Monday, February 21, 2005

Pig=Happy=Problem solve!
Yup, Problem solve. Computer have been fix and I can use the computer le! Yeah. My er jie dont have any excuse not to let me use anymore! Bleh. Lol.. The computer was back on Saturday. Er jie called me in the night and ask me whether do I know that the computer have been fixed. I didnt know that. Because I thought that they will take about 2 to 3 weeks to fixed the computer, Of cause, this is what they told us. Yup, So was expecting it to come back maybe about one more week or so. But didnt know that it will be back so soon! Lol.. YA ya.. Can start typing my blog le. Have been waiting for my er jie to use the computer yesterday's night. She told me that she will use it very fast. In the end, I went to sleep. Have been waiting for Hours ya?.. Lol.. So Sleep lor.. Just woke up and type my blog. Ok. I got to go. Have to take my shower and go to school le.. Sian.. Common Test. I am confirm that I will fail almost all.. Hahaa.. Ok.. Got to go.

Friday, February 18, 2005

1) LIKE YOUR NAME? Na.. I wanna change my name if possible

2) HAVE ANY STEAD?nah..

3) WANT TO GET MARRIED? Ya..

4) WANT TO HAVE KIDS? Yup.. Wanna have 2 kids.

5) KNOW HOW TO SWIM?No.. Scary experience..

6) KNOW HOW TO PLAY POOL/BILLARD? Ya.. But not good.

7) KNOW HOW TO BOWL? Ya.. Not very good too.

8) HAVE A CRUSH NOW? Hope I have one..

9) DO U HAVE ANYTHING TO SAY TO HIM/HER? -

10) HAVE ANY ENEMY NOW? Ya..

11) HAVE ANY IDOLS [IN TERMS OF SINGING] Ya.. Sammie and Sun yan zi.

12) HAVE ANY IDOLS [IN TERMS OF acting]? Sammi.

13) HAVE ANY SECRET ADMIRERS? Na

14) HAVE ANY CCA? WAD IS IT? Ya. Bowling.

15) HAVE AN AGE IN MIND TO GET MARRIED? Before 30 ba. Hopefully..

16) GO OUT TODAY? Ya.

17) WITH WHO? Went for my bowling training.

8) WHERE AND WAD DID U ALL DO? Katong Shopping Centre.. Bowling.

20) EVER SAW A GHOST? Ya.

21) HEARD OF REAL GHOST/ANGEL STORIES? Ya..

22) WATCH A MOVIE RECENTLY? Na..

23) CRY THIS MONTH? Na.

24) LAUGH TILL YOUR STOMACH HURT? Ya.

25) ANY GOD-brothers ? Ya..

26) ANY GOD-SISTERS? ya..

27) DRIVE TO SOMEWHERE FAR RECENTLY? Cant drive.

28) WENT TO A FUNERAL THIS MONTH? Nope.

29) DO VOLUNTARY WORK RECENTLY? Nope..

30) GIVE MONEY TO THE BEGGARSOR STREET PERFORMERS THIS MONTH? Na.. I am broke myself..
1) LIKE YOUR NAME? Na.. I wanna change my name if possible

2) HAVE ANY STEAD?nah..

3) WANT TO GET MARRIED? Ya..

4) WANT TO HAVE KIDS? Yup.. Wanna have 2 kids.

5) KNOW HOW TO SWIM?No.. Scary experience..

6) KNOW HOW TO PLAY POOL/BILLARD? Ya.. But not good.

7) KNOW HOW TO BOWL? Ya.. Not very good too.

8) HAVE A CRUSH NOW? Hope I have one..

9) DO U HAVE ANYTHING TO SAY TO HIM/HER? -

10) HAVE ANY ENEMY NOW? Ya..

11) HAVE ANY IDOLS [IN TERMS OF SINGING] Ya.. Sammie and Sun yan zi.

12) HAVE ANY IDOLS [IN TERMS OF acting]? Sammi.

13) HAVE ANY SECRET ADMIRERS? Na

14) HAVE ANY CCA? WAD IS IT? Ya. Bowling.

15) HAVE AN AGE IN MIND TO GET MARRIED? Before 30 ba. Hopefully..

16) GO OUT TODAY? Ya.

17) WITH WHO? Went for my bowling training.

8) WHERE AND WAD DID U ALL DO? Katong Shopping Centre.. Bowling.

20) EVER SAW A GHOST? Ya.

21) HEARD OF REAL GHOST/ANGEL STORIES? Ya..

22) WATCH A MOVIE RECENTLY? Na..

23) CRY THIS MONTH? Na.

24) LAUGH TILL YOUR STOMACH HURT? Ya.

25) ANY GOD-brothers ? Ya..

26) ANY GOD-SISTERS? ya..

27) DRIVE TO SOMEWHERE FAR RECENTLY? Cant drive.

28) WENT TO A FUNERAL THIS MONTH? Nope.

29) DO VOLUNTARY WORK RECENTLY? Nope..

30) GIVE MONEY TO THE BEGGARSOR STREET PERFORMERS THIS MONTH? Na.. I am broke myself..
Pig=Hey=Bore..
At Wei jie's house.. Boring.. My life have been getting from bad to worse.. It is only the beginning of the year, yet so much things have happened.. Of cause, bad.. Sian na.. I dont know what to say la.. Have been like having Sickness, Result sucks and Friends.. Ya.. I have Listen to Ping. Dont think too much. Maybe I really think too much le ba.. Who knows. Just live life like normal.. I hope..

Friday, February 04, 2005

Pig=Blog=Somewhere..
Blogging my blog at wei jie's house... After bowling.. Ya.. Will not be going school for the next whole week.. Boring life, Boring school.. Monday go school also waste my time.. Tuesday celebration also Sian.. Wedensday and Thurday also New yeaR.. On Friday also got Check up.. Sian.. Think I going alone also.. Just finish bowling then everyone go wei jie's house.. Ya.. Dont know how long will I be staying here.. Computer Fixing.. Send for Fixing liao.. Will be done around 3 weeks time ba.. Should be.. Ya.. Hai.. I got to go le.. Bye bye.. I am Bore!! Bye.. Dont miss me.. Lol.. Bye..

Monday, January 31, 2005

Pig=Labtop=Bye bye..
Hai.. I wont be writing blog so often le.. My er jie going to return her laptop to the school le.. Todae will be the last day le.. Lol.. Nevermind de la.. Maybe I go Cyber use or what ba.. Will try to write as many as possible ok??.. Hm.. Didnt really happened much la.. Haha.. Just Bore.. I am thinking, no computer already very sian le.. Hai.. When Can I get a New COMPUTER??!! Argh!.. Nevrmind.. Bye bye.. See you guys around..

Saturday, January 29, 2005

Read this from one of the email my friend send to me..
Dear Mommy, I am in Heaven now, sitting on Jesus' lap. He loves me and cries with me; for my heart has been broken. I so wanted to be your little girl. I don't quite understand what has happened. I was so excited when I began realizing my existance. I was in a dark, yet comfortable place. I saw I had fingers and toes. I was pretty far along in my developing, yet not near ready to leave my surroundings. I spent most of my time thinking or sleeping. Even from my earliest days, I felt a special bonding between you and me. Sometimes I heard you crying and I cried with you. Sometimes you would yell or scream, then cry. I heard Daddy yelling back. I was sad, and hoped you would be better soon. I wondered why you cried so much. One day you cried almost all of the day. I hurt for you. I couldn't imagine why you were so unhappy. That same day, the most horrible thing happened. A very mean monster came into that warm, comfortable place I was in. I was so scared, I began screaming, but you never once tried to help me. Maybe you never heard me. The monster got closer and closer as I was screaming and screaming, "Mommy, Mommy, help me please; Mommy, help me." Complete terror is all I felt. I screamed and screamed until I thought I couldn't anymore. Then the monster started ripping my arms off. It hurt so bad; the pain I can never explain. It didn't stop. Oh, how I begged it to stop. I screamed in horror as it ripped my leg off. Though I was in such complete pain, I was dying. I knew I would never see your face or hear you say how much you love me. I wanted to make all your tears go away. I had so many plans to make you happy. Now I couldn't; all my dreams were shattered. Though I was in utter pain and horror, I felt the pain of my heart breaking, above all. I wanted more than anything to be your daughter. No use now, for I was dying a painful death. I could only imagine the terrible things that they had done to you. I wanted to tell you that I love you before I was gone, but I didn't know the words you could understand. And soon, I no longer had the breath to say them; I was dead.I felt myself rising. I was being carried by a huge angel into a big beautiful place. I was still crying, but the physical pain was gone. The angel took me to Jesus and set me on His lap. He said He loved me, and He was my Father. Then I was happy. I asked Him what the thing was that killed me. He answered, "Abortion. I am sorry, my child; for I know how it feels." I don't know what abortion is; I guess that's the name of the monster. I'm writing to say that I love you and to tell you how much I wanted to be your little girl. I tried very hard to live. I wanted to live. I had the will, but I couldn't; the monster was too powerful. It sucked my arms and legs off and finally got all of me. It was impossible to live. I just wanted you to know I tried to stay with you. I didn't want to die. Also, Mommy, please watch out for that abortion monster. Mommy, I love you and I would hate for you to go through the kind of pain I did. Please be careful.
Love,Your Baby Girl

Friday, January 28, 2005

Pig=BUffet Dinner=Mum's Birthday!
Had my dinner at a buffet restaurant in Tampines more.. Was celebrating Mum's birthday.. Da jie, My Da jie boyfriend, Er jie, Mummy and me.. Had a very Wonderful Dinner.. Had Lots of fun also.. Hahaa... Bought a pair of Earring for my mum.. Very nice.. Took so photo.. Take a look later.. After that went home le.. Let Ki ki out.. Phew.. Never pee.. Lol.. Went to sleep after a while..
Never go to school todae.. Doctor gave me two days Mc.. He said that I have somehow hurt my leg's vein.. Ya.. So never attend classes.. Boring.. Watching Quill.. A Dog show.. Very nice.. Lol.. Ok.. Got to go..
Took this photo in the restaurant..
The restaurant..
A photo with me and mum..
Da jie and mum..
Da jie and my brother in law..
Me and Da jie..
Me and Er jie..
Me and brother in law.. Act sia.. Dont wanna smile..
Brother in law de Ear.. Lol..
The Present for MUM!!

