am I suppose to say.. You really hurt so.. I dont wanna mention anymore.. You leave me another scar in my heart.. Hai.. I guess Game over..

Pig=Doctor=Missing you..
I didnt went to school todae.. I guess it is time for me to go to my doctor.. He told me I had a Swollen Throat.. Lol.. Didnt know that it is so bad.. Ya.. Had another two days Mc.. I am bore.. Nothing to do at home. BORING LIFE!!!! Photo... Got to go..
Loving couple hor. Add cute somemore. Hahaa...

Me and Jeryl. Taken at his house! Brothers! A bit dark hor..

Pig=SIck=Sian..

I am having a very bad sore throat... Hai.. Fuck.. BUt I still went to school todae.. Got talk la.. Can still talk.. Just that my throat hurts.. Get scolding from my Form teacher.. I dont care much.. Hoilday is coming. Just feel that sometime he is such a idiot.. After school eat Sumo with Jenifer, Esther, Stella, Jason, Xu, Jeryl and Si hua... Was so no mood.. I was just worry for her na.. Hahaa... When will she accept me?.. She looks like she is very happy now with her boyfriend.. Nevermind.. I am not a selfish guy.. I wont break them up just because I love her.. Na... Wake up.. Went to Jeryl house after that.. Accompany him home then go tuition with him.. Just behind my house.. I was bore.. SO I went off with him. Had dinner.. Reach home and was like so tired. Didnt have much stuff to do.. Nevermind.. I have just finish bathing.. I CANT SCAN PHOTO... FUCK.. NEvermind.. I will figure it out soon.. Got to go..

Pig=Tampines=Hair cut..
Went out with Ah mei, Jeryl and stella. Von la. Dont wanna go out with us. Never mind. Went to tampines mall in the first place, then century square, then bugis. Wanted to watch movie but nothing to watch. Sian. Went BUgis eat Ajisen again. HAd a wonderful dinner. Lol.. Went to take Neo print. Will post the photo soon ba. Went back to Tampines. Then go Jeryl house there talk talk. Everyone went home. Took cab with Ah mei and Stella. Reach home around 12.15am?? Was too tired. Wash my face and my bed... ZZzzz...
Todae meet up Jeryl and went for my hair cut. Ya. Em. What should I say? New hairstyle. New look? Ya. But very afraid that I dont know how to Make my hair.. Lol.. Now at his house typing blog lor. He playing FIfa. LOl.. Losing. Not winning. Hahaa.. I never msg her for two days le.. Dont know I should msg her or no.. Hm.. See how ba.. Got to go....

I miss you everyday..

Although I cant be by your side,

I hope that you are fine..

I feel guilty I cant be with you,

Because I have hurt you deep in your heart..

I really hope you can understand,

That I really love you much..

Pig=I miss you..=Tired..

I am tired.. Body is aching.. Life is always the same.. Haha.. Ya.. No different. No na.. Maybe should make my life more fun ba.. Went for our upper sec Heats.. Before that was at Burger King eating with Ping, Stella, Jeryl and Si hua.. Ya.. I msg her of cause.. But.. I dont know how to say.. Maybe she feel that I am so fan ba.. Her boyfriend know about me le.. Hai.. Thought he didnt know or something.. Msg her saying something like I miss you ma.. Then she msg back, saying that "miss me?? Not scare my stead scold you ah.." Then I was like.. Dont know la.. Just feel.. Feeling so weird.. After a few more msg I msg her something like this"I think I dont fan you le ba, you have fun with your stead".. I find myself so stupid msging her something like this.. Dont know how will she feel.. Hai.. Nevermind.. Rush home and change to my P.E Shirt and off I went to the stadium. Boring.. Stella Power ah.. Haha.. She ran I think 3 events?.. Everyone was tired.. I run 4x100m.. Sian.. We lost.. Very badly.. Feeling so tired, eveyone went home.. Reach home 6 plus??.. Bath and my bed.. Ya.. I slept very early.. 7 plus?.. Hahaha..

Todae I didnt went to school.. I have Lousy Body.. Hai.. Cant even run fore just one event.. And I can get so tired.. Nevermind.. What to do? Heheee. Er jie and Ah ma Quarrel. WA!! Er jie POWER!! She won the match!! =p MEet Stella, Jeryl, Xu and Si hua.. When I reach, Xu went off le. He went back to school. =_=' He say he wanna study.. Ya.. We were at dont know where la.. I dont know the place.. Lol.. But we were in Mac.. Had a Macmuffin(I guess I spelled wrongly again) And coffee. Was like at MAc the whole day.. Lol.. Till the breakfast time ends and start the lunch time. Lol.. Ya.. Took a cab back to bedok cause Jeryl wanna see doctor. The mum told him to see the doctor around my house coz she know the doctor.. Should be cheaper or something.. Hehe.. Reach my house there then Jeryl was like shock then told us that he left his phone in the cab.. I thought he was kidding in the first place, but it end up to be real. =_=' What luck. We reach the clinic also closed.. Lunch time... We call silver cab service and told them everything. But we dont know the car plate number, the driver number and stuff.. =_=' So we keep calling Jeryl handphone just hope that someone will pick up. Finally, someone pick up. Is a lady. She say she will meet me in the night, somewhere near the 7-11. Hope is truth. But I think is truth de ba.. Hahaa.. Ok.. Ping came and everyone talk talk.. Ping went off around 2 plus then we went to the clinic.. 3 the clinic open. Took a cab.. Send si hua, then stella then accompany Jeryl home. He got tuition.. Now at his house typing blog lor.. Hai.. SIAN.. Got to go..

Pig=Happy=I will wait!!!

I am Happy!!!.. I finally found her.. I try my luck again by msging her use to be good friend. I just as whether she and Her are still good friend. Then she ask me I wanna patch with her ah.. Then I was like YA!! I was like so happy.. I am really very happy.. And she told me that "she" call her to msg "she". I WAS LIKE!! 0_0! FLying up and down! SO I msg her. And We started chating.. I ask her whether she got stead ma.. SHe say ya.. SO you know.. I was like so sort of suddenly sad ba.. She call me not to wait again. So I told her, I will just wait for you since I have been waiting for so long.. She Agree!! I ask for patching..(I am stupid from here onwards.) She was like I have stead le, how can I patch with you??.. Then I was like keep asking ok.. Can I wait for you.. She say ya.. Then I was happy.. I told her I will not wait for anyone else but only you.. She told me ok.. And told me to be prepare to wait long.. She say if she break with her stead, she and her stead have already made a promise.. They will wait for each other for one month and see whether any of them wanna patch ma.. SO she say will have to wait very very long.. I dont mind.. Coz I really love her.. I say is ok. I will wait till you accept me.. She say ok. I told here feel free to msg me or call me when she need me.. I will help her with all my might.. Anyway, our birthday is on the same day. Hahaa.. Ya..