Thursday, January 27, 2005

1. Name- Pig/Wei/Shiwei/Desmond

2. Piercing- none

3. Tattoos- none

4. Height - 169 or 170.. I AM SHORT!

5. Shoe size- 10 or 11

6. Hair color- Brownish..

-last-

7. wat u doing?- Using Labtop..

8. song u listened to- Techno_ Miracle..

9. cd u bought- Sun Yan zi..

10. person u called- My da jie..

-do-

11. u have a crush on someone- No.. Use to have..

12. u wish u could live somewhere else- yup.. With my friends only..

13. u think abt suicide- No..

14. u believe in online dating- No..

15. others find u attractive-No..

16. u want more piercings- I wan on my left ear.. I wan tatoo also..

17. u like cleaning- Ok ok la..

18. u write in cursive or print-Print

-have u-

19. ever cried over a girl- Ya..

20. ever cried over a boy- No la.. Me not Gay..

21. ever lied 2 someone- Of Cause..

22. ever been in a fist fight- Ya..

-what-

23. shampoo do u use- The green tea de..

24. wat are u scared of- Rat..

25. number of times i cried for someone..- Two or three times..

26. of times i have had my heart broken- 2 or 3..

27. of times my name appear in the newspaper- None..

28. of scars i have on my body- One.. On my back..

29. of things in my past that i regret- Ya.

-favourite-

29. 5 letter word- Fuck you.. Lol..

30. cereal- Milo.

31. chewing gum- I dont know... I just eat. I dont remember.. Lol..

32.color(s)- Black and white..

33. day(s) of week- Saturday..

34. flower(s)- None..

35. least fave day- MOnday..

36. special skills- Nonee...

37. summer/winter- Winter..

-have u ever-

38. gone out in public in ur pyjamas- Ya.. Buy my supper..

39. cried during a movie- Ya...

40. been to new york- No..

41. china- No

42. canada- No...

43. mekah- No la..

44. hong kong- No...

45. japan- Wish I could.. Hai..

*random*

46. What time is it now- 5.41pm.

47.apples or bananas- apples..

48. Blue or Red- Blue..

49. wad are u gonna do after this- Going out to celebrate my mum's birthday..

50. wat was d last thing u ate- My lunch..

51. wat do u do when u're bored- Sleep..

52. last noise u heard- Ki ki Barking..

53. last time u went out of state/province- Na.. Very long never le..

-friendship n love-

54. do u want kids one day and if so, how many- 2 ba.. I WAN TWINS!..

55. most important thing to u in a relationship- Trust and Of cause Understanding..

-other info-

56. thing u dislike abt urself the most- My attitude and temper..

57. worst feeling in the world- When I am living in my own world without anyone..

58. who u l0ve- Hm.. My DOG.. Ki kI!!

59. who u miss- No one..

60. who u like- NA.. No one..

Wednesday, January 26, 2005

Pig=Chatting=My leg...
Went out for Lunch with Stella, Si hua, Jeryl and Xu xu.. Eat At S11.. After that take bus service 17.. Stella went home after that.. Si hua followed.. Left me, Xu xu and Jeryl in the bus.. Xu slept all the way.. I woke up after Stella woke me up in the bus before she went off.. Went to Jeryl house.. He bath, then h play his game then we two talk talk.. Ya.. Then the dad and mum came back.. Stress.. Talking to the mum.. Scary.. Lol.. Nevermind.. Went off after that.. Took a cab hom with Him.. He go for his tuition.. I went off first.. I hurt my leg.. My mum say that I hurt my leg's vein.. Pain sia.. Should b going school tommorrow ba.. See how tommorrow ba.. Hop will better.. =) Took a few photos with my classmate.. Take a look.. Got to go..
Me and Nadirah.. Taken outside the Art room..
Nadirah, Hannah and me.. Taken also outside the art room..

Monday, January 24, 2005

I am 55% evil.

I'm getting there. I haven't done all the damage I could do but I've done quite a bit. I'm just over the border into the Evil Zone.

Are you evil? find out at Hilowitz.com

Pig=School=Study..
I am thinking that I should put more time in my studies now.. Lol.. I wanna Concentrate More on it.. Very worry that I might Retain.. Lol.. So going to study more and pay more attention in classes and lessons.. Hm.. Was in school Even after school hours.. Was staying in the Canteen as we did not know where are we suppose to go.. Or should I say, no where to go??.. Lol.. Ya.. Time fly real fast.. When you are a facing a very sad or moodless time, the time will pass along very slow.. When you are very happy with your friends or relatives or whoever, The time will just pass so fast! Much more faster than anything.. Ya?.. Hm.. Nothing really happened much today.. Reach home around 4 plus?.. Washed Before going to my Sleep.. Lol.. Woke up around 8 plus ba.. Very Shiok.. The weather was just nice.. Not too hot, not too cold.. Ya.. Tired.. Still tired dont know why.. Haha... Ok.. I got to go..
Pig=Bugis=Fucking Idiot..
Went to Bugis with Da jie.. Meet mum at Bugis.. Alot of people went along too.. Mum friends.. Bought Mr Jeryl Ng present.. =) Ex.. LOl... Bought Four T-shirt.. Like them alot.. Went for Dinner in a Hotel.. Had alot of food.. Very tasty.. Da jie and Er jie took a few photos using my phone.. Take a look at the end of this blog.. Trying to be cute and Act Lian.. Lol.. Sounds like my Cousin, Shandy.. Da jie and Er jie also bought some Top and skirts..
Mum told me and Da jie a very shocking stuff.. Saying that my dad will be some sort of not working for the Fucking Buddist Temple anymore.. My Dad work's is Funeral.. Helping this TEMple.. Fucking Buddist..(Not to those who really are Buddist, this only goes to those in THAT Temple..) My dad use to give the temple around 30% of what he earn Normally.. But Now they are trying to say That the Temple get 60% of how much my dad get and my dad only get 40%.. This is not the Problem with it.. My dad dont mind about it.. But What is worst is that, THEY told my dad that My dad is only Suppose to get his pay EVERY 3 MONTHS.. WHAT THE FUck.. 3 MOnths??.. Crazy??.. How can it Be POSSIBLE??.. Then WHAT ARE WE GOING TO EAT FOR THAT THREE MONTHS??.. Fucking BUDDIST.. WHO YOU think you are??. YOU ARE not the Boss! WHAT GIVE YOU THE RIGHT! KNN.. CURSED YOU!.. GET bang by Car.. Fucker.. HOw I wish I can Burn the whole TEMPLE.. Hate Them.. Just one Bunch Of Fuckers.. Idiot.. Nb.. EVEN MY UNCLE IS HELPINg THIS IDIot.. My Uncle is only a dog.. NO.. Worse than one! Freak.. I dont wish to talk about it.. It only make me feel more ANGER.. Got to go..

My Er jie and Da jie.. Trying to act cute.. Lol..

My Er jie Trying to act lian, Then Da jie Trying to act cute..

Sunday, January 23, 2005

Pig=Out=Bugis..
Todae had such a fun day out with Ah mei, Yvon, Stella an Jeryl.. Was having fun all the way.. Lol.. Very fun.. Play alot of GAmes.. Lol.. Around the world in 80 days and Bang Bang Bang.. We play in the Mrt.. Lol.. Alot of people was looking at us while we were playing.. We were laughing Damn loud.. After that when over to stella house there to have some chating session.. We were Talking about ghost.. Lol.. Then I was like steping on the floor and was like trying to call the ghost to come into my body.. Lol.. But it didnt work.. Lol.. Nevermind.. Had alot of fun.. Ya.. Ok.. Have some photo.. Take a look.. Ok.. Got to go..

Jeryl and me.. Having out dinner in Bugis..
Yvon and me.. Taken Somewhere near Stella block..

Saturday, January 22, 2005

Pig=Photo=Ki ki..
Hm.. Going out later with Jeryl and Xu xu.. Not sure where to go.. Ki ki have been very crazy.. Pee at the leg of chairs, table and even the dustbin.. What the hell?.. Horny bastard.. Lol.. I dont really know what to write.. Anyway, found one photo.. Was taken when me and er jie were young.. Not sure who take it.. But this is a photo that was taken when we didnt notice.. Lol.. Take a look then.. I am fat at that time.. Lol.. Ok.. Got to go..

Me and Er jie.. Taken when we were Young!!

Wednesday, January 19, 2005

Pig=Quiet=home...
Didnt go to school todae.. Was late and I didnt go.. Dont wanna go to Detention... Lol.. Was like staying at home the whole day.. Peaceful.. Quiet..( Em.. Not Including my Grandma Yelling..) Mum was abit angry in the morning.. But was better after that.. Hm.. Playing computer.. Sleeping.. Ya.. Just woke up from my sleep.. Going to eat my dinner.. I sounds like a pig.. Eat and sleep.. Sleep and eat.. Lol.. ok.. Got to go..

Tuesday, January 18, 2005

Pig=Lonely=Ya...
I really dont know what I am at fault.. i didnt do anything wrong.. Maybe yes.. But Do you guys have to push me to the limit.. I have no way to go anymore.. Just because of such a small stuff, my Whole life change.. I didnt know what to do.. Really.. I am just alonely where ever I go.. Wih no friends, Nothing.. Now then I know, friends are not forever.. I didnt believe it last time, because around me there was this bunch of friends that I can really trust and also care for me.. But no more.. Ya.. I really dont know what to do.. I am just feeling so damn moodless.. Going home after everyday.. Really feel like ending my life.. Feel like... Crying.. Although I am big enough, but I think If I should cry, I will.. I am just too depressed.. I dont wish to say anymore..

Monday, January 17, 2005

Pig=Shut up=Tired..
I dont know.. Fan.. Evil.. Just shut the fuck up.. No mood.. Tired.. Busy..
PIg=Tired=Sian..
Went out with Jeryl.. Far East.. Bought a Jeans.. Fuck.. Cheat my money.. NB.. Dont wanna talk about it.. Sian.. Went to meet stella after that.. Went to Kfc.. Jeryl tuition.. Went off after awhile.. I went home.. Finish le LA.. SEE WHAT.. Got to go..

Saturday, January 15, 2005

Pig=Sian=Shut up..
Rotting at home.. Dont wish to go out.. Maybe only for dinner.. Alone.. I dont know.. I dont have the mood.. Have been feeling very screw up this few days.. Argh.. Nevermind.. Dont msg me.. Dont call me.. I wish to be alone.. Got to go..

Thursday, January 13, 2005

Pig=What a world=Stress..
People around me start to change.. I mean ya.. Some of you.. I dont know.. I just feel that some of you have change.. Maybe I think too much.. I am stress.. For being chairman of bowling.. I have me hearing alot of stuff that I dont like.. Of cause.. I am sure that you will also not like it when you hear it.. Nevermind..

Wednesday, January 12, 2005

Pig=Fan=YOU...
I dont know what you treat me as.. I dont know what I am in your heart.. You have been hurting me since the day I love you.. I am just like a idiot.. I shouldnt wait.. You made me wait.. BUt you still have him in your heart.. You have change.. Alot of people say so.. You have change.. You really did.. Your attitude.. The way you speaks.. You make me feel.. Real hurt.. Maybe you are doing this just to make me hate you.. What you do have been going well.. You get what you want... I somehow hate you now.. You make me hate you.. YOU REALLY MAKE ME HATE YOu..YES. I AM SO DISAPPOINTED. HATE YoU.. No MOOD.. Got to Go...

Sunday, January 09, 2005

Pig=Ki ki=Problem Solve..
Ki ki breathing is back to Normal.. Real Glad.. Alot of problems are solve between some of us.. You guys should know who are you guys.. Was in the shool for 3 hours on friday.. Tired.. Super tired.. Only 8 people joined bowling.. What the fuck?.. I sit there for so long but only 8 people joined bowling??.. This is the reward I get?.. Argh.. Nevermind.. Went to Jeryl house since the mother wish to talk to me?.. I mean.. Em.. Ya.. Lol.. I dont know what to say.. I am happy that I can help you Jeryl, But you still own me a Meal... Remember when your mum spoke to my mum?.. Lol.. Hope you remember.. Yesterday went out with Jeryl..

Was shopping for his shirt yesterday for the up coming wedding dinner he is going to have.... I mean for his cousin wedding.. Ya.. But in the end, he didnt bought anything.. 0_=' Bought my school books.. Geography textbooks cost me aLMOST 16 BUCKS.. fUCK.. I Am broke.. ARgh.. Holy Christ... Went home after a long day of shopping.. Of cause, not for me.. Lol.. I dont blame you..

Todae.. Going to meet Jeryl at 1.30.. Lol.. But see.. I am still typing my blog without having my stuff done.. Lol.. I will be late... This is a confirm.. he is going for the wedding dinner later.. After meeting me.. Guess I am lonely after 4.30.. Maybe will be back home or shopping alone.. See my mood.. Or See the movie "Seed of Chucky".. Who knows?.. Ok.. I have to prepare myself.. Got to go..

Friday, January 07, 2005

Pig=Worry=Ki ki...
Someone please help.. I dont know what to do.. Ki ki Breathing is getting worse.. I just reach home.. When I am standing in front of my house door, I notice Ki ki did not greet me.. He was sleeping.. Although I know that there is nothing wrong with sleeping.. But Ki ki is very sensetive when anyone is back.. He didnt greet me and also I notice that his heart seems like pumping blood very hard.. It is pumping so hard that when he sleep, his whole body is shaking.. Hai.. I really dont know what to do.. He never eat his dinner this few days.. I dont have money.. I msg Eric, Ki ki use to be owner.. Pet shop owner.. He called me back, coz he also dote on Ki ki alot.. He say should be nothing.. Because when I let Ki ki out of his cage, He still can ran about at stuff.. Ya.. So should be nothing ba.. This is what he say... I feel better le.. I Really have to rbing him to the vet as soon as possible. I really hope I can bring him now.. But I no money.. What the hell??.. Nevermind.. Going back to school later.. Sec 1 orientation.. Coz I am the chairman.. Have to go.. Got to go..

I dont know what happen to you this few days..
You should know that I like you..
But I just feel that you change..
You have change alot..
I dont know what to do..

Thursday, January 06, 2005

Pig=FUCK up=GRANDMA AGAIN!!!!...
That BITCH IS MAKING ME MAD... SHe made me quarrel with her.. She is the one.. SHE CALL JERYL TO GO HOME WHEN I DIDNT SAY ANYTHING.. WHO she Thinks she is??.. My mum didnt say anything, but she think she is big just because my mum is not AT HOME??.. Fuck her.. I dont have the mood.. She spoil my mood.. She fucking Bitch.. I mean Please.. You just go into your room and sleep and just shut up.. You think WE will wake you up??.. Go to hell! I dont think that 9pm is late.. I dont care.. If you think is late, SO?? You think I care??.. Huh??.. You think I care??.. That is your Problem.. I dont wish to know, neither do I wish to care.. FUCK YOU... I AM ANGRY.. Going Crazy if my life continue to be like this.. Got to go..

Wednesday, January 05, 2005

Pig=Tired=BORINg..
Was late for school todae with Stella and Jeryl.. But it seems like nothing happen.. Weird.. Lol.. Went to class.. Yean fu finally came to school.. Lol.. Em.. Did I say he didnt came to school yesterday??.. Lol.. Was very bore and tired.. Hai.. Ya.. Boring day in school.. Tons of stuff happen.. What a day I have.. I am worry for Ki ki.. I have just made dinner for him, but he didnt eat.. How could it be possible?.. Hai.. Dont know what will happen.. Scare.. Hai.. Got to go..

Monday, January 03, 2005

Pig=School Sux=Hate my class...
My day was bad todae.. Very bad.. My class is damn quiet.. I hate my class.. Now then I notice that I dont have much friends.. In my new class, I discovery that I only have Si hua, Stella, Yean fu and Aaron as good friends.. I dont have much friends then.. Life sucks in my class.. I am in a very boring class.. Hai.. I dont know.. Just feeling Fan la.. Still did not bought a number of books.. I can say.. Alot.. Lol.. Maybe going to buy tommorrow ba.. Have lunch with Jeryl, Stella, Si hua, Esther and Mei mei at Sumo house.. Alot of stuff happen, and of cause, none of them are good.. So I should not mention it.. I just reach home not long again.. Had my bath and type my blog.. Got to go..
Pig=Play station 2= School...
Bought Play station 2 todae.. Very slim.. Go and take a look.. It only weights about 900g.. Lol.. Bought it with Jeryl.. Thank you Esther.. =) Then Cut my hair.. Also dyed back my hair.. Hai.. Sian.. School start tommorrow le.. I am just bore.. I look very weird wearing long pants and school uniform.. Lol.. I look very much like a... Good Boi... LOl... I AM one anyway.. Ok.. Going to sleep le.. Got to go..

Sunday, January 02, 2005

Pig=Sian=Ah ma house..
Went to my grandmother house todae.. Sian.. Stay till quite late.. Going to dye back my hair tommorrow.. Have a very bad sense that something will happen if I dont dye back my hair.. Reach home around 10 plus.. Play game.. Thanks ping and Si hua for your encouragement.. I think I spell wrongly.. I will not give up de.. Although I really feel like to.. Lol.. Ok.. I also dont know what I am doing.. Staying out damn late when I am suppose to meet my friend tommorrow.. Hahaa.. Nevermind.. Got to go..

I wish that you know that I am waiting for you..
I might not be as prefect as him..
But I will give my best to you..
I really hope you can give me a chance...
I will be waiting...