I will wait for you..

And be there for you..

When you need me,

Feel free to call me.

I will help you with all my might.

Those who hurt you,

I will hurt them..

If you are sad,

I will make you happy.

If you are happy,

I will also be happy to see you happy..

I love you...

Pig=Moodless=What am I thinking..

I didnt went to school todae since I have two days Mc.. I dont know what am I feeling.. I just so weird.. I dont know whether I should wait for you or no.. I have been waiting for you for one year plus le.. Then I gave up after you have tell me that you have already change stead a lot of times le.. I of cause didnt wanna give up in the first places.. But Friends around told me that what is the point of waiting.. So.. I give up.. Trying to find someone much perfect.. But I cant find any.. I didnt know that I still have you in my heart all this while.. But I dont know what to say.. I shouldnt hurt you in the first places... I am really feeling very upset over this problem.. I know that you accept me not because of my look, but my heart.. I am so ugly, yet you can accept me.. I.. I really dont know what should I continue to say.. I really hope you can just give me one more chance.. I really hope you can.. I hope that you are reading this blog that I am typing for you.. I ask my Tarot card.. Firstly it gave me the Moon card.. I didnt get it.. I ask one more time.. It gave me a Strength card.. Strength card told me to ask If I dare.. Take a risk.. Possibility to resolve confusion if risks are taken.. This is what it told me.. I take a risk.. Ya right.. I mean I cant even contact you.. You dont even wanna talk to me.. When you saw me, you will just look away.. I dont have your number.. I email you, and you dont wish to reply.. I have send you one more email.. Just hope that you will reply.. I am... Waiting..

Ya.. I went to see the doctor le.. Reason.. Due to the haste.. Hai.. DOnt know true ma.. Or he just wanna earn money.. Hope what he say is true..

Pig=No school=Sick..

I wanted to go to school.. But my head just ache so much in the morning.. I just cant get up from my bed.. Was like lying at my bed for the whole day.. I manage to wake up around 12pm.. I was very giddy and I cant breath well.. Going to see a doctor later.. I want to go to school because I wanna know my result.. BUt.. Hai.. What a luck.. Was like so tired and bored at home.. Nothing to do.. Lend my Playstation 2 to Jeryl.. What is with me is only my computer.. ANd also.. I miss my D&T Lesson again.. I have miss too much lesson le.. Die le.. So afraid that I cant catch up with my work.. I think they have already start with a lot of stuff le but yet I am still in the beginning.. I should be able to go school tommorrow.. I dont wanna rot at home.. I am just feeling so weak and tired yet I cant sleep.. I have too much sleep le.. Haha... Hope everything is doing well in school.. I am so afraid that I cantpass my O level.. I wanna go to Poly.. Not ITE.. Hai.. I really have to study hard.. Play is ok.. But dont play too much.. It is time for me to wake up le.. Hai.. Go and find stuff to do le.. Got to go..

Pig=School=Result..

Ya, I got back my results. But not all.. Lol.. I pass my English and Maths.. Failed my Chemistry, Social Studies and Geography. Hahaa.. So smart of me. Nevermind. Will see tommorrow ba.. I not feeling well.. My stomach aches.. Often.. My leg and arm too.. I cant breath often.. Nevermind, I will see how.. Went out with Jeryl, Stella and Si hua.. Went to Jeryl house. They went to one room and we another. I am like sleeping. I was just too bore and tired. So I slept and they woke me up after one hour!!! Hahaa.. Then I started shouting. You should know me, When I am tired, I started shouting at people. Was much better after a few minutes. Si hua went home, we go Kfc. Stella working todae. We went Kfc for our dinner. I am hungry. I didnt eat for the whole day. I just dont feel like eating. I didnt eat alot.. I was very full.. Too full.. Feel like Vomiting.. Ya.. Went home with Jeryl. He go to his chinese tuition I went home. We were suppose to meet each other after his tuiton. But he msg me, say dont meet le.. Too tired.. I also tired.. Haha.. Nevermind.. Will Display a photo at the last part. Couple of the month. Lol.. Ya.. I am going to bath le. Got to go.

Couple Of the MONTH!!!! Stella and Jeryl!!(Em this pic was taken I think 5 months back?? Lol)

Pig=White Sand= Dj..
Just finish bathing and cooking my Noodles.. Woke up around 10.50 in the morning.. Msg Jeryl.. Then see where is he and stuff.. Went out off my house around 12.10. Took a cab to Jeryl's house to fetch him then we go White sand Play arcade.. Lol.. We like keep playing and yet there is no improvment.. Haha.. Ya.. We spend our whole day in the arcade. It is cheap. That is why. Haha.. Went for lunch around 3.20?? Saw Eve, Her Stead(LOl.. I forgot how to spell his name!!),Guo Xiong and Bh Sister.. Ya.. They went to Bh house ton. After that we went back to our arcade again.. Haha.. PLay alot of thing na.. The para I almost all first le. Hhaaa... Then after that Xu xu came. He ccame around 6 plus? Ya.. Very late. We went off around 7 plus coz Xu going somewhere with the Family I think then Jeryl is because of the Family members also.. Ya. So I was like some sort of Sian sian de.. Cause didnt expect to go home so early. Ya, I dont blame Jeryl and Xu also. Coz you know. Just a call and he have to go back. Xu took others bus home. Me and Jeryl took 17. He went off half way And I slept in the bus.. Lol.. Reach home. No one at home.. Hai.. Expected.. I am just Plain bore.. Boring life.. Na... SHould I say, onyl for todae.. Lol.. OK na.. Eat my noodles.. Got to go.