Friday, December 31, 2004

Pig=Fool=Moodless..
I dont know.. Do I look like a fool?.. I am waiting for you.. But you still have him in your heart.. I really dont know.. Dont feel like going anywhere.. Just feel like I am so stupid.. I love you, but yet you love him.. I dont know what to do.. I really feel like giving up.. You dont even care about what I say and stuff.. Hai.. Todae dont know going out anot.. I am just feeling so moodless..
Wish everyone a happy 2005.. Hope you guys have a very good year todae.. Happy New Year... Got to go..

Thursday, December 30, 2004

Pig=FUCk=Dad..
Fuck you la.. LIKE MOTHER LIKE SOn.. Pls dont make promise that you cannot make lor.. YOU GOT ATTITUDE, I dont have ah! Chee bye.. Say what wanna bring ki ki go. Then now ki ki never go for basic grooming, my fault la??.. You busy my fault la??.. I cause you to be busy ah? Shout at me.. Fuck.. Think you very big ah.. Pls lor.. Who promise de.. Pls dont make promise that you cannot fulfill lor.. Na bei.. Eat your shit la.. Fuck off..
Went out with Esther and Mei mei.. After that, meet jeryl.. Go and buy bag.. Bag for mei mei too.. I help her buy de.. Hehee... I bought a Bag that I like it very much.. Jeryl also.. After that we meet Stella, Hui shan and yovonne.. LOl.. Was like playing all the way.. Lol.. Went home with Jeryl after that.. ya.. THEN STARTED QUARRELING WITH MY DAD... Fuck.. SPOIL MY MOOD.. Got to go..

How I wish you can stop missing him..
I think you still love him..
But I will still love you..
And Not losing to him..
I will try my best..
I will..

Wednesday, December 29, 2004

Pig=Ktv=Cycling..
Went to Ktv todae with mei mei, Esther, Jeryl and Stella.. Was like Singing Like siao.. Lol.. Esther went off After awhile.. Then Left Stella, Jeryl, Me and Mei mei.. Stella went off also.. She have to work.. Ya.. So me, Jeryl and mei mei sing all the way.. Ya.. Till Seven.. We have to go.. Went to T.S.. After that, Send Mei mei home.. Yup.. Left me and Jeryl.. Went to Tampines.. Then took bus to jeryl house.. Meet esther then we went for cycling.. Hahaa.. I like dont know how to cycle.. Hehee.. Then went Bark's cafe for dinner.. Wa.. Eat pasta.. Very nice.. Lol.. But Ex also.. Hahaa.. Went home after that.. Got to go..

Out with you todae..
Make me happy..
You brighten my day..
Sorry that I didnt talk to you much..
I was too shy to talk to you..
But I really wanna let you know..
That I really love you..
Hope I can be there for you when you need me..
I really wish that I can share you troubles and problems with you..
So that I dont have to see you cry anymore..
I love you..

Tuesday, December 28, 2004

Pig=Home=Speak to you..
Didnt bring Ki ki for Grooming.. Coz Cant Contact Eric.. Ya.. So sleep for te whole day.. Lol.. Download Maple Story after that.. Talk to Her.. My love one.. I mean Not yet.. Lol.. Ok.. Got to go..

Your voice is sweet..
I have been Missing you..
I can see you soon..
Hope that We can be together..

Monday, December 27, 2004

Pig=85= Jeryl house..
Went to 85 for dinner yesterday.. Was daMN tired after the fucking funeral.. And guess what?.. I received 85 miss call.. LOl.. Was made my Jeryl.. Had dinner with Jeryl, Yvonne, Stella and Hui shan.. After that went to Hui li house for awhile.. her family members were all very friendly.. How I wish my family will also be like hers.. Went to Jeryl house around 1 plus.. Took a cab home.. Was like Out of the cab when then I found out that my Slippers were spoil.. What a luck.. Went to Jerl house then, Watch tv.. And he felt asleep.. Like that also can sleep??.. Woke him up around 3.30 to call him to go to his room and sleep instead of sleeping in the living room.. Everyone went to sleep...
Woke up around 8.30.. Have to go and meet my mum at the bank to make my Atm card.. Went to buy my school stuff.. Saw My Grandmother(Not the one in my house.. She is the one who I love her alot) Outside Shop And Save having her lunch.. Mum chat with her and I had my lunch too.. Grandmother went off after that and we went to buy some meat and vegetable.. Took a cab home with mum.. Going to bring Ki ki for his Basic Grooming later.. Got to go..
I am sorry...
You msg me but I didnt reply you..
I was sleeping..
I call you, but you hung my phone..
Hope you are not angry with me..
I didnt mean it..
Hope you can forgive me..
Loving you always..

Sunday, December 26, 2004

Pig=Causeway Point=Funeral...
Went home after sleeping in wei jie house.. The time was about 3.30.. Reach home around 3.40.. Er jie is sick.. So She is not going to the furneral... Da jie reach home around 4 plus.. Bought home a bear.. A very very Big bear.. She was like carrying it.. But it looks more like the bear carrying her.. Lol.. You know what I mean right?.. LOl... John came along too.. Went to took bus service 168 to Woodland.. Went there for some Shopping before meeting Auntie.. She reach around 9 plus.. Bought a Jeans from C and K.. Short form.. I also dont know how to spell.. Lol.. Went to the Funeral.. Sian.. Till mum and Dad came.. Everyone was like Laughing all the way.. Ya.. Took a cab home with Aunt and Da jie.. Reach aunt's house around 11 45.. Ya.. use the Computer and stuff.. Ya.. Still have to go to the Furneral tommorrow.. Sian!!!.. Lol.. But bo bian.. Have to go.. Or mum will be angry... Lol.. Got to go..

I Have been missing you..
Waiting for your reply..
I have to wait..
Because, I love you..
Miss you more and more everyday..

Saturday, December 25, 2004

Pig=Sorry=My love..
I am sorry... I didnt call you along..
Was afraid you dont like crowded place..
Hope you can forgive me...
You msg me, But I cant reply..
When I reply, you have end the conversation..
I didnt mean it..
I really hope that you can Forgive me..
Dont me angry...
I am Afraid..
So Afraid to lose you..
If you are sad..
It will only hurt in my heart...
Love you forever...
Pig=Christmas=Orchard..
Went to orchard todae.. With Stella, Esther, Jeryl, Jun wei, Hui li, Hui Shan and Yvonne... We went to Orchard.. Around 10 plus.. Was at Tampines before that.. TOok cab to Orchard.. Was so Crowded.. Damn many people.. Was like playing the Spray stuff and spray at anyone we see.. Lol.. Everyone started playing when 12 am Reach.. Playing like crazy.. Was like playing till siao.. Everyone was wet.. Dirty.. And of cause, feeling Damn Sticky.. Bought two Santa claus hat for a mute.. He was like selling them till like So hard coz he cant talk.. So bought it from him.. One for 3 bucks.. Bought two.. One more for Hui li.. DONT THINK TOO MUCH.. We are just good friends, that is all.. So of you already know who is my true love le.. LOl..
Saw Yean fu with his friends.. Think He never saw me.. After that, we went to S11 at Pasir ris.. Have our "Breakfast".. Lol.. Everyone was hungry.. Exchange our presents after having our food.. Jeryl gave Stella a puzzle.. The puzzle was Complete and also put into a frame.. Very cute.. Lol.. Coz I already see the puzzle before meeting Stella they all.. Was with Jeryl before that.. Went to one of the nearest Shop to buy wrapper for the present.. Ya.. I got a Jay Cd.. But exchange with a Cup.. A winnle pooh cup.. Lol.. I thought the cd was Orginal.. LOl.. But.. It was not.. Hehehee... Everyone went home after that.. Ya.. I went to wei jie house.. He was like sleeping like a pig lor.. Only left Zhong ting and Kenny playing.. One playing computer, the other play P.s.. Damn tired.. EVERyone was tired.. Going to sleep soon.. I think.. Coz I also very tired le.. Tommorrow still have to go Funeral.. Sian.. DOnt feel like going.. Nevermind.. Got to go..

Thursday, December 23, 2004

Pig=Bore=Loving you always..
I didnt went out todae.. GOing to stay at home the whole day.. Yesterday went out with Jeryl.. Went to Ktv.. I meet Jun wei and esther first.. Coz the Ktv only 5 bucks.. Cheap right.. Some more is not those very lousy de Ktv.. Quite good also.. Got all the new songs.. Ya... Esther and Jun wei went off first.. So I was like alone.. Was singing Lin Jun Jie's Hui You Na Me Yi Tian.. Was very sad.. Dont know.. Cry abit.. I mean a few drops of tears.. Then Jeryl came.. He was late because of waiting for his house de Repairman to leave.. Lol.. Sang till Seven.. Took a cab to Tampines Mall.. Went to look for some Puzzle.. The price.. SUCKs... Went to The arcade beside it.. Jeryl play a very funny game.. Lol.. I play Para.. ALOT OF PEOPLE.. Was like quickly finish le, then Run away.. Lol.. He bought a Top to wear.. Coz His top just dont match his Pants.. Lol.. Went to Kfc to wait for Stella.. After that, took back my Disc man from Cui Ling.. Ya.. Hai.. Then alot of things happen.. Lazy to say.. Reach home around 2.40Am.. Sleep after that..
Wake up around 3 todae.. Wei jie call.. Ask me to go to his house ton tommorrow.. See how ba.. Going to stay at home the whole day.. Unless going out to eat.. Alone..

I love you so.. I will wait..
Even You love him so, I will still wait for you..
I will not give up.. Although I have tried to give up alot of times,
But When ever I think of you, I will have my Faith not to give up..
My Good brother told me not to give up.. Although you have hurt my heart..
Loving you will Always be my aim.. To have you forever is in my heart...
I will love you Always.. I promise I will love you whole Hearted..
I promise I will give you Happiness and not Sadness..
I will not hurt you Because hurting you will also hurt me in my heart..
Waiting for you forever..

Wednesday, December 22, 2004

Pig=85=201...
Went to 85 for dinner with Jeryl.. But then esther they all also going there for dinner, so meet together and have dinner together.. Stella they all went to Sentosa because of Cui ing birthday.. Didnt go because the family also got go.. Ya.. So.. Didnt go to.. Went to Tampines 201 there to talk talk.. Cui ling came after that.. Was like having a good chat.. Then she say she hungry.. So we went for Roti Prata.. Esther went home after that.. I think I spell wrongly.. Lol.. Was like Joking all the way.. Everyone went home around 1 plus.. Took a cab home with JEryl.. Reach home around 1.30??.. I think.. Maybe going Ktv tommorrow.. Only me and Jeryl.. Lol.. Quite weird hor.. Two Guys go.. Lol.. Got to go..

Tuesday, December 21, 2004

Pig=Vengence=Grandma!!..
She is Making me Mad.. I cant stand her.. I dont wanna stay in house with her only.. Trying to hit Ki ki With Cane.. What the hell.. Serve her right that Ki ki bark at her.. Serve Her right.. I cant hate her more.. My Limitation have come to an end.. More hates towards her?.. No.. How can I?.. My Hatred level Towards her have already Reach The Sky.. Cant hate her MORE THAN THE LIMIT... So what she have bought food for me?.. I mean the food is very clear that she have eat some of them.. You guys will know when you see the food.. So what?.. I HAVE ALREADY RETURN HER THE MONEY.. But She dont want.. So What??.. I dont care.. I have already return her, So do what you want with it! I dont Own her anything.. She can shut her mouth about saying how good she treat me.. Ya, Ya.. Bull shit.. Jeryl Ng, Stop thinking that I Treat her real bad, he say that you were one of them who tought me bad stuff!! She say that.. I WILL NOT SAY THAT JUST BECAUSE I AM ANGRY.. I MEan I say that for what the hell??.. I dont hate you, I hate her.. She is the one. I dont have to say all this just because you side her.. I just wanna let you know that She is completely Different from your grandma.. VEry VERY DIFFERENT..
Can say that ALL MY FRIENDS ARE BAD.. YA!.. YOUR FRIENDS are All FairY!! What they say you listen.. I say that whatever her friend say she Listen.. And yet.. You know what she say?? " I AM NOT STUPID! I will Not listen to Whatever they say".. Da jie and Er jie! You all can See lor.. She always say what "MY FRIEND TOLD ME THIS, MY FRIEND THAT".. AM I right, Da jie and er jie?.. Pls la.. SICK MAn.. SPoil MY DAY.. MY MOOD.. Everything.. I mean you care me If I wanna treat Ki ki as my Whoever?.. YOU CARE SO MUCh.. I mean Mum and Dad dont care so much, YOU CARE SO MUCH! Pls la.. Fuck.. Feel better after typing all this.. Got to go.. VenGence FOREVER!!
Pig=Bugis=Tampines..
Went to bugis.. Bought some stuff.. Cui ling Birthday tommorrow.. But didnt buy for her anything.. Lol.. Nevermind.. She dont mind de la.. She know de hor.. Heehee... Jeryl bought for Stella a very big Mickey Mouse's de Girl friend de Big soft toy.. I forgot how to spell the name le.. Lol... Ex sia.. Lol.. But Stella still like it alot ma.. Went to Tampines Kfc for Dinner.. After that, Jun wei and Esther go le.. Was like staying in Kfc for quite a long time.. Cant finish the food.. Lol.. We bought alot of food but we didnt know that we cant finish it.. Hahaa.. Went to nearby Playground to sit there and talk.. Went to Century after that.. One game of Para, Rock fever and Dance dance.. STELLA!! Pro ah YOU!! Scary sia!! Hahaa.. Win me le la!! Hahaaa... Went back to the play ground after that.. Sleep for about one hour.. Too tired.. After that, yvonne came from Kfc and cui ling from Far east.. Chat for awhile.. Then they have to go.. Jeryl and me took a cab home.. Send him first, Follow by me.. The Taxi driver was like Speeding all the way!! Till we were stop by the... Red light la.. Lol... Then he was like saying " Aiya, Love it ma, went I speed.. I was like " Very good, the feeling"!! Really very good!! he was like Speeding so fast!! LOl... reach home.. Watch tv.. Blog.. Got to go!..
Jeryl With the Kfc Uncle!!

Monday, December 20, 2004

Pig=Christmas=Orchard..
Went to orchard todae.. With Stella, Esther, Jeryl, Jun wei, Hui li, Hui Shan and Yvonne... We went to Orchard.. Around 10 plus.. Was at Tampines before that.. TOok cab to Orchard.. Was so Crowded.. Damn many people.. Was like playing the Spray stuff and spray at anyone we see.. Lol.. Everyone started playing when 12 am Reach.. Playing like crazy.. Was like playing till siao.. Everyone was wet.. Dirty.. And of cause, feeling Damn Sticky.. Bought two Santa claus hat for a mute.. He was like ou will remember that I've already asked people to cut me some slack with regards to typos, etc. So - thanks for the kind words of encouragement, Mark.


s, etc. So - thanks for the kind words of encouragement, Mark.


Pig=Kfc=Puzzle...
Went to Bugis meet esther they all.. Something happened.. Not good.. Dont wanna say.. Dont Kpo la.. Lol.. Went to Kfc after that.. Where Stella works.. Esther bought a puzzle for someone.. Lol.. Esther.. I dont dare to say sia.. Later you kill me.. Lol.. Then after that.. Jeryl have to go liao.. So left me, Jun wei and esther.. Started the puzzle.. Spend us only 3 hours and we complete everything... Lol.. Smart hor.. A 300 piece de puzzle.. Lol.. Ya.. Then after that, eat Kfc and stuff... Took a photo using my phone when the puzzle has complete... Ya.. Put photo too small.. But still going to show.. Have to set my phone setting liao.. Ya.. Everyone went home after that.. Tired.. Just finish chating on the phone.. Got to go..

This is the Puzzle..

Sunday, December 19, 2004

Pig=Er jie birthday= Mythic Sleuth Loki...
Was at home the whole day before meeting my family.. Bath Ki ki.. But first time.. I mean alone.. Was quite tiring.. Was also having a very bad luck.. Was like cleaning Ki ki Toilet, then he started to bark like hell... Didnt care much.. Bark till he shut up.. And saw He is preparing for his Shiting Position.. So Rush there.. But he Shit liao.. =_=" Was angry.. But still think that he is a good dog.. Coz He bark before doing his business.. What a clever dog I have.. Went out around 5 plus.. Meet da jie and er jie.. Er jie has her hair cut at Storm.. 24 bucks.. The price is reasonable.. Bought Doramon Vcd for er jie.. Da Jie also bought cd for his Company Chirstmas Celebration.. Meet up with Mum and dad after that.. Went to Ajisen for some Japanese food.. Eat till very full.. Dad have to go back to his work.. Went to Pepper plus.. Er jie and da jie wanna buy some clothes.. Mum also try on some clothes.. Then Saw this Lady.. Who was wearing a white top and a jeans and carrying a big bag.. Was like giving a look like my mum should not be here.. I mean she dont look young also lor.. Fat and short.. What the hell.. I was like staring at her, and then she was like dont dare to look at me.. Lol.. Went to Poh Kim alone to buy Some Animation.. By the name of Mythic Sleuth Loki.. Is about a Deity or stuff.. Very nice Animation.. And guys who like Animation, Go to Poh kim and buy.. If you buy two box of animation, The first box will cost the orginal price, the second box will cost at Only 50% Of the Orginal Price!! Cheap right? Lol.. Also bought A present for Chirstmas!! Lol.. Cannot say.. Went home after that.. Type blog and stuff.. Ya.. Got to go..

Friday, December 17, 2004

Pig=Fuck up= Hate waiting..
I am sick.. I didnt eat my dinner since Jeryl agree to have dinner with me.. he call me at 6 plus and tell me he is working.. I say Nvm.. Call me when you are done.. But.. Look at the time now.. The time is 11.05pm.. You should know me.. I hate waiting.. I HATE.. And Also I am sick... SICK... I never eat my dinner.. Hai.. I dont know you la.. Can work until like that.. Forgot everything.. NVM...
Pig=Sore throat= Flu...
Woke up around 10 plus 11... Was tired so when back to sleep again.. Throat very pain.. Hai.. Also have flu.. Sian.. Never eat anything.. I also dont feel hungry.. Weird.. Thought that I will be hungry or something.. But Didnt.. Slept till 3 plus.. Mum and dad was back.. But went out after that.. Was real sick.. Hai.. Giddy spell.. Meeting jeryl for dinner later.. Dont know whether Can eat anot.. Nvm.. scan one pic.. See for yourself.. Got to go..