Pig=Tampines=Ajisen(Did I spell wrongly??)
Ya, just remember that I am suppose to write my blog before I sleep. Lol.. The time now is 2.41am. Hm.. SO late le and yet I am still sitting in front of my computer. Lol.. Went out with AH mei, Stella, Jeryl and Esther.. Ya.. And Guess what. Our Shirt's colour are in pair. Stella and Jeryl wear black, Me and Ah mei wear white and Esther, Jun wei wear Pink.. Lol.. Ya. Jun wei join us after that. Went for dinner at Ajisen??.. I guess I spell wrongly ba, the words look so weird. But I think you all know where did I go for dinner hor.. Lol.. Ya.. After that we went White sand, GAme station. Ya. Para rocks.. Lol.. Everyone enjoy playing arcade I guess? Everyone LOoks happy. Hahaa.. Ya. We went off at 10pm. Arcade close.. =_=' So early close.. Nevermind. We went back to Tampines to look for Von. She was only with us for awhile. Ya.. We to the Pasa Malam. Nothing much. I cant find the Glasses that I want. You knwo those Punk people wear de type? I feel that I look not bad wearing that. Ya. Nerd.. Lol.. This is what I want. Lol.. Nevermind. Then we went to mac sit sit, talk talk.. Then after that, we came out and talk. Saw Eddie at mac. Ya.. Then Esther went off around 11.30. Jun wei didnt followed. Lol.. Esther was like abit of angry I guess. Ya.. Then we walk walk.. And everyone went home around 12.15. Took cab with Jun wei, Send me home first since the route is much closer to my house.. =P Ya.. Damn tired.. Took a bath.. And have a chat on the phone.. Boring ya?.. Yet tired. Anyway.. I am DAMn tired now.. Wanna sleep liao.. Got to go..

Pig=Fuck up=Moodless..

I dont know what is the problem with me.. Have been quarreling with people.. I dont know la.. I am fuck up.. Just so fuck up.. I dont know what to say.. I dont know the problem lies with me or what.. I think it is because of me ba.. You think this is what I want?.. I hate myself too sometimes.. Hate myself for being ugly, hate my temper, my attitude and alots more.. WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME... I AM GOing Crazy.. I dont know.. I am feeling damn troubled.. Just cant talk to people around me.. Try to talk to them, but the way they talk back just make me feel so angry.. What is wrong.. How I wish I can change.. Change is what I want.. I dont wanna be like this.. Dont wanna get into trouble.. Be a care-free person.. Dont wish to bother about others people stuff.. Just care about myself.. Not been selfish.. Just to care about myself.. Will still care about people around me.. But it is hard to change.. Stay cheerful.. Have a happy life.. Hai.. I really dont know what to say.. Nevermind.. Let it be as the time goes by..

Woke up around 1 plus todae.. Suppose to meet Jeryl up, but he lazy to go out.. Meet him later.. Everyone is not at home.. But Ah ma is at home.. Maybe I am really a bad guy.. Calling my Ah ma names like bitch and stuff.. I dont know.. Just wanna treat her better because I know that she is old.. She might pass away anything.. This is fate. Everyone in this world will die one day.. But she just dont let me treat her better.. I dont know how to say.. Haii... Moodless.. Going out in a while times.. Got to go..

Pig=Out=Movie.
Didnt went to school todae cause I dont feel like going.. Lol.. Jeryl, Yean fu and Stella also never go school. Lol.. I didnt know.. I only know that Yean fu not going school. We already plan it well.. Hahaa.. Woke up very early todae. Around 9 plus 10?? Then Jeryl msg me. Call me go his house cause his house no people. Haha.. Bought my Play station 2 there too. Lend him play. Since we are brothers. Ya.. Stay at his house till 3 plus? Then stella came. Went into the room dont know do what. Haha.. I dont care much. I was playing my game you know? They are stead what. It is very common. Then uncle came back(Uncle= Jeryl's Father). I quickly knock their door, Jeryl open the door. I told them that uncle is back, they quickly like em.. How to say? I guess you people should know what I mean.. Hahaa.. Ya.. So I was like normal calling Uncle and stuff. Ya.. Then We went off to meet Jermaine.(I was wearing a 3/4 pants, I dont go out wearing like that!!) We went for movie at Tampines More.WHITe Noise.. Fucking Show.. Waste my money.. DOnt Watch it, people. The show just sucks.. Hahaa.. We went for dinner after that. Then after that, Jermaine went off with her friends. Oh, forgot to say, her friend also got go. But we dont know them. Hahhaa.. Then walk Stella home. Then me and Jeryl took a cab home. Ya. Just reach home. Tired sia.. Lol. And I am broke. Hahaa.. Tommorrow still going out.. Hahaa.. Nevermind.. Ok.. Going to bath and sleep le. Got to go!

Pig=Finish=Common Test!

Finally, Finish common test le.. Fuck sia.. Think wont pass de la. This is what my tarot card say. I think also cant pass de la. I didnt really study ma. Lol. Ya. Phew. Not going school tommorrow. Already say le hor. Hahaa.. Ya.. but bowling dont know should go ma.. Think going ba.. See how lor.. Hai.. Sian.. When to stella house there just now. We Accompany Jeryl send her home. Lol.. She going out with her Mummi. Me, Si hua and him went to 201 and eat lunch.. Then went to Jeryl house there and play pool. They play la. I never play.. Lol.. We chat and chat.. Till, 5 plus ba.. I think.. Took cab with Si hua. Reach home around 5 plus 6?? Ya.. Watch Tv then type blog lor. Ya. Nothing really happen ba.. Hahaa.. Ok. Got to go.

Pig=Moodless=Shit..

Have been so tired always after school.. Exam just Suck.. Maths was.. Hahaa.. Didnt know that I can do it.. Hope I can pass. Just pass will do.. I have not been passing my maths since I think?.. Sec 1?.. Ya.. My maths just sucks.. Ya.. HOpe I can pass ba.. Friday I not going school.. Tired.. Going to sleep for the whole day.. I am just so tired.. Both of my legs just hurts.. What is wrong.. Sucks.. Tommorrow is Physical and D&T.. Hai.. Confirm fail.. Will just study for Phyiscal awhile later after I finish bathing.. Went to MAc with Jeryl, Xu, Ping, Stella and Si hua.. Didnt eat anything but Ping and Jeryl bought something to eat.. Was like quite tired after school.. Xu went off after awhile.. He say he wanna study.. 0_0 Study?.. Ya, maybe he should.. Nevermind.. MAybe I show abit of attitude since I was so tired in the mac. When everyone is talking, I am sleeping.. Ya.. They took cab home, Four people ma. So I took a bus home.. How I wish I can fly home.. I didnt took cab Cause I also broke le.. Hahhaaa... SO What to do?.. Take bus lor. On the way, I saw this very cute gal.. Lol.. She was like listening to music and looking around.. She was sitting straight infront of me.. Hahaa... Ya she is cute, but she look older than me.. But I think that ya.. WHat can I do.. I am not good looking or what.. Hai.. reach home.. Use computer. Type blog.. Going to bath, then sleep.. DOnt know what time wake up.. But plan not to sleep if I going to sleep later.. So going to sleep till 1 plus 2 or 3.. Then Study Physical lor. Ya. Also watch Chucky ba.. Lol.. DVD.. Got to go..