Me, Jeryl, Esther and Stella..

Pig=Esther Charlet=Ktv..
Went for Esther charlet on Monday with Jeryl.. We took a cab down.. Esther Jun wei and guys have to buy stuff for the charlet.. But Jeryl, Ting ting, Yolanda and me didnt tag along.. I was too lazy.. =P So Ting and me was hungry.. So we went for lunch.. Ting ting vomit out everything when we reach the charlet.. Was quite shock.. So keep asking was she ok.. After that everyone came.. I play Majong with Esther, Ting ting, Yu hung and Yolanda in the night.. Yolanda didnt play, but she watch us playing Majong.. And also some Card games..
Everyone was tired But not Me... Play P.s 2 while everyone were asleep.. Was very angry when i cant unlock anything.. So Off the P.s2, And went to sleep.. The time was around 11 plus... Was woken up by esther around 2 plus.. Asking me whether I wanna go to Wild Wild Wet.. I Didnt agree.. So Stella, Esther, Hui Shan And people went there.. Jun wei, Jeryl, Cui ling and me was awake.. So went for our lunch again.. Was back while Ting ting, Yolanda and Yu hung was still sleeping.. Didnt really remember what happen that night, and also I dont wish to say out what happen.. Coz It was something bad..
I also forgot what happen on wednesday and also I dont wish to say out.. Stella and group went off in the afternoon coz Stella got work.. Was like Hanging out with Jeryl the whole day.. Jeryl went off on Thursday morning.. Around 1 plus.. The mother was not very happy with him.. I also dont know why.. I just know that he was feeling quite fuck up.. I also forgot what happened le la.. But it was a very fun charlet after all.. I really like this charlet..
Check out around 10.30 Todae... Suppose to return to Majong table, but the Shop was not open.. Everyone was like WHAT THE FUCK??.. Waited more than 30 mins before the auntie arrived.. Everyone was tired and Was like quite angry with the shop owner.. I mean she let us waited.. And She was So Damn late.. Hai.. Took a cab home with esther..
Esther call me to Accompany her for lunch after she went to her Aunt house to put her stuff.. Went to 85 Market for lunch.. She call me to go Ktv.. But didnt agree.. But agree in the last part.. Lol.. Anthony, Ting ting, Esther, Yu hung, Ah don, Yolanda, Joel, Gary and me went to the ktv.. Was very tired.. But in the end, I think only left Joel and Ting ting singing all the way.. Went off with Esther around 5 plus.. Reach home.. Was tired... Went to sleep straight away.. Woke up around 1 plus.. I just woke up.. Type blog.. Going back to sleep again.. Hahaha.. Got to go..

Sunday, December 12, 2004

Pig=Black out=Fuckers...
Was at home the whole day.. But going to Jeryl house later.. Tommorrow got charlet.. Will be going together.. So I was like staying at home the whole day.. When something that really make me feel very fuck up happened.. Was like Sleeping till half.. The Whole house went black out.. Fuck.. Didnt know what to do.. So call dad.. And he came home.. On the switch.. Call him to look after Ki ki while I went to bath.. Then The black out started again.. And I heard someone saying something Liek Quickly run.. Then heard laughter too.. Was like very angry.. Told my dad.. One more time.. I will call the police.. I mean like.. Small kids.. Hate it.. Hai.. Wont be typing my blog Till Friday ya.. Got to go..
Pig=Concert=Tired...
Went to concert with my cousin... There is 5566,K one, 183 club,7 flowers and two more Weird band.. The concert was quite quiet till Cyndi and 5566 came out.. So I was like ya.. Abit not so bore when Cyndi was out.. I mean she sing well tonight... Ya.. Better than those days.. Ya.. 5566.. Hm.. Hai.. The concert end when everyone came out and sing a song together.. Ya.. End of story.. HAHHa... Was quite Bored.. Ya.. Went home.. DVD... Got to go.

Saturday, December 11, 2004

Sorry Seems to be the Hardest Word...
What I got to do to make you love me?
What I got to do to make you care?
What do I do when lightning strikes me?
And I wake to find that you're not there?

What I got to go to make you want me?
What I got to do to be heard?
What do I say when it's all over?
Sorry seems to be the hardest word.

It's sad, so sad, It's a sad, sad situation.
And it's getting more and more absurd.
It's sad, so sad, Why can't we talk it over?
Oh it seems to me,

That sorry seems to be the hardest word.

What do I do to make you want me?
What I got to do to be heard?
What do I say when it's all over?
Sorry seems to be the hardest word.

It's sad, so sad, It's a sad, sad situation.
And it's getting more and more absurd.
It's sad, so sad, Why can't we talk it over?
Oh it seems to me,

That sorry seems to be the hardest word.

Yeh. Sorry

What I got to do to make you love me?
What I got to do to be heard?
What do I do when lightning strikes me?
What have I got to do?What have I got to do?
When sorry seems to be the hardest word...

Pig=Bugis=Para Para..
Went to Bugis yesterday with Jeryl, Esther,Stella and more.. Stella going Malaysia for about 3 days?.. Lol.. Went to Bugis street and they bought Cd.. Ya.. Esther got to go.. Went to Century For so Para Para game.. Lol.. Was Playing half way, Went I saw the Reflection of Two very familiar People from my Para Screen... One is short, and one is very tall.. And They were both Smiling through the reflection! They were my Da jie and my future Brother in law, John.. I Was Like shock! HAhaha.. Didnt think that they will be there.. Ya.. They went off after awhile for their movie.. Jeryl have to go to his work half way through.. Stella and group have to go off early coz going Malaysia.. Ya.. Me alone.. Went home.. And Clean up Ki ki.. Er jie and me Bath him.. HAhaa.. Tired.. Let him out.. AND HE PEE ON THE FLOOR... Feeling Damn angry coz everyone was tired and he pee on the floor.. What the fuck??... Went to sleep after a while, Was too tired...
Received a call yesterday from my Closest cousin, Shandy.. She ask me whether do I wanna go to a concert.. It was 5566 Concert.. So I agree since No one acompany her to the concert.. Ya.. I didnt really like 5566 that than my Sun yan Zi.. Lol.. But I still go.. The concert will be todae at Singapore Expo.. Ya.. Woke up around 12.. Was watching SHow and also typing blog.. Listening to F.i.r Lydia.. Sian.. Got to go..

Wednesday, December 08, 2004

Pig=Best of Blue=Far East...
Woke up around 12 plus.. Meet up Jeryl and esther around 2 plus... Took a cab to Old place.. Jeryl went there to shop for jeans and top.. I bought Best of blue album.. 20.60.. 0_0 One of those ex de that I bought.. Ya.. Nevermind.. Worth anyway.. Lol... Wanted it since quite long le ba.. Ya.. Esther bought Narato's figure.. Sets of 3.. Cost almost 100.. Ya.. Then Jeryl bought a New arrival Jeans.. Cost him 75.50, I think.. Lol.. He was complaining all the way.. About the jeans.. But worth it la.. For me la.. I think not bad.. Coz got leather ma.. So ex abit, should be ok de ba.. SAw this very Nice de long sleve shirt.. Very nice.. Going to get it soon ba.. Heheee.. Esther went off first.. Then me and Jeryl went to Tampines for our dinner.. Then went to his house there For Pool and chating.. Took a cab home and reach home around 10.30 ba.. Ya.. Type blog.. Got to go..

Tuesday, December 07, 2004

Pig=Hair cut=Ki ki...
Didnt went out todae.. Was at home the whole day.. Only went out for my Hair cutting and helping my Da jie to buy pen.. Hahaa.. Tv and tv.. Vcd and also Ki ki.. Ki ki was out the whole day.. Lol.. Coz I am home.. Watch Shaman King the whole day.. Tv.. He lick me all over just now.. Had a short nap with him.. He was lying on my hand.. Sleeping.. LOl.. Didnt have anything much happen though.. Got to go..
Pig=Majong=Interview..
Went to Esther house for Majong.. Her house.. Power.. Very nice.. Got alot of Ex stuff also.. Only Rich people will have that.. Lol... Had alot of fun playing Majong... After that, Stella got to go back to her father shop.. Strict Parents.. Went with Jeryl to his working place to get his paid.. Went there for interview also.. Hahaaa.. Ya.. Hope I will be hire.. Hehee.. Really need money.. Wanna buy alot of stuff.. Had some snack at the cafe.. Ordered a six pieces chicken.. We had 20% off since Jeryl is working there.. 0_0 20%... Alot.. Stuff Discount.. LOl.. Went to Stella father shop with Jeryl to have some Fishballs Noodles for dinner.. Free of charge.. She didnt want to keep the money.. Hm.. Chat till 10 plus.. Went home.. Jeryl get scolded by the FEmale taxi driver.. He was like feeling damn fuck up.. LOl.. The driver is also wrong.. Was like driving damn slow.. Stupid.. So scare, still be driver for what.. Dont even know where is the place.. Still ask us.. I mean, you are the driver, you still ask us where is it.. Siao... Reach home around 11.. Ya.. Type blog.. Got to go..