Pig=Common Test= PArt 2..

Shit.. Social studies was hard.. And of cause Geography.. I was like sleeping already in less than 15 mintues time.. Lol.. Chinese. Hope I can do well. Just pass can le na.. This is what I always want. I dont expect too much de la.. Hahaa.. Just got my year book.. SUck.. My hair style sucks and my smile.. Holy Christ.. Lol.. I make sure this year my Hairstyle will be Better than next year. Everyone is talking about it!! Lol.. My smile. Should let it be more natural.. LOl.. Ok.. Bowling compeition is reaching soon le.. Em, Did I say that I am not taking part in the compeition??.. I didnt, I think. NEevrmind. I was not selected because of a senior that Dont like me. So I was not choosen. So?.. I mean what can I say?. Dont want then is ok.. YOu are leaving the school next year anyway. Who cares about what you feel about me? You dont like me, We can talk. If I am really not glad with your attitude, of cause, you think I will talk to you nicely?.. Eat your shit then... You are just jealous that I am the Chairman. You can be it if you want. Take it. I dont need it. You are just not happy that I am the chairman only when I am sec 3. You? Sec 4 Still nothing.. HAHA... Serve you right?.. DO too many bad stuffs and the HOLY CHRIST is punishing you. I wont forget about how you treated us the first year we joined bowling. FLIRTINg Girls all the way and HEllo, you are suppose to bring us to the place, Not Flirting Girls??.. Please la. Take a look at the mirror first ok?. Dont wanna say so much.. But I think I have already say alot le.. Lol..

Went for lunch with Jeryl, Stella and Si hua. Jeryl and Stella.. Lol.. They were sitting in the bus together, OF cause, Romance. And me, Xu, Si hua was sitting in different Sits. And not talking to each other. Guess was too tired. Ya. I am tired. I put on my earphone and started sleeping.. Xu never follow. Hm.. What is the problem with him huh?. Always Basketball. Shit man!.. Lol.. NO la.. Everyone have his or her own rights de ma.. Some more we still got common test tommorrow. And Guess what is it??.. MATHS.. ARGH... Die le na.. Hahaa.. Lets see how much I get. Think I look at the question, I will start to sleep le.. Hahaa.. Maybe can do one I also happy la.. Lol.. Ya.. He went home to also study. Cause tommorrow he got POA.. We only Maths. Not that Clever ya. We went for lunch at Tampines Food court. The one at the interchange. Saw three guys.. Look so so Familiar. They were looking at me and pointing at me when I walk by. Hm.. Who are they?.. Lol.. I also dont know. Forget le la.. I have a Super bad Memory! Hahaa.. Ya.. I dont know how to spell the food that I bought.. Very hard to say leh.. Lol.. Ya.. We took a cab home. Share cab. I mean everyone sitting in a cab and I am the one paying. Lol.. Nevermind. SInce I am the one that say I will pay, Pay ba. =) Reach home. Tired..

Just woke up not long. I was eating and doing some of the computer stuff. Ya.. Going to pack my bag soon le. Change bag also. Everyone say my Bag sucks?? Na, I dont mind. I mean it is good that Ping told me ba. It is just not suitable for me. Guess will take back my old bag ba. Thursday Physical and D&T.. Again. FAIL.. I dont know anything. Lol. Just let it be. Ok. I going to sleep le. Veyr very tired. Got to go!

Pig=Common Test=Die!
Hahaa.. Die le na.. Common Test start todae le.. English is ok but Chemistry Sucks. Tommorrow is Geography, Chinese and Social Studies.. Die le.. Chinese can pass, Maybe, but Geography and Social Studies just suckS??.. I have been missing classes le, how to catch up. No choice but cant do well but I promise to myself that I must do well after the common test!! Do well in my studies and Not Retain!~ Lol.. Really hope so. Ok. Didnt really happen anything ba.. But had dinner with Mr Jeryl Ng. Ya. Somewhere near my house coz he got tuition around the area. Ya, so. We had our dinner and had some chat. Ya. He went home after that, then I went home. Type blog and going to sleep soon. School tommorrow. Bleh. Going crazy liao. Nevermind. Ok. Got to go!

Pig=Happy=Problem solve!

Yup, Problem solve. Computer have been fix and I can use the computer le! Yeah. My er jie dont have any excuse not to let me use anymore! Bleh. Lol.. The computer was back on Saturday. Er jie called me in the night and ask me whether do I know that the computer have been fixed. I didnt know that. Because I thought that they will take about 2 to 3 weeks to fixed the computer, Of cause, this is what they told us. Yup, So was expecting it to come back maybe about one more week or so. But didnt know that it will be back so soon! Lol.. YA ya.. Can start typing my blog le. Have been waiting for my er jie to use the computer yesterday's night. She told me that she will use it very fast. In the end, I went to sleep. Have been waiting for Hours ya?.. Lol.. So Sleep lor.. Just woke up and type my blog. Ok. I got to go. Have to take my shower and go to school le.. Sian.. Common Test. I am confirm that I will fail almost all.. Hahaa.. Ok.. Got to go.

1) LIKE YOUR NAME? Na.. I wanna change my name if possible

2) HAVE ANY STEAD?nah..

3) WANT TO GET MARRIED? Ya..

4) WANT TO HAVE KIDS? Yup.. Wanna have 2 kids.

5) KNOW HOW TO SWIM?No.. Scary experience..

6) KNOW HOW TO PLAY POOL/BILLARD? Ya.. But not good.

7) KNOW HOW TO BOWL? Ya.. Not very good too.

8) HAVE A CRUSH NOW? Hope I have one..

9) DO U HAVE ANYTHING TO SAY TO HIM/HER? -

10) HAVE ANY ENEMY NOW? Ya..

11) HAVE ANY IDOLS [IN TERMS OF SINGING] Ya.. Sammie and Sun yan zi.