Sunday, December 05, 2004

Pig=Happy= Get what I wish...
DOnt wanna talk about where I go.. Was with my mum and dad... Went to Parkway... And We bought a DVD PLAYER!! HAhahaa... Finally... Wanted to get one since long.. Hai... Now finally got le.. Bought Spider man 2 and Harry potter vcd also.. Went home and fix everything.. Didnt know how to fix it.. Spend almost 30 mins to fix everything.. Phew... Talk to the phone with Jeryl for awhile.. He was just afraid that he will sleep then he cannot talk to his Bao bei.. Lol.. Watch Harry potter with my da jie and er jie.. After that, went to sleep..
Woke up around 11.45.. JEryl woke me up... Want me to accompany him to go Orchard.. Buy ring for his Lao po since the ring cannot fix into her hand.. HAhaaa... Fatty hand.. =P Hheee... Meeting him at 2.. Got to go

Saturday, December 04, 2004

Pig=Sleepy=Tired..
Woke up around 2 pm todae.. Tired.. Although I sleep alot, But I am still tired.. Lol.. Play gunbound the whole day.. Mum and er jie went out.. I am alone at home with Ki ki.. And also someone that I dont like... Meet up Jeryl around 6.30.. Went to the pasa malam at Bedok.. He bought two t-shirt.. 12 dollar ba.. Went over to sumo house for dinner.. Chat till 8.35.. Went home after that.. Watch tv and gunbound again.. Lol... I dont know.. Tired.. Wanna sleep.. Got to go..

Thursday, December 02, 2004

Pig=Fun=Moodless...
Went over to Jeryl house to stay for one night again.. Since his sisters were both not at home yestrday.. So went to his house to accompany him lor.. Slept around 3 plus in the morning... Woke up around 11 plus... Jeryl and Stella 4th month le.. So they both happy lor.. Jeryl bought a ring with his name on the ring and also he himself have a ring with stella name on it.. Hm.. Quite ex.. Stella bought him a shirt.. But it was a couple shirt.. I didnt know that! Lol.. Went to Bugis.. After that, to Downtown.. Also dont know for what.. Hai.. Went home after that.. The driver is weird.. Scary.. Laughing all the way when he was driving me and Jeryl home.. Keep asking all sort of cocking Question.. Bo liao.. But abit scary la.. Laughing all the way like what.. Then drive till I very giddy.. Then scolding Bad word all the way.. Siao.. Went home and mum cook noodles for me.. Hm.. Tasty.. Never eat mum's food for quite long le.. LOl... Haiz.. Feeling Moodless nowadays.. Sian.. Got to go..

Tuesday, November 30, 2004

Pig=Fun=Tired...
Went Escape todae.. With Esther and the gang.. Hai.. Woke up damn early.. 9 plus.. Hai.. Lol... I had Seven Miss calls... Coz Jeryl Said that he will wake me up.. Hahaha.. Call the eight time then I wake up.. Reach there around 11 plus.. Coz Have to pack up and stuff, Bath all this.. Ya... Then started playing lor.. Play like siao.. Hm.. Then went out for lunch.. Then went escape again.. Tired.. Sun burn sia.. But not pain.. Went 85 market for dinner.. Lol.. Laugh till damn tired.. Hahhaa... Stella de brother de girl friend lor.. Make us laugh like what.. Really have a enjoyable day todae.. But very tired.. Lol... Hai.. Ok la.. Me going bath le.. Tired.. Wanan sleep the whole day.. LOl... Got to go...

Monday, November 29, 2004

Pig=Sian=Still Sian..
Went out yesterday with Esther and Jeryl.. Went Far east.. Bought my stuff.. Went to The what.. Em.. I dont know how to spell.. Lol.. Bought Jeryl's er jie birthday present.. Then after that went to Tampines.. Find stella.. She working at Kfc.. Hm.. Then Jeryl got to go.. So left me, Stella and Esther.. Went to Jermaine house there.. Talk.. Hai.. Then went Downtown East.. Play arcade.. Lol... Then everyone went home.. Play gunbound with er jie.. Coz she stay over at my cousin house for one day.. Play till quite late.. Then off my bed I go..
Todae.. Woke up around 3 plus.. Then went back to sleep again.. Then Saw two miss call.. It was Jeryl.. Call him.. Then went back to sleep again.. Ki ki.. Sick again.. Hai.. PEE ON THE FLOOR.. I was very angry.. Beat him and scold him.. Hai.. Poo AGain On the flooR! URGH!!! Going out later.. Dont wanna stay at home with my grandma.. Hai.. Bye...

Saturday, November 27, 2004

Pig=Fan=Bore...
Hai... Maybe I always hai here hai there.. I dont know.. Just too bore ba.. Fan.. Grandma.. Dog.. Everything.. Friends.. And all sort of stuff.. Making me feeling angry, Moodless.. And of coz those problems are bothering me.. What if One dont have to have so many problems in their life.. Went back to school yesterday.. I am going to be in the same class with Si hua, Stella and Yean fu.. Lol.. Luckily same class with them.. Or else, dont know next year what to do.. Went out with Stella they all.. Went to bugis.. Did I spell correctly?.. Lol.. They wanna watch movie... So watch shutter lor.. Although I have seen it before.. But it is worth watching the second time.. Bugis cannot find the movie.. So went City hall.. Cannot find also.. Then went Orchard.. Got.. But Sold out.. WHAT BAD LUCK... So no choice.. Go Bedok watch lor.. Then JErmaine and Si hua were too afraid to go home alone.. No choice.. Send them home.. But hey, I was been forced by them.. We took a cab.. I remember we left the cinema around 8.45.. I reach home around 10.05.. Feeling damn Giddy.. Go to east, then to north then back to east again.. 0_0' Hai.. I forgot what did I do.. Lol.. Went to sleep around 1 plus after I Have my Super late dinner..
Todae woke up around 12.30.. Was woken up by my grandma's Super ultra loud voice.. Talking to our new neighbour.. I mean was our neighbour's son.. Ask this and that.. Kpo.. Cant mind her own business.. Quarrel with her again.. Maybe the neighbour or whoever thinks that I dont respect her.. But every story have a beginning.. It is because of something that cause me to hate her so much.. I did not want to hate her.. But she make me hate her.. I dont wish to talk about it.. Going out later.. Hai.. I am just bore and fan.. Nothing much to say..

Wednesday, November 24, 2004

Pig Fe3ling Enjoy...
Went for movies just now.. Watch The shutter.. Scary! Got alot of part, scare me until my heart going to jump out sia.. Lol.. Really very nice.. I also watch "The Incredibles".. Very funny.. Lol.. Cute.. Also worth watching.. Nothing really happen.. Nothing more to say
Pig Fe3ling Sian...
Yesterday went out with Stella, Jeryl, Esther they all.. Went to Orchard.. Meet them around 11.45 ba.. I was at Jeryl house the day before yesterday ba.. I think is the day before yesterday.. I dont know la.. More simple, I was staying his house on Monday.. So got to rush home after that to chage and stuff.. Lol.. Didnt really bought anything.. But took photo with them.. I mean neo card.. I cant scan them out cause there is some problem with my printer.. Then went home.. Chat with them for a while.. Hahaha... Not a while ba.. Until 1 plus ba.. Lol.. Then nothing le lor.. later going to watch movie with kenny.. Dont know watch what.. Lol.. Ok la.. Bye.

Monday, November 22, 2004

Pig Fe3ling Glad...
Hm.. Using Jeryl's sis labtop now.. Lol.. Going to ton at his house todae.. Hai.. I dont know la.. Some sort of happy ba.. I can see that the family very lovely.. Dad will be back home at a certain time, not like my dad.. I mean I dont blame him.. He have to work.. Da jie has not been feeling well Since three days ago ba.. She still went to work todae.. Was quite worry because I dont know whether can she take it or no.. Chat with her online to ask about her condition.. She say that she was feeling better le ba.. Hm.. Told her that if she cant take it, she must go home.. Ki ki have been very well behave since I think quite long le.. He was so naughty I think was cause of the sickness ba.. I an glad to see that he is better now.. =) Ok la.. Gotta end here.. Blog maybe tommorrow ba.. Bye..

Sunday, November 21, 2004

Pig Had Enough...
For those who always think that I dont have my limit, try me.. Everyone have his or her limit.. Dont try to push me too hard, you will not like it.. I will not your life go on as normal as you have now.. Try me la.. If you dare, chee bye.. I dont speak, Doesnt mean that I am afraid of you.. Chee bye.. You think what, your size big, I scare ah? Knn.. Only fat only ma.. Knn.. Rememeber.. If you read my blog, you read lor.. Better Still.. At least, you know this is a warning.. Knn.. YOU SHOULD KNOW I AM TALKING ABOUT YOU LOR... Bye.

Friday, November 19, 2004

Pig Fe3ling unhappy..
Alot of stuff had happened in the charlet.. I dont wish to say out.. Those who were there should know what had happened.. I just dont understand.. Why is there since people in the world?.. That is why I always say, Dont Fully trust anyone unless you had really know him or her for a very long period of time.. I dont fully trust anyone in this world anyway.. I do of cause trust almost all of my friend, but I wont say that I will tell everything to them.. Who know when will them just stab you from behind one of this days?.. I did enjoy the charlet.. We are suppose to enjoy in the charlet and relax yourself.. I did relax.. But there is also time when everyone of us cant relax just because of some of you.. You guys should know what I mean.. Hai.. Dont wish to talk about it.. I still have to thank Esther for opening the charlet for us to enjoy.. Thank you. =) Although there are some accident, I think everyone still enjoy the charle ya? Cheer up ok?.. =) Ok.. I guess I got to go..

Monday, November 15, 2004

Pig Fe3ling Tired..
Very very tired.. not enough sleep ba.. Sleep for about 8 hours?.. Lol.. Too little.. Hehee.. Ki ki is better le.. But I think he is sick.. He have a attutide that a sick dog have.. Going to bring him to see a vet tommorrow.. Maybe?.. Guess.. have to.. Will be going to esther charlet tommorrow.. So will not be updating my blog until friday when I am back.. Hm.. Hehhee.. Ya.. Er jie brought a friend to our house yesterday.. I think he some sort of teach er jie how to call ki ki to sit and stuff.. The thing that surprised me was that her friend didnt own any dog! Good right? Lol.. Ok.. Guess I have to go.. Bye..

Saturday, November 13, 2004

Pig Fe3ling Enjoy...
Went for movie yesterday.. Taxi.. Very funny show.. Worth watching.. Going to watch the show maybe twice or more.. Lol.. Ki ki have a very bad habit now.. We must be with him when he is sleeping.. He cant sleeping without our accompany... Oh shit.. God damn.. But with the help of er jie, we are already training him liao.. Hai.. Getting from bad to worse.. Hai..

Thursday, November 11, 2004

Pig Fe3ling Bore..
I dont understand my grandmum at all.. She is sometime really a idiot.. Yesterday, wei jie and kenny come my house ton.. She woke up around 4 am todae.. And she started YELLING at my friends.. I was feeling very very Fuck up at that time.. I told her that my mum and dad allowed them to stay overnight in my house, But she still dared to say "Do I have to ask your dad and mum permission in order to allow them in our house??" Then we started quarrel.. Wei jie was sleeping and She woke her up! Chee bye.. Never show my friends respect right? She dont even think of me showing her any respect.. I have already shown her alot of respect, but She dont show me or my friend any respect! What the hell??.. I very fuck up lor.. Ki ki hungry, I make food for him, confirm bite de ma.. Then she shouted at ki ki.. I was like, you need to eat, ki ki no need la! Then we started quarreling again.. Talking about her, just make me go crazy... Dont wish to talk about it anymore..

Wednesday, November 10, 2004

Pig Fe3ling What the Hell...
Sometime people just dont know how to show themself RESPECt.. Be a idiot in front of everyone.. I am like what the hell... I dont wish to name out the people, If that guy really make me fuck up again, I Promise, I wont let him go.. I make sure I spread his Fucking name around the web and make sure his computer have VIRUS.. I swear I will send him virus And May that guy computer Be Attack by my Virus FOREVER!!!
Was woken up by Ki ki barking.. Woke up around 9 plus.. I guess that he was too hungry that's why he was barking like hell.. I normally people cant wake me up.. Even you put 3 alarm clock near my bed, I will still wont wake up.. Even worse, I might DESTROY The clock.. Lol.. So I feed him, and he was quiet.. Hahaa... I gave him quite alot, and he finish everything in less than 5 mins.. I was like.. You know.. 0_0<---- Shock.. Lol.. Then he was wanted to come out of his cage and stuff.. I didnt let him out of coz, But he manage to run out while I was trying to clean his cage..
Had a good chat with my grandma.. She was very proud to tell me that when I was not around, Ki ki will listen to him.. So I was liked " Ya right, as if he will listen".. Lol.. I dont know.. Have not been sleeping well since I think monday??.. Lol... Ki ki's Fault.. Keep wanna people to accompany him then he will sleep.. Have to trAin him.. Lol... I have dyed my hair.. Whole hair is goldish brown now.. Thanks to my da jie.. She help me to dyed everything.. Lol.. Had a sudden Feeling to Listen to TATU "All the thing she said".. I like the song very much.. Had a very evil feeling.. HEhEE... Ops.. Very nice although.. I dont know.. Some people just hate them coz they are lesbian.. Lol.. DOnt know true or no.. Hm.. Gtg.. Bye..

Tuesday, November 09, 2004

Pig Fe3ling Moodless..
Woke up around 12 plus todae.. Was woken up by grandma.. Keep calling me to eat.. What the hell.. I mean if I am hungry, Me of cause will eat.. But If I am not hungry, how can she expect me to eat right?.. Stupid.. Hai... I dont really blame her anyway.. She is already so old le.. Really cant blame.. I heard my er jie told me that My grandma Hit Ki ki.. OMFg.. HOw could she?.. Hai.. I explain to her when I woke up that she is not suppose to hit Ki ki.. I dont wan my dog to be hit in order to listen to us.. Hai... So I explain to her.. But she was like didnt bother to listen to me.. Er jie go charlet.. So it is my job now to take care of Ki ki.. =) Cant really go out like normally.. have to be home on time in order to feed ki ki.. Ya.. Waiting for kenny to come my house.. Lol.. Ok la.. I will blog again maybe tommorrow or at night ok?..
Pig Fe3ling Angry..
Yeserday was a bad luck day.. What the fuck.. Went for bowling.. And my score was like.. Sucks.. VEry very low.. Worse score I ever had.. I was like abit bad luck in everything I do todae.. Hm.. Dont know.. Still alot of stuff I dont wish to say.. HAve not been having any own training ever seen the school training had end.. Maybe that is why I have such a score.. I guess I just have to go for more training... Ki ki Has been very naughty this few days.. Keep barking and barking.. Also keep biting people.. What the.. Scold him also no use.. I guess I have spoil him.. Hai.. Can you guys tell me what to do to stop him from biting us?.. And What can we do to stop him from Barking?.. Scolding doesnt works... Pls.. You guys gotta help me ok?.. Thanks you really much.. Just tell me what can I do by typing it at the chattle box..

Sunday, November 07, 2004

Pig Fe3ling Happy...
Yesterday around 11 plus, Ki ki was sleeping until very sweet.. Suddenly He bark loudly from his cage and bark towards the Main door.. We were like Ki ki.. Why?.. we open the door then to see what was he barking at.. There was a cat.. He was like quite fierce or stuff.. Like trying to tell Ki ki.. You come out la.. Lol.. Then We shoo the cat off.. Then it was like keep calling for help or stuff.. So I told my sis that it was calling for back up.. After awhile, it really came back with one more black cat.. But the cat was scared off by the barking of ki ki.. The other we shoo it off again.. Then it come back one last time.. But Ki ki SHoo it off.. Lol.. Then he went back to his sleep.. Lol..
Todae going to my grand ma house.. Going off liao.. Bye bye..
Pig Fe3ling Normal...
Didnt blog for sometimes le.. Lets start from Thurday.. Went to Mi Jo house.. She have two dogs.. Brought Ki ki along.. He mix quite well with them.. Ki ki keep trying to rape Mi jo Dog.. Hahahaa... Funny.. But in the end, he end up getting scolding from mi jo.. Lol... HE still dare to give the innocent Face! LOl.. My cousin was there also.. She went there overnight for about 4 days.. Went to our house after that.. Overnight.. Lol.. Tired..
Friday didnt went out.. Stay at home the whole day.. Nothing much happened.. Lol... Todae.. Didnt went out either.. But what I want, Finally arrive.. I have bought a set of vcd from Yahoo Auction.. Animation.. Shaman King.. Very nice.. Was watching the animation with my cousin the whole day.. Ki ki very good.. Trying to be protective.. Bark at strangers.. Alot.. Lol.. Very protective.. Ordered Pizza... Pizza Hut delievery.. Very ex sia... Little bit cost us around 45 bucks... Lol.. Nothing more le ba. LOl.. Bye bye.

Thursday, November 04, 2004

Pig Fe3ling Fuck up..
Finish typing blog but something wrong with the server.. FUCK.. Post also no use.. I didnt copy the blog that I type or what.. HAI! WHAT LUCK I HAVE.. Ok.. I will just shorten this blog since I am feeling SO fuckED UP.. Went to watch movie with Wei jie, Pui kia and Kenny.. Watch Doll master.. Very nice show.. Scary show.. Not bad.. I swear I wont touch any doll anymore.. Scary sia.. Went to wei jie house after movie.. Recived a call around 5 plus.. Was quite amazing.. Lol.. Didnt expect to recived any phone call.. Jeryl wanted to have dinner with me.. We have our dinner at 85 market.. Where we also go there for dinner.. Talk alot since we have not been in contact for about em.. One week?.. Lol.. He went home around 8 plus.. Rush home for charmed.. Nice.. Play with Ki ki and type blog after that.. Bye bye..

Wednesday, November 03, 2004

Pig Fe3ling "I dont know..
I dont know.. I just feel very weird.. Use to be very close to some of you.. But I feel abit Neglect by you guys.. Esther... Jeryl... Stella.. Si hua.. Jason... I really dont know.. Hm.. Maybe.. Er.. I dont know..

Monday, November 01, 2004

Pig Fe3ling Glad..
Typing a very very short blog coz we are training Ki ki to sleep alone without anyone in the living room.. We have already off the light and stuff.. But I think he know that it is sleep time.. He is also sleeping now.. Wanna bring him out for a walk but guess the time is too late.. Very glad that we have success in training him to pee and poo at the place were he is suppose to do his business.. Lol... Very very glad.. Ok.. Bye bye..