12) HAVE ANY IDOLS [IN TERMS OF acting]? Sammi.

13) HAVE ANY SECRET ADMIRERS? Na

14) HAVE ANY CCA? WAD IS IT? Ya. Bowling.

15) HAVE AN AGE IN MIND TO GET MARRIED? Before 30 ba. Hopefully..

16) GO OUT TODAY? Ya.

17) WITH WHO? Went for my bowling training.

8) WHERE AND WAD DID U ALL DO? Katong Shopping Centre.. Bowling.

20) EVER SAW A GHOST? Ya.

21) HEARD OF REAL GHOST/ANGEL STORIES? Ya..

22) WATCH A MOVIE RECENTLY? Na..

23) CRY THIS MONTH? Na.

24) LAUGH TILL YOUR STOMACH HURT? Ya.

25) ANY GOD-brothers ? Ya..

26) ANY GOD-SISTERS? ya..

27) DRIVE TO SOMEWHERE FAR RECENTLY? Cant drive.

28) WENT TO A FUNERAL THIS MONTH? Nope.

29) DO VOLUNTARY WORK RECENTLY? Nope..

30) GIVE MONEY TO THE BEGGARSOR STREET PERFORMERS THIS MONTH? Na.. I am broke myself..

1) LIKE YOUR NAME? Na.. I wanna change my name if possible

2) HAVE ANY STEAD?nah..

3) WANT TO GET MARRIED? Ya..

4) WANT TO HAVE KIDS? Yup.. Wanna have 2 kids.

5) KNOW HOW TO SWIM?No.. Scary experience..

6) KNOW HOW TO PLAY POOL/BILLARD? Ya.. But not good.

7) KNOW HOW TO BOWL? Ya.. Not very good too.

8) HAVE A CRUSH NOW? Hope I have one..

9) DO U HAVE ANYTHING TO SAY TO HIM/HER? -

10) HAVE ANY ENEMY NOW? Ya..

11) HAVE ANY IDOLS [IN TERMS OF SINGING] Ya.. Sammie and Sun yan zi.

12) HAVE ANY IDOLS [IN TERMS OF acting]? Sammi.

13) HAVE ANY SECRET ADMIRERS? Na

14) HAVE ANY CCA? WAD IS IT? Ya. Bowling.

15) HAVE AN AGE IN MIND TO GET MARRIED? Before 30 ba. Hopefully..

16) GO OUT TODAY? Ya.

17) WITH WHO? Went for my bowling training.

8) WHERE AND WAD DID U ALL DO? Katong Shopping Centre.. Bowling.

20) EVER SAW A GHOST? Ya.

21) HEARD OF REAL GHOST/ANGEL STORIES? Ya..

22) WATCH A MOVIE RECENTLY? Na..

23) CRY THIS MONTH? Na.

24) LAUGH TILL YOUR STOMACH HURT? Ya.

25) ANY GOD-brothers ? Ya..

26) ANY GOD-SISTERS? ya..

27) DRIVE TO SOMEWHERE FAR RECENTLY? Cant drive.

28) WENT TO A FUNERAL THIS MONTH? Nope.

29) DO VOLUNTARY WORK RECENTLY? Nope..

30) GIVE MONEY TO THE BEGGARSOR STREET PERFORMERS THIS MONTH? Na.. I am broke myself..

Pig=Hey=Bore..

At Wei jie's house.. Boring.. My life have been getting from bad to worse.. It is only the beginning of the year, yet so much things have happened.. Of cause, bad.. Sian na.. I dont know what to say la.. Have been like having Sickness, Result sucks and Friends.. Ya.. I have Listen to Ping. Dont think too much. Maybe I really think too much le ba.. Who knows. Just live life like normal.. I hope..

Pig=Blog=Somewhere..
Blogging my blog at wei jie's house... After bowling.. Ya.. Will not be going school for the next whole week.. Boring life, Boring school.. Monday go school also waste my time.. Tuesday celebration also Sian.. Wedensday and Thurday also New yeaR.. On Friday also got Check up.. Sian.. Think I going alone also.. Just finish bowling then everyone go wei jie's house.. Ya.. Dont know how long will I be staying here.. Computer Fixing.. Send for Fixing liao.. Will be done around 3 weeks time ba.. Should be.. Ya.. Hai.. I got to go le.. Bye bye.. I am Bore!! Bye.. Dont miss me.. Lol.. Bye..

Pig=Labtop=Bye bye..

Hai.. I wont be writing blog so often le.. My er jie going to return her laptop to the school le.. Todae will be the last day le.. Lol.. Nevermind de la.. Maybe I go Cyber use or what ba.. Will try to write as many as possible ok??.. Hm.. Didnt really happened much la.. Haha.. Just Bore.. I am thinking, no computer already very sian le.. Hai.. When Can I get a New COMPUTER??!! Argh!.. Nevrmind.. Bye bye.. See you guys around..

Read this from one of the email my friend send to me..

Dear Mommy, I am in Heaven now, sitting on Jesus' lap. He loves me and cries with me; for my heart has been broken. I so wanted to be your little girl. I don't quite understand what has happened. I was so excited when I began realizing my existance. I was in a dark, yet comfortable place. I saw I had fingers and toes. I was pretty far along in my developing, yet not near ready to leave my surroundings. I spent most of my time thinking or sleeping. Even from my earliest days, I felt a special bonding between you and me. Sometimes I heard you crying and I cried with you. Sometimes you would yell or scream, then cry. I heard Daddy yelling back. I was sad, and hoped you would be better soon. I wondered why you cried so much. One day you cried almost all of the day. I hurt for you. I couldn't imagine why you were so unhappy. That same day, the most horrible thing happened. A very mean monster came into that warm, comfortable place I was in. I was so scared, I began screaming, but you never once tried to help me. Maybe you never heard me. The monster got closer and closer as I was screaming and screaming, "Mommy, Mommy, help me please; Mommy, help me." Complete terror is all I felt. I screamed and screamed until I thought I couldn't anymore. Then the monster started ripping my arms off. It hurt so bad; the pain I can never explain. It didn't stop. Oh, how I begged it to stop. I screamed in horror as it ripped my leg off. Though I was in such complete pain, I was dying. I knew I would never see your face or hear you say how much you love me. I wanted to make all your tears go away. I had so many plans to make you happy. Now I couldn't; all my dreams were shattered. Though I was in utter pain and horror, I felt the pain of my heart breaking, above all. I wanted more than anything to be your daughter. No use now, for I was dying a painful death. I could only imagine the terrible things that they had done to you. I wanted to tell you that I love you before I was gone, but I didn't know the words you could understand. And soon, I no longer had the breath to say them; I was dead.I felt myself rising. I was being carried by a huge angel into a big beautiful place. I was still crying, but the physical pain was gone. The angel took me to Jesus and set me on His lap. He said He loved me, and He was my Father. Then I was happy. I asked Him what the thing was that killed me. He answered, "Abortion. I am sorry, my child; for I know how it feels." I don't know what abortion is; I guess that's the name of the monster. I'm writing to say that I love you and to tell you how much I wanted to be your little girl. I tried very hard to live. I wanted to live. I had the will, but I couldn't; the monster was too powerful. It sucked my arms and legs off and finally got all of me. It was impossible to live. I just wanted you to know I tried to stay with you. I didn't want to die. Also, Mommy, please watch out for that abortion monster. Mommy, I love you and I would hate for you to go through the kind of pain I did. Please be careful.
Love,Your Baby Girl

Pig=BUffet Dinner=Mum's Birthday!
Had my dinner at a buffet restaurant in Tampines more.. Was celebrating Mum's birthday.. Da jie, My Da jie boyfriend, Er jie, Mummy and me.. Had a very Wonderful Dinner.. Had Lots of fun also.. Hahaa... Bought a pair of Earring for my mum.. Very nice.. Took so photo.. Take a look later.. After that went home le.. Let Ki ki out.. Phew.. Never pee.. Lol.. Went to sleep after a while..
Never go to school todae.. Doctor gave me two days Mc.. He said that I have somehow hurt my leg's vein.. Ya.. So never attend classes.. Boring.. Watching Quill.. A Dog show.. Very nice.. Lol.. Ok.. Got to go..

Took this photo in the restaurant..

The restaurant..

A photo with me and mum..

Da jie and mum..

Da jie and my brother in law..

Me and Da jie..

Me and Er jie..

Me and brother in law.. Act sia.. Dont wanna smile..

Brother in law de Ear.. Lol..

The Present for MUM!!

1. Name- Pig/Wei/Shiwei/Desmond

2. Piercing- none

3. Tattoos- none

4. Height - 169 or 170.. I AM SHORT!

5. Shoe size- 10 or 11

6. Hair color- Brownish..

-last-

7. wat u doing?- Using Labtop..

8. song u listened to- Techno_ Miracle..

9. cd u bought- Sun Yan zi..

10. person u called- My da jie..

-do-

11. u have a crush on someone- No.. Use to have..

12. u wish u could live somewhere else- yup.. With my friends only..

13. u think abt suicide- No..

14. u believe in online dating- No..

15. others find u attractive-No..

16. u want more piercings- I wan on my left ear.. I wan tatoo also..

17. u like cleaning- Ok ok la..

18. u write in cursive or print-Print

-have u-

19. ever cried over a girl- Ya..

20. ever cried over a boy- No la.. Me not Gay..

21. ever lied 2 someone- Of Cause..

22. ever been in a fist fight- Ya..

-what-

23. shampoo do u use- The green tea de..

24. wat are u scared of- Rat..

25. number of times i cried for someone..- Two or three times..

26. of times i have had my heart broken- 2 or 3..

27. of times my name appear in the newspaper- None..

28. of scars i have on my body- One.. On my back..

29. of things in my past that i regret- Ya.

-favourite-

29. 5 letter word- Fuck you.. Lol..

30. cereal- Milo.

31. chewing gum- I dont know... I just eat. I dont remember.. Lol..

32.color(s)- Black and white..

33. day(s) of week- Saturday..

34. flower(s)- None..

35. least fave day- MOnday..

36. special skills- Nonee...

37. summer/winter- Winter..

-have u ever-

38. gone out in public in ur pyjamas- Ya.. Buy my supper..

39. cried during a movie- Ya...

40. been to new york- No..

41. china- No

42. canada- No...

43. mekah- No la..

44. hong kong- No...

45. japan- Wish I could.. Hai..

*random*

46. What time is it now- 5.41pm.

47.apples or bananas- apples..

48. Blue or Red- Blue..

49. wad are u gonna do after this- Going out to celebrate my mum's birthday..

50. wat was d last thing u ate- My lunch..

51. wat do u do when u're bored- Sleep..

52. last noise u heard- Ki ki Barking..

53. last time u went out of state/province- Na.. Very long never le..

-friendship n love-

54. do u want kids one day and if so, how many- 2 ba.. I WAN TWINS!..

55. most important thing to u in a relationship- Trust and Of cause Understanding..

-other info-

56. thing u dislike abt urself the most- My attitude and temper..

57. worst feeling in the world- When I am living in my own world without anyone..

58. who u l0ve- Hm.. My DOG.. Ki kI!!

59. who u miss- No one..

60. who u like- NA.. No one..

Pig=Chatting=My leg...
Went out for Lunch with Stella, Si hua, Jeryl and Xu xu.. Eat At S11.. After that take bus service 17.. Stella went home after that.. Si hua followed.. Left me, Xu xu and Jeryl in the bus.. Xu slept all the way.. I woke up after Stella woke me up in the bus before she went off.. Went to Jeryl house.. He bath, then h play his game then we two talk talk.. Ya.. Then the dad and mum came back.. Stress.. Talking to the mum.. Scary.. Lol.. Nevermind.. Went off after that.. Took a cab hom with Him.. He go for his tuition.. I went off first.. I hurt my leg.. My mum say that I hurt my leg's vein.. Pain sia.. Should b going school tommorrow ba.. See how tommorrow ba.. Hop will better.. =) Took a few photos with my classmate.. Take a look.. Got to go..

Me and Nadirah.. Taken outside the Art room..

Nadirah, Hannah and me.. Taken also outside the art room..

I am 55% evil.

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Pig=School=Study..
I am thinking that I should put more time in my studies now.. Lol.. I wanna Concentrate More on it.. Very worry that I might Retain.. Lol.. So going to study more and pay more attention in classes and lessons.. Hm.. Was in school Even after school hours.. Was staying in the Canteen as we did not know where are we suppose to go.. Or should I say, no where to go??.. Lol.. Ya.. Time fly real fast.. When you are a facing a very sad or moodless time, the time will pass along very slow.. When you are very happy with your friends or relatives or whoever, The time will just pass so fast! Much more faster than anything.. Ya?.. Hm.. Nothing really happened much today.. Reach home around 4 plus?.. Washed Before going to my Sleep.. Lol.. Woke up around 8 plus ba.. Very Shiok.. The weather was just nice.. Not too hot, not too cold.. Ya.. Tired.. Still tired dont know why.. Haha... Ok.. I got to go..

Pig=Bugis=Fucking Idiot..
Went to Bugis with Da jie.. Meet mum at Bugis.. Alot of people went along too.. Mum friends.. Bought Mr Jeryl Ng present.. =) Ex.. LOl... Bought Four T-shirt.. Like them alot.. Went for Dinner in a Hotel.. Had alot of food.. Very tasty.. Da jie and Er jie took a few photos using my phone.. Take a look at the end of this blog.. Trying to be cute and Act Lian.. Lol.. Sounds like my Cousin, Shandy.. Da jie and Er jie also bought some Top and skirts..
Mum told me and Da jie a very shocking stuff.. Saying that my dad will be some sort of not working for the Fucking Buddist Temple anymore.. My Dad work's is Funeral.. Helping this TEMple.. Fucking Buddist..(Not to those who really are Buddist, this only goes to those in THAT Temple..) My dad use to give the temple around 30% of what he earn Normally.. But Now they are trying to say That the Temple get 60% of how much my dad get and my dad only get 40%.. This is not the Problem with it.. My dad dont mind about it.. But What is worst is that, THEY told my dad that My dad is only Suppose to get his pay EVERY 3 MONTHS.. WHAT THE FUck.. 3 MOnths??.. Crazy??.. How can it Be POSSIBLE??.. Then WHAT ARE WE GOING TO EAT FOR THAT THREE MONTHS??.. Fucking BUDDIST.. WHO YOU think you are??. YOU ARE not the Boss! WHAT GIVE YOU THE RIGHT! KNN.. CURSED YOU!.. GET bang by Car.. Fucker.. HOw I wish I can Burn the whole TEMPLE.. Hate Them.. Just one Bunch Of Fuckers.. Idiot.. Nb.. EVEN MY UNCLE IS HELPINg THIS IDIot.. My Uncle is only a dog.. NO.. Worse than one! Freak.. I dont wish to talk about it.. It only make me feel more ANGER.. Got to go..

My Er jie and Da jie.. Trying to act cute.. Lol..

My Er jie Trying to act lian, Then Da jie Trying to act cute..

Pig=Out=Bugis..
Todae had such a fun day out with Ah mei, Yvon, Stella an Jeryl.. Was having fun all the way.. Lol.. Very fun.. Play alot of GAmes.. Lol.. Around the world in 80 days and Bang Bang Bang.. We play in the Mrt.. Lol.. Alot of people was looking at us while we were playing.. We were laughing Damn loud.. After that when over to stella house there to have some chating session.. We were Talking about ghost.. Lol.. Then I was like steping on the floor and was like trying to call the ghost to come into my body.. Lol.. But it didnt work.. Lol.. Nevermind.. Had alot of fun.. Ya.. Ok.. Have some photo.. Take a look.. Ok.. Got to go..

Jeryl and me.. Having out dinner in Bugis..

Yvon and me.. Taken Somewhere near Stella block..

Pig=Photo=Ki ki..
Hm.. Going out later with Jeryl and Xu xu.. Not sure where to go.. Ki ki have been very crazy.. Pee at the leg of chairs, table and even the dustbin.. What the hell?.. Horny bastard.. Lol.. I dont really know what to write.. Anyway, found one photo.. Was taken when me and er jie were young.. Not sure who take it.. But this is a photo that was taken when we didnt notice.. Lol.. Take a look then.. I am fat at that time.. Lol.. Ok.. Got to go..

Me and Er jie.. Taken when we were Young!!

Pig=Quiet=home...
Didnt go to school todae.. Was late and I didnt go.. Dont wanna go to Detention... Lol.. Was like staying at home the whole day.. Peaceful.. Quiet..( Em.. Not Including my Grandma Yelling..) Mum was abit angry in the morning.. But was better after that.. Hm.. Playing computer.. Sleeping.. Ya.. Just woke up from my sleep.. Going to eat my dinner.. I sounds like a pig.. Eat and sleep.. Sleep and eat.. Lol.. ok.. Got to go..

Pig=Lonely=Ya...
I really dont know what I am at fault.. i didnt do anything wrong.. Maybe yes.. But Do you guys have to push me to the limit.. I have no way to go anymore.. Just because of such a small stuff, my Whole life change.. I didnt know what to do.. Really.. I am just alonely where ever I go.. Wih no friends, Nothing.. Now then I know, friends are not forever.. I didnt believe it last time, because around me there was this bunch of friends that I can really trust and also care for me.. But no more.. Ya.. I really dont know what to do.. I am just feeling so damn moodless.. Going home after everyday.. Really feel like ending my life.. Feel like... Crying.. Although I am big enough, but I think If I should cry, I will.. I am just too depressed.. I dont wish to say anymore..

Pig=Shut up=Tired..
I dont know.. Fan.. Evil.. Just shut the fuck up.. No mood.. Tired.. Busy..

PIg=Tired=Sian..
Went out with Jeryl.. Far East.. Bought a Jeans.. Fuck.. Cheat my money.. NB.. Dont wanna talk about it.. Sian.. Went to meet stella after that.. Went to Kfc.. Jeryl tuition.. Went off after awhile.. I went home.. Finish le LA.. SEE WHAT.. Got to go..

Pig=Sian=Shut up..
Rotting at home.. Dont wish to go out.. Maybe only for dinner.. Alone.. I dont know.. I dont have the mood.. Have been feeling very screw up this few days.. Argh.. Nevermind.. Dont msg me.. Dont call me.. I wish to be alone.. Got to go..

Pig=What a world=Stress..
People around me start to change.. I mean ya.. Some of you.. I dont know.. I just feel that some of you have change.. Maybe I think too much.. I am stress.. For being chairman of bowling.. I have me hearing alot of stuff that I dont like.. Of cause.. I am sure that you will also not like it when you hear it.. Nevermind..

Pig=Fan=YOU...

I dont know what you treat me as.. I dont know what I am in your heart.. You have been hurting me since the day I love you.. I am just like a idiot.. I shouldnt wait.. You made me wait.. BUt you still have him in your heart.. You have change.. Alot of people say so.. You have change.. You really did.. Your attitude.. The way you speaks.. You make me feel.. Real hurt.. Maybe you are doing this just to make me hate you.. What you do have been going well.. You get what you want... I somehow hate you now.. You make me hate you.. YOU REALLY MAKE ME HATE YOu..YES. I AM SO DISAPPOINTED. HATE YoU.. No MOOD.. Got to Go...

Pig=Ki ki=Problem Solve..
Ki ki breathing is back to Normal.. Real Glad.. Alot of problems are solve between some of us.. You guys should know who are you guys.. Was in the shool for 3 hours on friday.. Tired.. Super tired.. Only 8 people joined bowling.. What the fuck?.. I sit there for so long but only 8 people joined bowling??.. This is the reward I get?.. Argh.. Nevermind.. Went to Jeryl house since the mother wish to talk to me?.. I mean.. Em.. Ya.. Lol.. I dont know what to say.. I am happy that I can help you Jeryl, But you still own me a Meal... Remember when your mum spoke to my mum?.. Lol.. Hope you remember.. Yesterday went out with Jeryl..

Was shopping for his shirt yesterday for the up coming wedding dinner he is going to have.... I mean for his cousin wedding.. Ya.. But in the end, he didnt bought anything.. 0_=' Bought my school books.. Geography textbooks cost me aLMOST 16 BUCKS.. fUCK.. I Am broke.. ARgh.. Holy Christ... Went home after a long day of shopping.. Of cause, not for me.. Lol.. I dont blame you..

Todae.. Going to meet Jeryl at 1.30.. Lol.. But see.. I am still typing my blog without having my stuff done.. Lol.. I will be late... This is a confirm.. he is going for the wedding dinner later.. After meeting me.. Guess I am lonely after 4.30.. Maybe will be back home or shopping alone.. See my mood.. Or See the movie "Seed of Chucky".. Who knows?.. Ok.. I have to prepare myself.. Got to go..

Pig=Worry=Ki ki...
Someone please help.. I dont know what to do.. Ki ki Breathing is getting worse.. I just reach home.. When I am standing in front of my house door, I notice Ki ki did not greet me.. He was sleeping.. Although I know that there is nothing wrong with sleeping.. But Ki ki is very sensetive when anyone is back.. He didnt greet me and also I notice that his heart seems like pumping blood very hard.. It is pumping so hard that when he sleep, his whole body is shaking.. Hai.. I really dont know what to do.. He never eat his dinner this few days.. I dont have money.. I msg Eric, Ki ki use to be owner.. Pet shop owner.. He called me back, coz he also dote on Ki ki alot.. He say should be nothing.. Because when I let Ki ki out of his cage, He still can ran about at stuff.. Ya.. So should be nothing ba.. This is what he say... I feel better le.. I Really have to rbing him to the vet as soon as possible. I really hope I can bring him now.. But I no money.. What the hell??.. Nevermind.. Going back to school later.. Sec 1 orientation.. Coz I am the chairman.. Have to go.. Got to go..

I dont know what happen to you this few days..

You should know that I like you..

But I just feel that you change..

You have change alot..

I dont know what to do..

Pig=FUCK up=GRANDMA AGAIN!!!!...
That BITCH IS MAKING ME MAD... SHe made me quarrel with her.. She is the one.. SHE CALL JERYL TO GO HOME WHEN I DIDNT SAY ANYTHING.. WHO she Thinks she is??.. My mum didnt say anything, but she think she is big just because my mum is not AT HOME??.. Fuck her.. I dont have the mood.. She spoil my mood.. She fucking Bitch.. I mean Please.. You just go into your room and sleep and just shut up.. You think WE will wake you up??.. Go to hell! I dont think that 9pm is late.. I dont care.. If you think is late, SO?? You think I care??.. Huh??.. You think I care??.. That is your Problem.. I dont wish to know, neither do I wish to care.. FUCK YOU... I AM ANGRY.. Going Crazy if my life continue to be like this.. Got to go..

Pig=Tired=BORINg..
Was late for school todae with Stella and Jeryl.. But it seems like nothing happen.. Weird.. Lol.. Went to class.. Yean fu finally came to school.. Lol.. Em.. Did I say he didnt came to school yesterday??.. Lol.. Was very bore and tired.. Hai.. Ya.. Boring day in school.. Tons of stuff happen.. What a day I have.. I am worry for Ki ki.. I have just made dinner for him, but he didnt eat.. How could it be possible?.. Hai.. Dont know what will happen.. Scare.. Hai.. Got to go..

Pig=School Sux=Hate my class...
My day was bad todae.. Very bad.. My class is damn quiet.. I hate my class.. Now then I notice that I dont have much friends.. In my new class, I discovery that I only have Si hua, Stella, Yean fu and Aaron as good friends.. I dont have much friends then.. Life sucks in my class.. I am in a very boring class.. Hai.. I dont know.. Just feeling Fan la.. Still did not bought a number of books.. I can say.. Alot.. Lol.. Maybe going to buy tommorrow ba.. Have lunch with Jeryl, Stella, Si hua, Esther and Mei mei at Sumo house.. Alot of stuff happen, and of cause, none of them are good.. So I should not mention it.. I just reach home not long again.. Had my bath and type my blog.. Got to go..

Pig=Play station 2= School...
Bought Play station 2 todae.. Very slim.. Go and take a look.. It only weights about 900g.. Lol.. Bought it with Jeryl.. Thank you Esther.. =) Then Cut my hair.. Also dyed back my hair.. Hai.. Sian.. School start tommorrow le.. I am just bore.. I look very weird wearing long pants and school uniform.. Lol.. I look very much like a... Good Boi... LOl... I AM one anyway.. Ok.. Going to sleep le.. Got to go..

Pig=Sian=Ah ma house..
Went to my grandmother house todae.. Sian.. Stay till quite late.. Going to dye back my hair tommorrow.. Have a very bad sense that something will happen if I dont dye back my hair.. Reach home around 10 plus.. Play game.. Thanks ping and Si hua for your encouragement.. I think I spell wrongly.. I will not give up de.. Although I really feel like to.. Lol.. Ok.. I also dont know what I am doing.. Staying out damn late when I am suppose to meet my friend tommorrow.. Hahaa.. Nevermind.. Got to go..

I wish that you know that I am waiting for you..

I might not be as prefect as him..

But I will give my best to you..

I really hope you can give me a chance...

I will be waiting...